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sangunary · 16 days ago
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- Draw My Own Wings.
Batfam × Neglected Reader( artist )!
SYPNOSIS: Your only escape from your cruel life is in your own hands.
WARNING: Not for sensetive people! Have several triggers.
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Time flew fast and things chance it was simply normal for the earth to continue orbiting it's sun until it's gone.
It was normal for a father to forget one of his children and favour the rest.
It was normal to be forgotten but it's hard to be forgotten and making it obvious you are no longer welcomed in their home.. your home.
Taken by him after seeing your pathetic self and taking pitty he brought you home in his arms as your rested. Like a baby bird nesting with it's mother.
The first time you got to rest, in the arms of an unknown man that took you in his arms with the warmth of father.
It was dangerous to be at mercy so quickly but you were just a kid, tired, dirty and who missed any physical touch. Deprived of others and normality.
You could still remember it so vividly.
You were sitting by the wooden bed scaring away the bugs and pests especially the rats.
You were hungry but didn't dare to move away, scared that they would began festing on your poor mother who haven't woken up in weeks.
The stench could turn anyone stomach into a mush of green yet your loves for your mother stood stronger. Ignoring the stench as you fought off rats and bugs.
Then he came, look at your pathetic state and convince you to stay with him, as you let go of your mothers cold hand's for the first time.
His knees was on the floor as he hug you tight, his arms wrap around your smaller frame like a father meeting their child after a long time a long and hard time.
You remembered his wonderful word that sent you to another life you've never dreamt of.
"You'll be my daughter from today... I won't leave you cold, you'll have a father..."
He himself didn't knew what came over him when he saw you, to speak so unlikely of himself to do. But his mouth moves without any warning and he embrace you.
But now that fatherly embrace and warmth was for someone else... his affection and words didn't last long with you.
He used to read you bedtime story but now he rarely speak to you directly instead he would rather stay at his son bedroom when he's asleep to check on him.
You weren't his priority anymore, your privilege of having a father rip out form your own hands before you could even enjoy it longer.
Even the eldest Dick who was very enthusiastic to meet you acted like you weren't a living breathing person.
Everyday you texted him, updating him on anything because you just wanted to talk, you've never had anyone to talk to never.
You couldn't speak at times because of all the time you shut your mouth while crying so your mother could rest in peace, the countless days you spent covering your mouth so she won't be disturbed.
Forcing yourself to not speak made you hard at speech at times, but talking to him your older brother felt natural and you liked it. He helped you reach your potential yet he left you at the edge by yourself.
You've tried reaching for his hands for him to listen to your voice hoping that he might turn back and everything will he normal again. Your difficulty in speaking only increase when he harshly push you aside.
"You shouldn't be this clingy and desperate, you're not a baby anymore and it's annoying not adorable"
His words simple yet did something weird inside your heart, this wasn't the older brother you've always idolise... He's simple grown tired of you as usual.
You two had something special a bond that you only read about it in novels.. But now he doesn't even seem to recognise your face.
Busy with the new kid as well, who was cocky and full of himself and mean. You didn't understand why they wanted to bond with him so bad for.
You've tried so hard to be likeable and for this new demon to come out of nowhere and to be better? That isn't fair.
He didn't try his hardest to fit in with everything while you did everything to be likeable, you hate the idea of being forgotten when you are already addicted to the taste of being wanted.
You've never had anything great and this kid had something already and he's greedily taking yours, infront of your eyes and unable to do anything.
Now that everything was slowly rotting infront of your eyes you couldn't handle it. Your only escape from the true world was your own art.
"Dick? Are you busy?"
you asked wanting to invite him for a hangout which you've never had in years.
Honestly the only time you even managed to have a word with him was when he was with someone else and they weren't talking, other than that he wasn't around.
Not to see you, not to talk to you and not even when you were crying at nights due to pressure and your poor health yet he never came for you.
Your first ever solution of comfort broke into pieces and taken by another face, you were jealous of course but you couldn't do anything but to watch.
"Me and Damian are going to the museum, I'll be busy"
He wasn't even looking at you, just staring at his phone typing whatever nonsense and it broke you genuinely.
"Could you call him? Im really excited to spend times with my little brother, they're growing so fast better take advantage"
He obviously doesn't see you as a younger sibling anymore, if it wasn't Damian it would be Tim or annoying Jason.
He always went out with him, never you. He acted like you had no feelings nor needs and it's unfair.
Isolation from the world was your only hope in slowing down the damage.
Your family that once loves you now replaced you with another face, that kept you wondering if you ever meant a thing... Was loving you simply a phase?
Is loving you so hard? You weren't extraordinary or anything according to yourself atleast. You've restrained your weird behaviour so they won't be weirded out yet that doesn't mean anything.
your hands are cramping from holding onto the pencil hard, you couldn't careless.
Your tears soaking the paper as you continue drawing, everything ache so badly and you wanted it gone.
Then suddenly a drop of red fell on your drawing ruining it, you sigh heavily.
Your nose was bleeding slowly, the blood dropping onto the white sheet as it got absorbed by it with poor efforts.
Your eyes felt heavy but you didn't complain just looking up as the blood still trickle down onto the sides of your face.
The drawing of Bruce, your supposed father. You have drawn the way you had remembered how you first saw him, that gentle smile and the best hug ever... How come time change people so much?
You tried to wipe the blood to no avail it soak through and smeared the blood all over his face, you turn the next page to saw that your other drawing weren't save either.
The drawing of everyone of them soaked with your blood, you almost cried because that was days of work down the drain because your stupid nose decided to bleed.
"Fucking God... Why me"
You muttered, closing the note at the verge of bursting into tears. Then suddenly something sharp hit you.
Your stomach is tearing itself, that what's it felt like atleast.
You haven't eaten well, Alfred already fed him more leaving you with less portions, always cleaning after him leaving you in the dark alone and scared.
You didn't understand why you weren't allowed basic needs.
Is it because im terrible? I've never done much, I've tried so hard to be good yet they always find a reason... to make me wish myself death.
Nothing satisfied them. Your outstanding scores you achieve with several lack of sleep that resulted into sleep paralysis every tine you slept, you've told dick about it he told you that... it was nothing compared to damian.
There again, always mentioning the slob even when it's about you, clearly nothing in this house is ever about you. You're just the adorable child for three years, easily replaceable.
Right everything you did was just behind him no matter what, no one could celebrate you without bringing him into the conversation... He was your shadow, always mentioned and speak more favourable of.
You tried so hard to not hate or be jealous but something inside of you just want him gone. Away from your family... It's a horrifying thought but your heart couldn't think of anything else better for you.
You clutch onto your stomach as you whimper in pain, you couldn't tell if it was hunger or a normal ache.
Everyone else could be sick except you, cause the moment you utter your sickness everything was always about you right.
"Im feeling unwell, my stomach is hurting..."
You told Alfred alone in the kitchen while he wash the dishes.
You've been ignoring the pain that makes eating unbearable, the feeling of food still in your intestine yet felt undigested...
"Master, you are aware that I am quite occupied as of now?"
His voice hold the same gentleness or you couldn't hear it because of the pain, the underlying annoyance.
"Alfred please, it's been like this son-"
"Master do I have to remind you that you aren't the one with bad illness constantly?"
You stood there shock, you didn't understand why he would even mentioned that... You just felt sick. You didn't mean to... Do anything bad.
"I-"
"You cannot bother or try to attract attention this way Master, those with serious illness are envious of your state yet you perform their greatest weakness... Do behaviour Master"
You were utterly shock, wanted to cry bit nothing even bother to roll out.
You stood there frozen, trying to understand what you said wrong to always be the troubled one...
"Im sorry?"
You didn't know what to do or feel. Sad because he didn't even listen or doubt... maybe he was right.
You don't speak of your illness you can't. Nobody listen, they never do.
Even starvation felt better than being ignored by the people you cared for...
Everyday you wome up you couldn't help but always think of Damian.
How Jason spent more time with him and let's not forget Jason hated your gut from the beginning.
Still to this day while he went easier on Tim towards you? He's an absolute devil on earth ro torment you.
Tim is too busy to acknowledge you as a person, he doesn't even remember your names... Just talked to you to make him some coffe and complain everytime you made them.
"It's too sweet, are you trying to poison me?"
You couldn't tell if he was joking or not, he seems serious his gaze right at yours his brows focus.
"Can't you be useful for anything?"
Alright, you understood your value.
"If you have no use then you shouldn't even be here... I don't need a complete slot as my sibling"
He seems pissed off now, you blamed it on the lack of sleep and over working himself. He wouldn't speak to you like that, right?
"Damian?"
You called his name, abit nervous he did texted you to come outside into the backyard...
He was burning something's, seems like a cramping set-up.
A big smile spread onto your face as you walk closer. Is your wish coming through, did pne of your family members finally remembered you were apart of their family?
So many questions yet no answers, he was smiling as well with a book on his hand's reading.
When you came closer and look at the fuel pf the fire it looks like books- drawing books.
Your face went pale, he threw the book he was holding into the fire you saw the cover... a pink and blue imagine, the same one Bruce gave to you on your first birthday...
You went straight for the fire, not caring how much it hurt.
He was burning your drawing books, every one of them as he watch in horror as you reach into the fire and tried to took them out.
Your hands were burning yet you didn't stop, some note contains pictures of your mother the one you have drawn tons of times to remember... You CANNOT lose them...
The skin on your hand was melting yet you didn't stop, reach inside the fire embracing it and taking the burning note out as hot tears stream down your cheeks.
"No! no no no... Please no, not this- I can't... No..."
You couldn't think straight, the pain the high emotions you were feelings and the thought of losing you mother drawing...
Damian pulled you away from the fire after he saw you reaching in without caring about the fact that your skin was melting off.
"You dumb-ass! Are you trying to intentionally kill yourself infront of me for silly books you've kept away!?"
He yelled at you furious, not because you've hurt yourself to salvage the damage he has cause because he will be in trouble now that you burnt your hands.
"No! Let go, it's still doable! I won't let you take everything from me... It's not fair!"
You scream struggle and even hit him hard for him to let you go, those silly books were everything.
You memories, the mouth when you couldn't express, the feelings you've felt you couldn't tell anyone, the image of another you with the whole family... Everything.
You've kept them hidden for a reason, browsing through each of them whenever life was killing you again.
Everyone have gone out to witness what was going on and obviously the moment they saw the red on Damian face they went off on you.
Ignoring the blood and skin that was all over the place, Damian seems shocked as well. You couldn't stop the tears and your heart from ripping itself.
"It's just some drawings books... I can always buy another, you do not need to hit your brother"
He doesn't understand the value it hold, the new one would be soul less and no love... it couldn't compare.
"You just wanted to hit Damian cause you are helping because you are a spoiled brat that cannot go without attention"
"They shouldn't be here... They only caust trouble for us"
"This is utterly unacceptable Master Bruce, this is a behaviour of a child with no decipline"
Your books were gone... You were sent to your room and Damian was being taken care of... Well they bandage your hands but Damian was still being cared for but much longer..
You tried to draw but you couldn't, the pain was all over the place after the adrenaline wear off.
You couldn't draw... You're dead. You are no longer important, you are to be dead.
You covered your face with your hands as panick sets in, your only escape from everything was gone...
Now you truly are over.
"No... I am dead"
You utter quietly, ever since Damian came into the picture your only superiority was drawing... He was good but not as much as you, afterall you practice till you puke.
Your only talent that surpress the love child... Was now gone, it would be the same thing as dying if you couldn't even be of use now...
Bruce who decided to check up on you to discuss about your behaviour and maybe sending you away came inside.
"We need to talk, your action towards Damian is un-"
He stood frozen, your door creaking as it open further. His blood went cold and the word left his mouth completely.
Your body on the ground with foam seeping out of your mouth, your eyes wide open as a bottle was on your hands.
The same pills he have given to you to ease your stomachache, the one he didn't tell you anything about or how to ingest them... He didn't wanted to waste him time talking about that with you.
Next to you was a paper, a drawing... The mast thing you drew a butterfly with incomplete wings, it was messy and it felt like it was drawn by a young child.
Bruce remembered now... He remembered your soft small hands on his as you would smile at him brightly speaking nonsense.
"I like butterflies, they're free to do whatever... When I die I want to be one! Dad I promise to always visit you if I became one!"
Today was the day you've met him... The day he opened his arms so willingly for a stray he's just met...
What have he done?
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iluvbuckets · 2 months ago
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wild thoughts
paige bueckers x fem!reader
summary: paige had always just been your brother's best friend. your little brother's annoying best friend. on a typical summer trip to your family's cabin, you start to realize maybe paige isn't so little and annoying anymore.
warnings: lots of plot!, hella teasing, a little body worshipping, overstimulation, oral + fingering, thigh grinding, paige comes in her pants, switch!paige but bottom!paige would also be accurate, praise of course
word count: 9.3k
notes: this was NAWT supposed to be this long but i got carried away lowkey. i'm considering writing a part 2 for this bc i love this dynamic
song: wild thoughts by dj khaled, ft rihanna and bryson tiller ❝when i'm with you all i get is wild thoughts❞
read part 2!
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it was always funny when someone at your college found out that paige bueckers follows you on social media–the paige bueckers, star of uconn women’s basketball. 
because to you, she was just paige, your little brother, elijah’s, best friend who was over at your house so often you had to wonder if she had her own. she yells at the television at three in the morning over video games, paces around your house over basketball games, and eats your snacks out of the cupboard. she had been around so long that she is practically your parents’ third child, and they never let you forget it. there were pictures of paige hung around the house like they birthed her, not just pictures of her and your brother either–her high school basketball pictures, her senior pictures, pictures taken at her tournaments, you name it. not only that, but your grandparents would ask your parents about her like she was a grandchild. she was always invited to family holiday celebrations and family vacations, and while she rarely came to the holiday celebrations in favor of her own family, she never missed a vacation.
you never had a problem with it per se, but she was just your brother’s friend, so she was annoying by default. your brother was annoying, therefore she was too. which, honestly, she was. she was loud, spontaneous, and maybe even exhibited some warning signs of ADHD, and did you mention she would eat your snacks out of the cupboard?
you remember the day elijah met paige, because you definitely did not want to be there. you were seven and he was five, and it was his first ever practice for basketball (well, actually for any sport). it was a small, co-ed recreation league, so they advised parents to stick around during the hour-long practice just in case. even though you had made a compelling argument that you were obviously very mature and old enough to be left alone, your parents forced you to tag along with them. 
practice was running smoothly, elijah looked like a natural, until about thirty minutes in when he bumped right into paige, sending her to the floor. now typically, you would probably expect a little five-year-old girl to sit and cry on the floor after being hit like that, but not paige. she got right back up and shoved him as hard as she could onto the ground. clearly not expecting that reaction, the coach quickly grabbed paige to hold her back like it was a genuine fight (which maybe it was to her–she had definitely looked pissed). after a quick time-out, they forced paige to apologize to elijah, which she was clearly reluctant to do, but she did so she could be put back into the game. they hugged it out and have been practically inseparable ever since. 
your parents loved to tell that cute story to anyone who would listen.
when it was time for them to go to kindergarten, your parents and paige’s parents made sure they were in the same class. they constantly got in trouble for talking without permission, going off topic, and playing pranks in the classroom. they would get disciplined, but it never seemed to work because it continued all through elementary school. 
as all of you grew up, you didn’t hang out with your brother and paige that much. you were a whole two years older with your own activities, own friends, and own hobbies which didn’t really align with what they were interested in. 
there was one day when paige was in fifth grade and you were in seventh grade, when you heard a knock at your door. you were sitting on your bed reading a book, though it was a homework assignment for class so you would’ve rather been doing anything else. you expected it to be your dad since he always knocked now that you were thirteen, but after you shouted come in!, you saw an eleven-year-old paige bueckers standing there. she was wearing a t-shirt from her basketball league, a pair of black basketball shorts, nike elite socks, and her hair was in a pink nike tie headband with a ponytail. she looked nervous, like she didn’t know how to talk to you even though you had known her for six years at this point–like she hadn’t slept at your house literally last night. 
“some of the girls at school were making fun of me,” she said, playing with her fingers and not making eye contact. 
you immediately closed your book so you could set it to the side, patting the spot in front of you as a gesture for her to sit down. she did it hesitantly, still not looking up at you. 
“why?” you asked, like you were baffled that someone would do that. which you were. paige had always been sweet and kind to anyone she talked to, and never had a problem with anyone. if she did, it was probably basketball-related, and she would talk it out with them right after she got off the court. 
“they were saying i act and dress too much like a boy so i couldn’t sit with them,” she replied quietly.
you sighed. “don’t listen to them, paige. kids can be mean. there’s nothing wrong with how you dress.” 
“but i do dress like a boy,” she said, finally making eye contact.
“what does that even mean?” you ask rhetorically. “you got those clothes from the girls’ section, right? so how are you not dressed like a girl?” 
“they all wear skirts and dresses,” she said like it was obvious. you knew it was true, but it wasn’t weird to dress like a tomboy. you had a tomboy phase growing up, but since you joined dance, you started being more girly. 
“so what? that doesn’t mean anything. i don’t like wearing dresses either,” you laugh. 
“yeah but–” she starts, pausing like she doesn’t know how to ask the question that’s sitting on the tip of her tongue. “how do i be more of a girl like you?” 
your face contorts into a sad expression at the question, not really expecting it at all. “paige, you don’t need to change how you dress to please some girls at school.” like a lightbulb went off in your head, you had an idea to offer a solution without changing herself too much. “have you ever painted your nails?”
the answer to the question had been no, which you were expecting, so you did. you painted her fingernails a pink color to match her headband and hopefully help her feel a little more feminine. you wish she didn’t feel the need to change herself because of a couple of mean words, but growing up outside of the norm was hard so maybe it would make it slightly easier.
after that, paige slowly seemed to start talking to you more. she would invite you to hang out with her and elijah and she would ask if you were coming to their games. you often declined as you had your own practices, games, homework, and friends to hang out with. you had started playing school-sanctioned sports so your schedule was busy. you had decided to play volleyball and run track, and paige would often accompany your brother and parents to your games and meets. 
following a particularly successful eighth grade volleyball season, you had decided to quit dance to focus on volleyball in high school. in seventh grade volleyball, the plays and positions had been very basic to get you used to it, but eighth grade was a whole new game. you weren’t particularly tall standing at 5’7, you weren’t short but definitely not as tall as most players. your coach tried you as the libero, and you fell in love with it. while this meant you were spending more time in the gym than you did before, it also meant that you had more free time to hang out with and support your friends in their own activities now that you weren’t going straight from the gym to the studio. 
you attended every junior varsity and varsity basketball game of the season in ninth grade, which also meant you attended all of paige’s games. though she was only in seventh grade, her skill level had caught the coach’s attention, and she was playing with the junior varsity squad. 
even though she was your little brother’s annoying friend, you had a sense of pride watching her play up two grades like that. the little girl who had grown up with you was turning into an unstoppable powerhouse. you shouted her name the loudest (well maybe her dad and her little brother, drew, shouted louder) when she would make her shots, and you would shout at the refs when you thought they made a bad call on her. 
one particular home game, you were standing in the hallway talking to a couple of your friends during halftime, eating some popcorn near the concession stand. you couldn’t help but overhear a comment from a couple guys who were standing near you from the other school. one of them was talking about paige. saying she’s overrated and other mean things that you didn’t want to repeat. your friends had told you to let it go because they were just jealous, but you couldn’t. you spun on your heel, approaching them with a rage you had never felt in your life. before they could even greet you, your fist connected with the nose of the guy who had been talking about her. the guy didn’t fight back, but you were walking away before he even could anyway. luckily, no one saw and you didn’t get in trouble because the guy was too embarrassed to admit that it was a fourteen-year-old girl who did it. 
when you got home and your parents noticed your bruised, swollen knuckles, they obviously questioned you. you lied at first, saying it was an accident and they just let it go, knowing you wouldn’t tell the truth. about ten minutes later, your brother came into your room to ask what happened. obviously, you told him the truth. he was so impressed, but you made him swear he wouldn’t tell your parents.
the next day at school, rumors flew about how you clocked a guy in the face. there were various reasons for why and you didn’t bother to clear them up, but paige knew the truth because your brother had told her. 
you hadn’t thought much of any of it until your dad pulled came into your room after one of her games shortly after that one. it was after the first game that paige had asked if you could get a picture after. she was nervous when asking and you immediately called your brother over assuming that’s what she meant, missing the disappointed expression on paige’s face. 
“be nice to paige, okay?” he asked. you furrowed your eyebrows in confusion because you were always nice to paige and had never really been mean to her to warrant a conversation like that. “i think she has a little crush on you.”
you hadn’t really considered that to be a possibility before, but now that it was pointed out to you, you were suddenly very aware of all of paige’s actions. her gaze lingered a bit too long, she laughed at all of your jokes, and you were the first person she looked at when she told a joke to make sure you were laughing. even though it suddenly seemed obvious, you weren’t sure if she even knew herself. she had never indulged in crushes or anything and had focused all of her attention on sports thus far. though, you did find it strange that she never seemed to have a crush on any of the boys in her friend group, but you figured that was just because she knew them too well. 
you tried to keep a distance while remaining friendly to hopefully defuse that., and you hoped she didn’t notice.
by the summer before you were in eleventh grade, you had a boyfriend for an entire year. since it had been so long (high school relationship-wise), your parents allowed you to invite him to your yearly trip to your grandparents’ house, which was a cabin on the lake. of course, the invitation obviously included paige, elijah didn’t even need to invite her anymore because your grandparents did themselves.
you didn’t notice the way her jaw would clench when he would put his arm around you, bring you food, throw you in the water, or get near you at all. she tried to ignore the feeling, but she had an overwhelming sense of something when she saw it. she didn’t know what it was, but she knew she didn’t like seeing you acting like that with someone else. she didn’t say anything though, didn’t make it obvious to anyone except maybe your bother who definitely noticed. he didn’t say anything, either. she had never said anything to him about the possibility of liking girls, let alone his sister, so he chose to stay quiet and wait for her to tell him on her own time. 
it was a long two weeks for paige, but she managed to get through it without losing her mind too much. 
even though you loved that boyfriend and so did your family, shortly after the school volleyball season ended and club volleyball began, you broke things off. it wasn’t entirely mutual; he definitely didn’t want you to leave, but he understood where you were coming from. both of you were busy and were struggling to make time for each other. he was picking where he was going to college for track, and you had just signed to play volleyball for creighton.
when paige heard the news, she was ecstatic–internally, of course. 
after the two weeks spent at your grandparents’ house over the summer and how she felt about you breaking up with your boyfriend, she had come to terms with the fact that she definitely was not straight and she definitely had feelings for you. it was a tough realization for her, even though when she tried to talk to her stepmom about how she was feeling, her stepmom made it seem like the most obvious thing in the world–like everyone already knew. it was a little comforting, but it was jarring at the same time. could everyone tell that she had feelings for you? she hoped people could only tell that she liked girls, not the girl she liked. even worse, she hoped you couldn’t tell because that would be mortifying. 
she didn’t want to try anything either, knowing it wouldn’t be a good idea. you were older, more mature, and she wasn’t even sure that you saw her as anything more than a little sister or something like that. she just silently yearned, dreaming about what could happen if she told you. did you know? would you reject her?
not that it really mattered anymore, though, because for the rest of the year and through your senior year, you barely saw each other. you went to quite a few games in eleventh grade, but twelfth grade was packed with AP classes and volleyball practices. you tried to get to a basketball game when you could, but it was tough. you rarely left the gym and often times found yourself doing your homework late at night in the lounge area of it. you had something to prove in college, and you were working your ass off to get it. and paige was busy too. between playing overseas and out of state, she was rarely at school. 
she managed to make a few volleyball tournaments, you attended a few of her games, and she attended your graduation, but other than that, time was passing fast, and you rarely stopped to take it all in. you had missed the family vacation that summer too. you were scheduled for summer training, but paige managed to go even after being overseas. she had sent you a text saying she missed you with a picture attached of her and your brother on the boat, which you responded back with something about how you missed her too and that you hoped she had fun with a selfie of you and your team in the school gym.
paige was giddy the entire two weeks about it. 
your freshman year of college went as well as you could imagine. you were a starter for the team, you had bulked up in muscle, and you had a 4.0 GPA. and not only had you had a good year, but so did paige. you made sure to text her when she did something worth celebrating and she was always happy to hear from you. she did the same for you, making sure she never missed an accomplishment. 
when she committed to the university of connecticut, your parents mailed you a uconn basketball t-shirt. you sent her a picture of you wearing it with a message saying “congrats, pretty girl <3 you’re going to do great things up there! i’ll be cheering you on the whole way”. of course, you didn’t think much of it. you had always seen paige as an extension of your brother, someone that you had always just been there, but paige thought her heart was going to fly out of her chest when she saw it. she hesitated to reply, but managed to send a quick and simple thank you back after a couple of hours. months later, you sent her another text with a photo of you and your roommates watching her play at the state championship on tv.
again that summer, you had to skip the family vacation, but she did too, so she wasn’t too beat up about it like the summer before.
through your sophomore year and her senior year, life couldn’t get any better for both of you.
until covid-19 lockdown cancelled paige’s final state championship. 
she was distraught, rightfully so, at losing her chance to play in her final game for hopkins and for another chance at a championship. you sent her some apologetic texts and even a phone call because you know this meant the world to her, but it was hard to cheer her up. the future of her college career was uncertain at this point and so was yours. you had to come home from school suddenly, but luckily you didn’t have to miss any of your season.
to get away from it all, she had gone to virgina to spend time and quarantine with her friend azzi. the house was definitely quieter without her around. you thought that you would be happy to finally get to experience silence in your home, but it just felt empty instead. and your brother felt it too. one more than one occasion, he had come into your room seeking comfort about missing paige. it brought you two closer together.
as the world slowly opened back up and you were able to go to college again, you were ecstatic that this time, you would have a piece of you joining. your brother had decided to commit to creighton, just as a student though. even so, it made moving back to school away from home so much easier, and you could always trust that someone would be at your games. your parents had done their best before, but since elijah was still in high school, it was tough. 
paige had an amazing freshman season and you texted her a few times to congratulate her, but you both were getting too busy to keep up like you used to. you didn’t really watch her games anymore and you didn’t text her for every game, but you managed to catch a few headlines about various awards she won. 
that summer, the family vacation was put on hold. your grandparents were nervous about the pandemic given that all the kids were in college and could bring it back, so you stayed in omaha to work on your graduate school applications. your brother went back, though, mumbling something about not wanting to live in a house full of your friends or paying for summer housing. 
and it was the same the next summer, too. 
paige wouldn’t have gone anyway, after her injuries that season. you texted her about those, telling you how sorry you were. she didn’t get to come to your college graduation and she sent you a congratulations text to make up for it–for both graduating college and getting into the graduate program you wanted, but you understood.
and you ended up having to repeat that for her junior season. you had sympathy for her because she would have to miss out on her entire season twice in a row, something she was working so hard for.
you didn’t talk to her much beyond that, but you could imagine she was devastated. 
luckily, her senior year went a lot smoother. she was fully cleared, and playing harder than ever before. after she announced that she would be returning to uconn for a 5th year, your dad called to let you know that you would be having a special family vacation at the cabin to celebrate. grandpa and grandma were healthy, paige was healthy, and it would be the first time in years that you would get to do the tradition–though it wasn’t much of a tradition anymore. you made sure that you could make it because you missed your parents, your grandparents, and truthfully, you missed paige. you didn’t have to miss your brother because you could visit him whenever you wanted, but you guess it would be fun to hang out with him just like old times. 
the drive to the cabin in your parents' car was so nostalgic, you almost had the urge to cry. the familiar view of trees lining the road, though there were several new houses and stores lining the route. when you were younger, paige would ride along with your family, but this time she was driving herself. you couldn’t remember why, but you didn’t really question it. 
when you pulled into the driveway, you saw your grandpa’s minivan and a brand new jeep in the driveway–a jeep you had never seen before. you furrowed your brows in confusion, wondering who the hell was at your grandparents house.
your dad put the car in park, immediately popping the trunk to get the luggage out and inside. if there was one thing about him, he certainly didn’t waste any time getting settled in here. you got out too, looking around to take it all in. you had always loved coming here, this house had so many memories.
usually, though, your grandparents were rushing to the porch at the sound of the car door to greet you with a hug and a kiss, but they hadn’t come out yet. you tried not to think about it as you grabbed your suitcase and carried it inside. you left your suitcase at the bottom of the stairs, not really feeling like carrying it up to your bedroom at the moment. you could see your grandparents sitting on the back deck laughing through the big windows of their living room, so you all walked toward the door to see what had them so occupied.
your dad was first, opening the door and immediately saying, “hey, what’s the deal?” 
“oh, shit! you’re already here!” your grandpa laughed, pushing himself off out of the chair to give your dad a hug. your dad quickly bent down to give your grandma a hug as she stayed seated in your chair.
“paige got here early! we must’ve gotten distracted talking about how amazing she is,” your grandma explained.
then your dad turned, opening his arms wide. “paige,” his voice was soft, “it’s so good to see you again, kid.” 
she stood, wrapping her arms around him tightly. “i’ve missed you.”
when your dad stepped away, you were able to catch a glimpse of paige, and you swear, time stopped for a few seconds. she looked wildly different than the last time you saw her in person, and the livestreams and photos didn’t do her any justice. she looked grown up, like an actual adult rather than the little girl you remember running around your house. her hair was pulled into a messy low bun, probably because of the heat, and she was wearing a gray fitted tank top with black shorts and sneakers. you noticed she had definitely been spending time in the weight room by the defined muscles in her shoulders. her features were sharper, face slimmer.
you were snapped back to reality when it was your turn to hug your grandparents, giving them quick hugs before turning to paige. you tried not to make it obvious that you were feeling a whole different way for your brother’s best friend than before as you said a hello and gave her a quick, probably too quick to not be obvious, hug. 
you knew it was going to be a long two weeks.
and the first week only proved that.
you found yourself staring at paige when she was doing anything–swimming, playing pickup basketball with your brother, sitting at the breakfast bar, playing cards with your family. and she definitely noticed. you made eye contact almost every single time. at first, you would immediately look away, but you started testing the waters and holding it. she almost always broke first. you hoped no one else noticed because you couldn’t help it. the veins in her hands, the accentuating lines on her abdomen, the new curve of her ass–they were all distracting.
she started getting bolder too. touching your waist or back just barely whenever she went by you, bringing you snacks or drinks, and making sure to always be on your team when you were playing games. your dad and your brother would snicker quietly, clearly assuming paige’s crush never subsided. 
it was friday night, and your grandparents had invited a few of the other families that lived close to come hang out a few hours ago. it was normal, you knew all the families that were coming, and so did your parents. your dad had grown up in this house, so they had all known each other for years. you had been talking to one of the girls for a while, trying to catch up, but you could feel paige’s eyes trained on you.
she was sitting across the deck from you at the table with your brother and a couple of the other kids from the other families. you didn’t know what they were talking about, but paige didn’t seem too interested at all. the only thing that was holding her attention was you and the seltzer she was holding in her hands. 
after around twenty minutes, you excused yourself to go to the bathroom. only, you didn’t even really have to go to the bathroom, you just could feel yourself getting antsy under the intense stare.
paige excused herself too, mumbling something about how she needed another drink. your brother didn’t see you go inside, nor was he really paying attention, so he didn’t even say anything as she chugged the rest of her seltzer and pushed the back door open. 
you had gone to the bathroom upstairs to splash some cold water on your face and give yourself some light affirmations in the mirror about how you would be able to get through this week without any issues or slip ups. it wasn’t really convincing, but you managed to peel yourself away from the bathroom to join your family anyway. you knew that if your dad even suspected that you irish-goodbyed him at his own childhood home, he would come searching for you to drag you back out–especially since he had been drinking. you took a deep breath before you started down the stairs, trying to calm yourself down so paige didn’t notice she was getting to you. 
when you got to the bottom of them and walked down the hall, you saw paige in the kitchen leaning against the counter. she was gripping it like it would run away, her head hung between her arms like she was struggling with something. with the way it made her muscles pop, you wouldn’t be surprised if drool started dripping from your lips.
“hey,” you said casually as you entered the kitchen. 
her head immediately snapped up to look at you, and she seemed stunned for a few moments, too shocked to even reply. she shouldn’t have been, she knows you are here and she followed you inside. you visibly chuckled at her, but she just watched you as you moved past her to grab a drink from the fridge. 
“need another?” you asked, grabbing a random can from the shelf and holding it out for her. she stared at it for a few seconds before slowly reaching out for it. 
“thank you,” she said quietly.
you cracked your own can open to take a drink, holding eye contact with her while doing so. she held her breath, clearly nervous about where this was going but you had a mischievous glint in your eyes.
“i’m glad you’re here,” you say, leaning your hip next to her hands against the counter. “i was beginning to think i’d never see you again.” 
she pushed herself off, copying your position while facing you to use the height difference to her advantage. holy shit, when had she gotten this tall? well, she had been that height since high school, but the new body made her seem more powerful in her stance. she used to be a lanky kid who grew too fast for own body to keep up. she seemed to have gathered her composure as she smirked. 
“are you saying you missed me?” she asked, seemingly assuming that she could make you nervous. you were a little nervous, but you knew you had the upper hand in this situation.
you tilted your head flirtatiously. “yeah, i did, but i didn’t expect you to look so...” you paused like you were coming up with a word to use, “different.”  
she raised her eyebrows in shock, struggling to swallow from nervousness as her lips parted. you glanced at them then back at her eyes, knowing what you were doing. she seemed to be searching any part of her brain for a coherent reply, but was coming back with nothing. 
you just smiled, taking a step back and walking back onto the porch to rejoin the conversation you had abandoned. and for the rest of the evening, you could feel paige’s eyes on you again, but you made zero effort to give her a glance back.
after the party had died down and it was far later than you intended to be awake, you sat in one of the chairs that had been left out with a drink in your hands, watching the water. you were below the deck, so just slightly out of the line of sight from the house so no one could see you and come interrupt your moment. that is, until you heard paige walking down the rickety old wooden steps. she jumped a little, like she had not expected to see someone there, but quickly recovered. you watched her for a moment before gesturing to the chair next to you in a silent command for her to sit down. she did, of course she did. 
“what are you doing awake?” you ask in an accusing way, like she was in trouble.
she laughed at your tone. “trying to figure out what different means.” 
admittedly, you were not expecting that answer or even anything similar to it. it took you a little off guard, but you were able to not make it obvious. she sat back in her chair casually, staring at you with intensity, waiting for the answer, and you did your best to match it.
“what do you want it to mean?” you asked.
“i don’t know,” she shrugged. “you’re the one who said it.” 
you chuckled and looked away, nodding at her words. she obviously had an answer she was searching for, and you had one that probably aligned with it, but you did not want to give it to her right away. 
“you’re not gonna tell me?” she asked with a raised eyebrow.
you shook your head stubbornly, making eye contact with her again. “i think you know.” 
the air between you two was suddenly loaded, tiptoeing over the line that had never been crossed. you both knew where this was going, and you could cut the tension with a knife. though, she didn’t seem very patient to get the answer. 
her tongue darted out to lick her bottom lip. she hesitated for a moment, suddenly aware of how close your chairs were. “i want you to say it.”
you pretended to think about it for a moment, even adding a little hum for dramatic effect.
“nah.”
you figured that would be the end of that, that you had made paige just nervous enough to back down. she would go back into the house and overthink this interaction. but she didn’t. she leaned in toward you, her eyes shifting to stare at your lips instead. she stopped just before your noses were touching. 
“c’mon,” she murmured, brushing your noses together. “tell me.”
you consider giving into her game. you consider closing the gap and pressing your lips together in the kiss she’s obviously baiting for, to give her exactly what she wants. what she’s been waiting for. 
but you don’t. 
you bite your lip, turning your head forward toward the water.
“shoot,” you say as you stand, “i’m beat. think i better get to bed.” 
she stares up at you with parted lips in shock, thinking she was going to finally get what she wanted. and she will, you intend to, but not right now. you want to tease her, string her along a bit more, make her desperate for it. but you didn’t have much time left to do so.
you walk back up the stairs of the porch without looking back at her, proudly smirking to yourself like it was an accomplishment. she stares at you as you do, not even able to be annoyed at how that played out. she doesn’t know why. she always gets what she wants, so she didn’t know why she wasn’t angry, let alone annoyed.
when you made it up to your bedroom, you closed the door softly to not wake anyone and flopped onto the bed. you stared at the ceiling with your arms crossed across your chest, thinking about how you were going to approach this. part of you wishes you had just given in and gotten what you both wanted, but this was fun. it was fun to know that you had power over her, the girl who would call herself the ultimate rizzler. maybe she was back at school, but you had yet to see it. here, she was all nervous smiles and glances and gentle touches that could be mistaken for something else. you had been the ones leading the conversations that were loaded with anything but friendliness. 
even though he made jokes about it sometimes, you wondered if elijah would be mad about this. apparently, he used to love telling paige that you were home or that you’d be at a game to test her and see if she would react. she tried not to, but everyone could see right through it. which you had just learned this week from your dad after he had a few too many drinks. paige tried to play it cool, but you didn’t miss the blush that rose to her cheeks as he told the stories. 
well, even if he would be mad, it’s not like you have to tell him. it’s not like you’re asking for her hand in marriage. you doubt that paige would tell him anything because why would he want to hear that stuff about his sister? you definitely wouldn’t want to hear about him from girls that he hooked up with.
the sound of a door closing in the hallway broke you from your thoughts. you knew it was paige’s, that she had finally come inside for the night. even though you wanted to keep her waiting longer, your body betrayed you as you pushed yourself off the bed and walked to your door. your hand hesitated on the knob for a second, because really, what were you doing? but you opened it nonetheless. 
unfortunately, paige’s door was directly in front of yours. to make up for it, you stood stupidly in front of her door, contemplating just turning around and going back to bed. you didn’t know what to say or do once she opened it–if she opened it anyway. you almost wish she wouldn’t.
before you could even convince yourself not to, you knocked on the wood twice in an attempt not to wake anyone else up. you could hear shuffling from within the room, making your mind wander to what paige could be doing in there. you didn’t have too long to think about it before the door was creaking open, though. 
her expression was a mix of emotions–both surprised and not surprised to see you standing there. surprised that you were standing there knocking on her door in the middle of the night, but not surprised because you were the only other person awake. she stared at you for a few moments, not really knowing what to say. 
you didn’t know what to say either, but it didn’t matter. you reached your hand out to fist the collar of her shirt, pulling her down to your height and crashing your lips together. she made a surprised sound in the back of her throat, but quickly recovered to kiss back with an open-mouthed, heated intensity that you weren’t expecting. her hands flew to your waist, using them to tug you into the room. you used your other hand to close the door, so she took advantage of the opportunity to press your back against it, pressing your bodies together. you didn’t even realize that your hand had released the grip on her collar and had a light grip on her throat. 
you must’ve accidentally squeezed because she whimpered against your lips, snapping you back to reality. you pulled away breathlessly, a look of disbelief in her eyes. you just smiled, leaning forward to give her another peck. 
she tried to chase you, but you just whispered, “goodnight, paige.” 
and with that, you spun on her heel, opening the door and closing it behind you. your heart was racing from what you just did, and you almost wanted to skip back to your room from the giddiness. that wasn’t even your intention, but you knew it would definitely linger in her mind.
behind the door, paige was staring at it in shock. her hands were still in the same position they were in on your waist and her jaw dropped. one, because she couldn’t believe that actually happened. and two, because you really did her like that. like, what the actual fuck? she had half a mind to march her ass across the hallway and give her a piece of her mind.
she didn’t, though. she did exactly what you wanted–didn’t sleep, just stared at the ceiling wondering if she was hallucinating.
you thought that you would probably do the same, but as soon as you laid down, you found yourself falling asleep. 
at around 10am the following morning, there was a knock at your door. you groaned loudly, extremely annoyed that someone decided to wake you up from the best sleep you had in months. they were polite, at least, because they were waiting for you to answer instead of barging in (so it definitely was not your parents). you huffed as you sat up in bed, throwing the covers dramatically and padded over to the door. 
you turned the knob and pulled it open to see paige standing there with a disheveled bun like she had been tossing and turning all night, and a blank look like she was trying to mask how she was really feeling. it woke you up, suddenly remembering what you had done to her last night. before you could even say anything, she was using one hand to push you back into the room and closed the door behind her, eyes on yours the whole time. 
“good morning to you, too,” you laughed.
“you think this is funny?” she deadpanned. it definitely caught you a little off guard, and had you wondering if she was genuinely angry at you. you definitely wouldn’t blame her if she was, but you also didn’t really think it was that serious. 
“maybe a little,” you shrugged nonchalantly. though, you didn’t really feel nonchalant at the moment. your heart was pounding against your ribcage and you were struggling to control your breathing, but you hoped it wasn’t obvious to her.
she blew a laugh out of her nose, clearly unamused, and rolled her eyes. you watched as she bit the inside of her cheek, but you couldn’t tell if she was trying to figure out what to say next or if she was genuinely upset.
“y’know what you do to me?” 
you tilt your head slightly, raising your eyebrows like you’re confused–playing dumb. obviously you do, you both know that, but this was unclaimed territory. you had never really been friends, let alone anything close to where you are now, and everything changed last night. you would never be able to take back the one thing that completely changed the trajectory. 
“tell me,” you say so softly it was almost a whisper.
“i think you know,” she replies with a smirk, copying you from last night.
you hesitate for a few moments to weigh your options on where to go from here. you know you could keep asking and she would probably tell you, but she’s even more stubborn than you. you could leave her hanging for the third time in twenty-four hours, but what’s the fun in that?
“i do.”
she swallows hard, clearly not expecting an upfront answer like that. she completely expected you to dance around the subject like you had been–to keep her wondering and hanging onto an idea that she wasn’t even sure was real. not that she had a reason to doubt anymore after last night. her face was unreadable, but you could tell that she was nervous now. she didn’t expect that answer, and now wasn’t really sure what to do. she didn’t think she’d get this far, to be honest. 
instead of waiting for her to make the first move like you planned, you put your hands on her waist, fisted her shirt, and backed her against the door like she did to you last night. her breathing sped up enough for you to see the shallow rise and fall of her chest, relishing in the power you had at the moment. you pressed your bodies together and brushed your noses together, not wanting to close the gap yet. her lips parted as you did so, her eyes closing in anticipation. 
a smile rises to your face when you decide to pull away again, loving this game you were playing. she seemed to not return the feeling, though, because she automatically reached out to grab your throat and crash your lips together again. you expected it to be intense and fast like last night, but she kissed you slow and sensually like she was trying to savor the moment–like she didn’t know if this would ever happen again. 
you loosened the grip on her shirt to press your hands on the small of her back and press your bodies impossibly closer. she tangled her other hand in your hair, but didn’t pull. 
“you’re drivin’ me crazy,” she whispered into your mouth, but didn’t give you any time to reply.
the heat of your lips and bodies pressing together was more passionate than you had ever felt in your life. you didn’t know what it was–if it was the anticipation or the amount of want between the two of you. she was definitely still holding back, and you wanted paige to let her guard down fully. 
the hand she had on your throat slid down slightly to your chest, using the position to lightly push you backwards. you didn’t even take the time to think about what she was doing, but her intentions were clear when the back of your legs hit the bed. she gave you a light shove so you fell backwards, your back hitting the soft mattress with a soft thud. she didn’t waste any time grabbing the hem of her shirt and pulling it over her head as she smirked down at you, exposing her black nike sports bra. 
you figured she would immediately crawl on top of you to continue kissing you, but she sank to her knees in front of you. you propped yourself up on your elbows to watch her curiously. she held eye contact as her palms smoothed over the skin of your legs from your ankles up to your knees. then, she leaned forward to place a soft kiss along the inside of your knee, trailing up your thighs slowly with close-mouthed pecks. when she reached the hem of your shorts, she placed a kiss to your other leg and trailed back down to your other knee, her hands coming up to smooth over your thighs. 
wetness pooled in your shorts at the touch. even though you would be content going slow if you were in her position, you wanted her to speed up and move to where you wanted her the most. it was only okay when you teased like this. 
and you thought she was going to give in as you watched her face get closer, but instead, she used both hands to push up your t-shirt to expose your abdomen and placed a kiss just above the waistband of your shorts. she started to trail her kisses up your stomach toward your breasts, but you interrupted her.
“paige,” you groaned in annoyance, trying to resist the urge to push her head down. 
she just laughed against your skin. “what?” she asked with a combination of amusement and innocence dripping in her tone.
you rolled your eyes with an exasperated sigh. honestly, you had no right to be complaining after last night, but that was your game to play. you were supposed to be the one in control of the situation, not her.
“i thought you were patient,” she accused playfully. 
“i never claimed to be,” you replied, but you knew exactly what she was referring to anyway. 
she shook her head, a light chuckle leaving her lips. one of her hands traveled from your shirt slowly down your stomach to your shorts, teasingly tracing over your clit through the fabric. the sensation was more intense than you thought it would be due to your lack of underwear. you expected her to move her hand again when she noticed, just to keep you waiting, but instead, she lowered her hand and mouthed over it through the fabric. you sighed, placing one of your hands on the back of her head.
her pointer finger hooked around the waistband of your shorts to tug them down. you lifted your hips directly into her face to assist her, causing her to laugh, but you didn’t even think about it. you just wanted her to stop wasting time, to stop teasing. once your shorts are off, she doesn’t do anything for almost an entire minute, just stares at you to take it all in. she almost wanted to pinch herself to make sure it wasn’t all a dream. 
“paige,” you impatiently groan again, “seriously.”
without any hesitation, she leans forward and flattens her tongue to lick a stripe from your entrance up to your clit while making sure she’s holding eye contact the whole time. you bite back a moan, not wanting anyone in the house to hear you. but when she starts to circle your clit with her tongue at a fast pace that you weren’t expecting, you can’t hold it back. her hips buck forward slightly and thighs clench together at the sound, loving that she is the one making you feel like that.
you should’ve known she would be good at this. you’re sure she has all the girls falling to her knees back in storrs, connecticut. she probably has so many girls crying over her, wishing they would be next, and you say a silent thank you to whoever taught her to do this so you could experience it. 
one of her fingers traces your entrance lightly causing you to grasp her hair, probably messing up her bun, but neither of you care. she pushes two fingers inside you and your back arches off the mattress. they curl inside you as she pumps them in and out slowly. the contrast of her tongue quickly circling and her fingers moving slowly makes you buck into her face, and she moans against you. you can’t help the way your eyes roll to the back of your head at the feeling. 
she pulls her mouth away to gauge your reaction, speeding up her fingers and using her thumb against your clit to make up for it. 
“does that feel good?” she asks lowly, but you couldn’t help but notice that she sounds genuine too. like she isn’t confident in her abilities–her amazing abilities, mind you.
you open your eyes to meet hers, seeing a genuinely curious glint in her eyes. “so good, paige. you’re doing so good for me.” 
her eyes widen, hips bucking forward again. you hadn’t even touched her yet but she was having to squeeze her thighs together to keep from coming in her pants. she couldn’t help it though–the teasing, the sensual kisses, your moans caused by her. it was shocking too, she doesn’t know if she has ever gotten off this much and this fast just from pleasing someone else.  maybe it’s because it’s you, the girl she’s been waiting for to finally look her way.
her mouth is back on you again, but this time, instead of her fingers moving slowly while her tongue quickly swirls, her fingers are moving fast too. they’re curling inside you desperately trying to find your spot. it’s so much, and you can feel the pressure building in your stomach already. 
“shit,” you moan, trying to hold back your release. “fucking me like you were made for me.” 
but then she moans against you again, and that’s all you need before your stomach tenses and you’re coming on her fingers. she keeps the pace, working you through it relentlessly which drags it out much longer than you expected it to last. 
you twitch as you begin to come down, but paige doesn’t stop. 
“w-wait–fuck, paige,” you stutter out. your hips attempt to buck away, but she throws her arm across your hips and squeezes to keep you in place, and your unoccupied hand presses against her forehead. you apply a little pressure, but not enough to actually push her off. it’s too much but it feels so good–you can’t decide if you want her to keep going or stop. 
“i’m not done,” she murmurs–or maybe whimpers is the more appropriate word. 
you moan loudly as your thighs clench tightly around her head, but she doesn’t care. she continues to fuck her fingers into you at an intense pace, circling her tongue like she wasn’t losing any stamina. it only takes about a minute before you’re falling apart again, but you can’t even bring yourself to be embarrassed about it. 
with your head thrown back against the mattress, you don’t even notice the way she’s clenching her thighs to hide her own orgasm. 
luckily (or unluckily), she slows her pace this time to help you work through it. when you finally came down, she pulled her fingers out causing you to wince at the sudden emptiness. then, she slowly stood, trying to cover up the way her legs were shaking a little bit. she sheepishly bit her lip, hoping you didn’t notice the way she had just came in her pants in a touchless orgasm. 
you do notice her legs shaking, though. you sit up, placing your hands on the sides of her thighs and smoothing over the skin. 
“you’re shaking,” your voice is soft as you say it, and she can’t meet your eyes. 
your hands quickly move up to tug her shorts down her thighs. when she realizes what you’re doing, she scrambles to help you. after she steps out of them, you move your hands to her hips to tug her into your lap. she complies, straddling your thighs awkwardly. clearly, she didn’t do this often either. you groan when she settles herself down completely, feeling the wetness through her underwear brush against the muscle of your thigh. not only that, but the way her clit is pulsing too.
“fuck, paige,” you moan, looking up at her with amazement, “did you come already?”
“no,” she replies a little too quickly. but you don’t miss the way her cheeks turn red.
“you’re so cute,” you laugh, leaning forward to press your lips together. 
she cradled your face in her hands as your lips move together slowly. you used the placement of your hands on her hips to grind her against your thigh.
“is that okay?” you whispered against her lips. 
she started to grind her hips slowly on her own, then whispered, “yes.” 
“i want you to make yourself come again.” 
you pulled your lips away from hers to kiss down her neck, nipping at the skin while making sure you didn’t leave any marks so she didn’t get in trouble with her coaches. she threw her head back in a moan at the feeling. 
“you look so good in my lap like this,” you reply. “so desperate for me.” 
her head drops to bury itself in your neck, a whimper leaving her lips. one of her hands gripped at the hair at the nape of your neck, pulling slightly. you couldn’t help but smile at her even though she couldn’t see it. 
“feels so good,” she whispered hesitantly like she was nervous to say anything. “never want to stop. i could fuck you all day.” 
you moan as your hips bucked up to meet hers causing your thigh to press against her harder. 
“fuck, i’m gonna–” she didn’t even get to finish her sentence before she was crying out and coming hard on your thigh, still sensitive from her orgasm earlier. 
“that’s it, baby. so good for me,” you say, smoothing your hands over her back in a comforting way. 
when she came down and stopped twitching, you wrapped your arms tightly around her waist and pulled her back as you allowed your back to meet the mattress, her lying on top of you. giggles erupted from her lips at the action which caused you to laugh at the adorable sound. 
“we should do that again sometime.” 
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I was honestly so surprised that I’ve only seen one fanart of this scene?? It feels like something that could’ve been drawn a hundred times.
I love Amber so much.
I keep thinking about how, out of all the different versions of the Fool, she’s the one who gets to be the most emotionally open: She’s young and in love with Fitz, she has literal telepathic conversations with him every day for fifteen years, she does all these “foolish” things like creating a new face for Paragon, dreaming about a child and a family with Fitz when they become older. Yeah, she only said it out loud once — when she was just happy to see an old friend — and after that, she always called Bee Fitz’s daughter. And she kept stopping herself every time she got too close to that weird line between "my dear more than friend" and "it reminds me of Molly". And through all of it, she stayed so painfully alone. It’s just… heartbreaking.
Fitz said he didn’t like her — I forget what exact word he used, but honestly, whatever it was, he could’ve said the same about the Fool in general if he wanted to. Sure, he’s the most charming person in the world, but he’s also a manipulator, if he needs to be somewhere, he’ll get there, even if it means hijacking a ship full of hostages.
/Speaking of old friends — and one more thing that absolutely broke me — the dragons, yeah, they’re total assholes, but the way the dragons of the Paragon completely ignored Amber? You were jealous, you considered her your friend, and she was your friend, bringing you silver and all… Funny how, after becoming dragons, you just forgot about her ?
//I rarely write long texts — I have to double-check everything I write in English to make sure it’s still readable. But I have so many thoughts
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cupcakedieabetes · 6 months ago
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Dumpster Baby Part 1
I AM ON A ROLL, I THOUGHT OF THIS AND LOVED WHAT MY HEAD PRODUCED, SO I DECIDED TO WRITE IT OUT IN WORDS SO I DON’T FORGET IT! This is going to be long so sit back and enjoy.
This story is inspired by this, and I love it. Thanks @emacrow for letting me use your story as an inspo!!!!
Tw: mentions of csa/child trafficking, mentions of child death, child abandonment, neglect, etc
Hector blew out his cigarette, bored out of his mind as he's manning the cash register currently.
There was no customers, so nobody was going to complain if he was smoking in the store, right?
Then, the door to his store opened with a bang. He fingered the gun under his counter, looking towards the door, only to find a young man looking harried, half-naked and bloodied. His shirt in a bundle, and seemed to be originating from there.
"B-B-BABY! I found a baby in the dumpster!" The poor kid stuttered, his face full of tears as he stared horrifiedly.
Hector took one glance and realised the kid was telling the truth. He took a puff of his cigarette, inhaling it slowly before he exhaled it exhaustively.
"Kid, you must be new in Gotham. Dumpster babies aren’t all that rare in Gotham. Gotham's a complete shithole. If you can't even feed yourself, how can you feed another?" Hector told the kid harshly. The kid held the baby tightly.
"B-but.."
"It's reality in Gotham. Go put back the baby where you found it. In a place where child trafficking and prostitution and such are common, it's best to let it die. It's the greatest mercy you can give it."
The kid became eerily calm and quiet. Hector noticed that his hiccups from sobbing had just gone entirely silent. Then his form starts to glitch as if whatever made him keep his form was struggling to retain itself.
"Ņ̴͉͖̄͐̊͐͒̽̆͗́̅̾̈́̾ǫ̵͈̠̱̱̯̹̳̜̓́͊̚t̶̢̛̛̤̰̦̜̙̲̪̺̬̉̇̍̃̏͐̽̂͊͋̕̕ ̵̡̑͑̏i̷̡̢̡̨̛̦͚̱̝͓̰͈̞̭͔͚̇̑͊̏͊͜f̷̡͔̫̭͉̳͖̰͈͒̌͒̽̔̈̔͋̋͐́́̎̓̑͆ ̸̨̢̟͕͕̫̬̱͍̙̻͉̈́́̐͜I̷̛͕̟̻͗̒̂͌̔͆̾̑̃͘͜͠͝ ̴̨̼͉̘͚̹̙̥̟̀̈͌̑̎́͑̓̉̈́͑̆̑͘̚c̴̣͙̖͙͙̜̠̩̟͍͉̤̮͚͖͉̒̉̾̽̈́̀̒͆͊͛̽͐̂̚͘͝͝a̶̲̤̼͒̒͒̔̌̈́̇͌͝n̷̡̙̻̈́̂̀̈̓̀̄̊̐͆͘͠ ̵̨͔̼̤̮̍̌h̶̬̝̫͖͚̰̹̲̮̮̬͓̙͔̆̈̓̅̑͊͐̆̍͌͘͜͜ȩ̷̳͖̹͓̞̬̟̥̼͎̰͇̑̅͑̽̔̅͆͂̑̏͝l̶͚̜͔̮̯̼̝̿͜p̷̳̯̦͓͔̩͕̩͔̈́̀̆́́͑̄̈́̕ ̸̦̏̂̍̉͗͂͗̂͂́̉̚͝ȋ̶̛͕̠̟̦̈́̏̾̾͊͑̂͠t̸̡̡̡̛̼̺͚̜͖̫̼̲̪̫̗̜̓̒̿̾͂́̊̃͜͜.̷̡̛͚̱̫̰͕̳͖͙̾̀̓̓̀̈́̓͑́̾̚͠ͅ "
And without a trace, the kid and the baby disappeared, leaving nothing but the memories.
Hector stared at the place where the kid was once was, putting out his cigarette to rub his face tiredly.
What has he just done?
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Danny stared at the baby as he flew back into his hotel room. He had only gone to Gotham because he was initially visiting the Capital Crime City to scout out a new place for Jazz, who was planning to move here for residency at Arkham.
He decided to volunteer to scout ahead bc why would he be scared of crime when he's already dead?
But how did he get to this?
The baby girl mewled in his arms, still red and wrinkled, with their umbilical cord still attached. She was wrapped up in his shirt, having been found naked in a trash bag in a dumpster.
While walking past an alleyway, he heard something in the trash. And something else. So he decided to investigate. He was flying invisibly in ghost form, so there was no way anything would injure him.
So he opened the dumpster lid and saw a suspicious trashbag. In it was a newborn baby girl.
He bawled his eyes right out there bc he couldn't fathom why anyone would just abandon a baby in the dumpster. According to Jazz, multiple baby boxes were scattered across the city, a helpline was available for scared mothers/mothers-to-be, and many other options exist to prevent this.
It was cruel to the baby, but it was also cruel to the mother too. He only realised this according to what the man said. Gotham was a shithole. Who knows if your baby will end up being in the worst position ever, and if you don't have the resources, it's best to kill it to give them mercy. It was the only thing one can do when they're powerless. The best and only gift you could give to your child.
He lay on the bed with the baby sleeping on his chest. He was skin-to-skin with the baby as she was so cold to touch that he raised his own temperature despite the discomfort, as he was naturally cold.
And despite the discomfort, his core purred at having fulfilled his Obsession with Protecting.
She wiggled in his arms, and then a dawning thought of horror came to his mind. She wasn't the only baby that was abandoned, was she?
He carefully got up slowly, ensuring the baby wasn't woken up by the movement. She had a big day today; she should get a lot of sleep.
He placed her on the hotel bed and, for the first time, used his power as King to enact an order.
Protect the abandoned children. If nobody wants them, then he'll take them. One man's trash is another man's treasure, and he shall treat them like they deserve to.
Aw, he would have to get a place for them, wouldn't he?
He gave the baby girl a name to start her new life: Portia.
Then, he found another child who was abandoned by his parents. They neglected and beat him, so wouldn't he be considered abandoned? The boy willingly went when Danny offered Bennett, or Benny, to take him away. He was only 5.
Then the two became four when he found twin children all dirty and covered in dirt, sleeping under a cardboard box as they shared a ratty blanket. Blake and Harper were 10.
He got some Ghosts to help, like Lunch Lady, who loved cooking for those old enough to eat solids. She went all out cooking nutritious food for starving children.
He found a good enough warehouse and took it over from a drug den, which he got rid of. He then began renovating to make it a habitable place for the children.
But sometimes, it felt like he didn't have enough hands to hold them all.
But he was moldable. He could shapeshift into anything he can of his own will.
He grew many hands to carry them. He could hold his new children in his arms.
Four became Eight, then Eight became Thirteen. Thirteen became Twenty.
He wasn't big enough, so he grew and grew. They could all ride on his back together so there would be no fighting.
He didn't have enough eyes, so thinking of how to better observe, his mind suddenly thought of the Observants and how they're basically just eyeballs.
With duplication, he only just duplicates his eyes and lets them float around. Then, he could see e̷̩͈̙̘̗̅̽̾̎̑̉̇̈́͋͋̐͘̕͝v̷̤͙͈̓̂̽ë̸̡̠̩̠̠̟͍̭͙͈̫́̈́ͅr̵̢̨̻̩̰̼̝̞̙̜͙̈́̈́̉̌̾̀͊͊̚y̸̢̧̪̯͕̼̘̗̦͚̙̱̳̙̪͓̍͂̂̽̉̋̀̈́̔̓͝t̶̟̱̽̄́̉̈́̿̍͒̑̓͂͠͝ḩ̴̣̲̬̤͇͍̞̺̥͉̔̓̓̐̄̐̋́͘͜ͅì̴̳̳̭͆͗̈́̒̆̀͒̆̄̕͝͝ņ̸̛͍̳̣̦̲͔̼̝̪̲̗̩̤͋̈̾ͅģ̴̛̼̥̫̰̻͑̑̍͋́͂͌̎̎̈́̈́̏͒͆͠͠.
Despite this form, no children had ever been scared of him. His core would always rumble with protection, so they instinctively knew they were safe with him.
Twenty became Twenty-Three, then Twenty-Seven. Then Thirty-Two.
He loved it. He could make a difference. Even the children who weren't his would come running to him for protection. He would feed them and care for them like his own before sending them off to their parents, who actually cared for them.
He couldn't stop those who stayed before going back out. He did offer to take them in as his children, but some had refused, as they've always been independent.
But at least they would always have a place to go to.
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goldenstring6123 · 1 year ago
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Lnds: The boys as parents
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Warning: Long post ahead! 3.7K words in total! reader is MC! f!reader, AFAB!reader, implied abortion
Author's note: I went a little too overboard and specific with this one... IDK if you guys will like it. Might make a part 2/Individual fics it this post does well!
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Zayne as a father:
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He became a parent to 2 kids, both adopted. The eldest is a boy, and the youngest is a girl.
After a life-threatening complication when you were pregnant (it involved the problem in your heart, you and your husband decided to adopt instead. The first was a 4-year-old boy and, later on, a 2-year-old girl from an island near Linkon City.
Zayne works hard as a chief surgeon; even then, the pay at AKSO Hospital is no joke. Despite preparing more than enough money to live comfortably with a child, something within him fueled his desire to do better: before you got married, he worked hard to become a part of the Hospital's board of directors. This allowed him to control his time more and spend fewer hours working.
When you and Zayne adopted your first boy, a 4-year-old named Elias, you met him as a quiet little boy which you found working hard to try and read an outdated newspaper on the island. A few months later, you discovered your now-son's interests in academics and learning. Zayne was pleasantly surprised to see his little boy eager to learn about things outside of the island, so much so that the chief surgeon almost immediately registered him to enter formal schooling.
Most people would assume that, like himself, he expected his son to achieve great things in school, but on some school nights, before bedtime, Zayne would talk to your son. "You're doing well in school, Elias. But don't forget to have fun." You thought Zayne would never really have time to visit your son's plays and school activities. Still, much to your surprise, he was there for most of it, especially in events where your son is involved. It was such a comedic sight watching your husband hold a noncellular camera.
Being a part of the hospital board of directors meant long and lengthy meetings, so there were times when he still had to work late and leave beyond working hours. Sometimes, you let your son stay up and accompany you to pick up your husband. Of course, that's also to buy a hotpot for a midnight snack on the way. There were also times when you and your son would fall asleep on the couch waiting for him. He quickly picks you up and places you on his bed, tucking you and himself five minutes later. The next thing you know, it's morning, and the smell of waffles is wafting in the air.
He wasn't outwardly affectionate, but it's more than evident that he loves his son. He praises him to his colleagues (unknowingly), and he gives him gifts, and the cost doesn't matter. But sometimes, he shows love to his child through words, Complimenting his son's actions and skills.
He rarely scolds his son as he's the less strict parent. Your dynamic is the type where if you don't allow your son to go do something, he'll call his dad for backup. You almost always give in. Zayne never really puts his hand on his son. Instead, he opts for a more, face-the-consequence-of-your-actions type of dad. He lets his son be and ensures Elias learns that there are things he can't and shouldn't do. On more bad days, when your son is extremely hard-headed, Zayne will tell him what to do.
A few years later, despite many ups and downs, both of you decided to adopt from the same island again. It was a year-old infant named Penelope who was handed to the orphanage due to the death of her mother.
Between the two of you, Zayne was the one who fell in love first. He never expected to be a girl dad, and he didn't think too much of it until he saw her in your arms. The first thing she did was grab his finger and giggle, looking so beautiful against the island's sunset.
When she grew a bit older, Zayne became fond of how she began to resemble you in terms of actions and personality. She was undoubtedly the type of kid to make a fuss about the little things and act cunningly to get her way and, at the same time, not cry over the things that made her sad or hurt her.
She was often seen with you and clinging to you if not Elias. With her, things were an unspoken competition between Elias and Zayne. He was her first in many things: first dance, first time riding a bike, and first parent to be called by her, except for the first kiss. Her first kiss was given to his older brother, and it was on the forehead. Zayne sulked for the rest of the day while your son held that against him, stating that his little sister loves him more than his dad.
Despite this, Zayne and Elias developed another thing, an unspoken urge to protect the little girl. It may not seem like it, but Elias always focuses on Penelope, ensuring she's doing alright in school and having fun. Zayne sometimes sneaks into the daycare to peek at her daughter's condition. On Zayne's day off, Elias would tell stories about what Penelope does on a day-to-day basis. Thanks to his son, he was well-versed in her daughter's life events despite working a lot in the Hospital.
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Xavier as a father:
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Xavier is a father to one male child.
It was an unplanned pregnancy, which you only realized when you had your Quarterly checkup at headquarters. The doctor ruled you unfit to work on the field because you were carrying a month-old baby. You gagged at the news, and on the same day, you told Xavier. He just stared at you and turned red.
Xavier was…enthusiastic(?) with your pregnancy. Despite being the type not to really change when you were pregnant, he was always on guard and on your beck and call, buying out whatever cravings you had, even at midnight or on a rainy day (He was the one having cravings; You settled with whatever food you had in the house.)
While you were at home resting with him, you observed his behavior change. He was more silent than usual, looking out of the window; when you asked, he told you that his having a child felt like a fever dream. Xavier was unprepared to be a father but willing to learn. His trove of light novels and comic books slowly began to be invaded by parent magazines and guidebooks on caring for an infant. If he has some day off, he will be by your side to help you do stuff around the house or attend parenting classes behind your back.
When you gave birth, even through the amniotic fluid and white stuff covering the child, you could easily see that he was a pure carbon copy of Xavier. There was no part of the little baby that resembled you at all. Both in physical appearance and in attitude. Xavier cried tears of joy upon seeing your child born, albeit he never showed anyone his crying face. You know he did because his eyes and nose were puffier than usual.
The baby was quiet; it coos, plays with its saliva, and asks for a lot of milk, but I rarely cry. The only time it cries is if a loud sound is disturbing it from sleeping. And even when he cries, gently tapping and lulling him within five minutes will stop the little guy from crying.
The baby was attached to him. The baby would unknowingly leer towards him whenever he was around, asking to be picked up, to which Xavier would happily do so. He was a sleepy child and liked to nap even in broad daylight. He was easily fed and didn't put up much of a fight, even in his older years.
At the age of three, it was the beginning period where his little meek personality began to change. The kid was adventurous and the curious type. He was often found in his own world observing the little things in life, like a trail of ants or a kitten atop a tree branch, yet it seemed like he was curious to learn more things. He liked to observe from up close, which is why he was often seen on tiptoes trying to look over a lot of stuff or squatting down to observe the smaller insects on the ground.
To help him foster his talents and strengths, Xavier brings him to the headquarters once a week to let him run around and train. You were against it initially, but seeing your little boy imitate his father with clumsy focus made your heart swoon. A few years later. The kid was in school; Xavier was the one who attended the boy's school activities as you had to work most of the time, leading a team of your own.
He was doing well compared to the average students in school. Still, the teacher complained that the little boy kept sleeping in class, often getting him scolded and demerit. Xavier scratched his head and apologized, saying the little boy must've been exhausted after midnight play-dates with him.
Xavier keeps physical albums in his home, one for the family, one for you and him, and one dedicated to your child's life. Much to your surprise, he was more hands-on with his child than you might expect. Xavier never lets you carry your son for too long; he's afraid that you would collapse from exhaustion. He'd also be the one to put him to sleep, almost always falling asleep with his own son.
He's not the type to gift his child physical things (he still does occasionally). He would prefer to take you guys out to different locations, like a new arcade, a new park, or a place where your son could explore freely and safely. Xavier adores his child and keeps a photo of him on his lock screen. On his desk is a family picture of you and him that you take every year.
Xavier was the favorite parent when the little boy grew up because he was calmer, more collected, and the cooler one between you two. It's not that you weren't, but you know how boys are. Xavier tells his son many stories that he passes off as "fairytales" when, in reality, it was actually his real adventures in the decades he has lived and worked. But his favorite ones were when he and you fought against the wanderers side to side.
Needless to say, Xavier was a role model and a doting father. Because his appearance never really changed, at some point in the far future, he would be mistaken as the little boy's twin brother instead. It became a running joke in your family, so much so that out of pity, your son decided to dye his hair a different color to make him distinguishable.
Xavier and your son continued to have a boss and subordinate relationship in the hunter's association, which a lot of people really admired. On the other hand, you ran the bigger team and were on the field most of the time. Memories of regular days are filled with seeing each other in the medical Bay, on the field, or in a restaurant after a long fight on the field.
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Rafayel as a father:
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Father to two girls.
Rafayel's baby was not planned. In fact, he never believed you were pregnant until he saw signs of your body changing, especially the morning sickness and cravings. It's not that he didn't want to be a father, but it was simply too sudden for him, and he couldn't absorb it well.
He went a little overboard in preparation, hoarding many little clothes that your child would definitely outgrow. He brags about your pregnancy to many people, saying he's excited to be a father and always wanted a family of his own. People congratulate you a lot, even if you don't know who they are. On random days, you keep getting mail for some reason, and it's oversized packages: bassinets, branded feeding bottles, bottle steamers, and a box full of infant diapers. Safe to say, you really didn't need to buy a lot of things for your little passenger.
Unlike you, who was pretty lenient in designing the bedroom for your daughter, he was nit-picky as hell. The interior designer and suppliers had a hard time dealing with your husband, and you could only apologize secretly on his behalf. Nonetheless, the room turned out to be more beautiful than you expected.
When the baby arrived, he was crying, but he denied it. Yet everyone in the room could see him cry like a diva. Everyone wanted to see the baby, and so did your friends. Still, to your surprise, Rafayel refrained from letting anyone visit you for fear of the infant contracting any diseases from the visitors.
You decided to name her Anastasia. He was undeniably meant to be a girl dad. There was no day in the week when the little baby was dressed poorly. She would always wear on-brand clothes; even simple pajamas cost more than they should. He bought her dolls, stuffed toys, and those big dollhouses collectors buy.
When the little baby girl grew up and began to attend school, Rafayel would always ask for a kiss on the cheek, which your daughter would happily give.
Rafayel likes to gossip with you and your daughter, and he is a good source of news because he always knows the juicier side of stories. With your daughter, he knows the reputation of each and every parent. Sometimes, they go too far and pick on your daughter's classmates, e.g., telling them that their clothes are old-fashioned or that one kid looks like a mean bully. The bad thing is, your daughter thinks so as well. You and Rafayel once went to her sports day competition and saw her play a three-legged race partnered with a boy. You could see the smoke coming out of Rafayel's head, and you had to cover his mouth because he was uttering profanities. Something like: "Get your hands off my daughter, you little…"
Raf likes to give gifts as a sign of affection, and your daughter is thankful, but on special days, she doesn't request anything. Instead, she insists on having a dad-daughter date instead. Thanks to those moments, Raf began to lean more towards spending time together rather than showering her with gifts.
She grew up replicating Rafayel's diva-ness as her form of humor, and she usually tries to get away with stuff using that method. But she was family-oriented, being the type to show affection outwardly. She most definitely became a daddy's girl and would always go to him for help.
Later on, when your first child reached her teen years, you decided to have another child, and this time, it was a girl whom you named Charlotte. Rafayel was more tamed with the room decoration this time, but not with the gifts and outfits. He didn't allow any secondhand items from Anastasia to be given to the younger one.
Rafayel, despite already being a seasoned dad, was more overprotective with his second daughter, hiring a nanny for her. He would be restless if he didn't manage to see her for two days, so he refrained from going out of town unless necessary. If he did, however, he would always call you and ask how Charlotte was doing. You would turn the phone to your daughter, but she wouldn't pay him any mind and continue coloring in her little notebook.
Unlike Anastasia, Charlotte preferred to be with you. She was the more reserved of the two siblings, but she was mature for her age. She knew what she wanted and would outwardly deny if whatever she was doing or receiving was not to her liking. She wasn't that dramatic and would just stare at her sister or father whenever they exaggerated their emotions in front of her.
Sometimes, you and Charlotte just like to watch your other daughter and your husband act all dramatic. Then you just brush them off and spend your day drinking tea and eating cupcakes.
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Sylus as a father
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Sylus is the father of twins. One boy, one girl.
You weren't married when you found out you were pregnant; you were his lover by then, but you were severely unprepared to have children, considering the environment you guys were in. You got married in secret, and he made a promise to protect you and your children despite living in the N109 zone.
Upon the birth of your children, he was mainly on edge. He got you the best doctors and midwives. Although your birth was surprisingly smooth sailing, you heard some stories from the nurses nearby about how Sylus was threatening a doctor if you ended up with complications. Thankfully, the twins were delivered safely.
Between the twins, the eldest is a girl you named Mauve, and the boy, Claude. Mauve had your eyes, but his hair color was daunting, and he had a more pale skin tone, while Claude resembled you more than Sylus, except for his eyes.
Sylus didn't care much for the children; he made that apparent by focusing more on you and his work and leaving the kids to the nanny. That quickly changed after six months. On a random day, he saw you tending to your children, both sleeping soundly in your arms. You seemed at peace inside the bedroom, looking out into the distance. Something switched inside of Sylus, which neither of you can point out, but there was one thing for sure: You guys were now a family.
The mindset change perplexed you the most because, beginning that day, Sylus made a quiet effort to learn how to take care of the twins. He was often seen with the nanny, asking for specific methods of washing the feeding bottles or bathing the twins. And in no less than a month, he was practically the one taking care of your children whenever he was at home.
Sylus doesn't spoil his children more than necessary. Sure, they had rooms of their own and a decent amount of toys, branded items, and clothes, but he only gave them a little more than necessary. He firmly believes that children should learn to work hard at an early age to not get disappointed in the future; you scolded him for that, though, after all, they were just children.
Sylus always plays with his children whenever he can. He doesn't like it when family time is interrupted by business, so he ensures no one disturbs the residence until you and the children have had enough fun. His play methods are surprisingly tame and even comedic; after all, the sight of Sylus dawning twin-tails and stickers on his face doesn't come by that often. On days when he's out of town, Luke and Kieran are the ones who play with the children, and not even they can withstand the dress-up and role-play.
Whenever things get complicated in the organization, or even a hint of danger lurks around the family, Sylus sends you and the children away to a residence under a different name. It was located on a more private island, which only his private jet could access. Then, he deals with the problem as swiftly as possible.
A few more years later, Sylus changed. His principle of hard work equals good rewards shifted, and he slowly began to spoil the twins. They were spoiled, but it was surprising that they were obedient. That is until you spied around them when you were supposed to be at work. It was thanks to this that you realized another thing: Sylus is the type of father who says, "I can't do anything, your mother said no. Sorry, kids." when you're around and "C'mon kids, who will scold you? Your mom is at work, and I'm the parent in charge!" when you're not.
Thanks to this, you also discovered the real nature of your children behind the nice, good children facade.
They were naughty: They liked to play pranks on your husband, but Sylus always outsmarts them. You constantly wondered where they were picking up these silly pranks until you saw them huddled together with Luke and Kieran in a random corner of the house.
The twins were cunning: They greeted guests with a smile and treated maids with care, but they sneaked around the staff room and reported to Sylus what they heard. Once, they broke a vase and convinced you that Mephisto did it.
They were eccentric: The smiles on their faces were business smiles whenever other people were around. Note they were smiling ear to ear, but their smile was unsettling once you realized that you had entered the house of Onichynus' leader. It was almost threatening even.
Sylus, despite not looking like it, valued education as he believed it could give his children an advantage. Still, he'd let his children be street-smart rather than book-smart. Because of this belief, he would bring his children around for business meetings and less dangerous missions. You once argued with him over the twins' safety. Still, they reassured you that they're more than capable of protecting themselves.
A few years later, into adulthood, Claude was quietly regarded as a lethal weapon due to his proficiency in engineering (nuclear & Chemical) and in statistics; His background and frightening loyalty to his father and Onychinus amplified the organization's fearsome reputation.
On the other hand, Mauve was the front of Onychinus, often leaving the country to make business deals on behalf of his father, who was busy working at home. The woman was responsible. She was undoubtedly a gambler who believed high stakes = high rewards, yet she had never once lost that gamble.
But when you and your family get together for dinner every week, it's like they're the most mundane family ever, talking about what they hear out on the street and what the new neighbors are up to or what new places to visit in Linkon City. You just…came to accept it.
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arilevenatz · 5 months ago
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Heart At Sea
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Pairing: Pirate!Wooyoung x reader
Genre/trope: Fluff, pirate au
Word count: 14.4k
Warnings: Self-harm, scars, whipping, Imk if I missed any!
AN: Finally woo gets his fic! I'm so excited to finish all 8 fanfictions of the members! I've had so much fun writing this. Also yes I did cry while writing this thank u very much. I just love wooyoung being so sweet and he's extra sweet to mc. I think everybody deserves a wooyoung in their life
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On the island of Seagrove, YN was known as the pharmacist's daughter. Her days were spent behind the counter of her father’s small shop, nestled near the docks. With her sleeves rolled up and her hair tied back, she sorted herbs, prepared remedies, and greeted customers with a quiet confidence.
Her father often ventured into the wild parts of the island, gathering rare plants and ingredients, leaving YN to tend the store. Though young, she had learned much from him—how to grind herbs into powders, mix tinctures, and recognize the faintest symptoms of illness. To the townsfolk, she wasn’t just a girl helping her father; she was a steady hand they could rely on.
The shop itself was simple but full of life. Shelves lined with glass jars and wooden boxes gave the space a calming scent of lavender and eucalyptus. The faint hum of the bustling harbor outside mixed with the occasional jingle of the shop’s bell, marking each new customer’s arrival.
A few townsfolk trickled into the small shop as the morning sun cast golden light through the windows. YN greeted each one with a warm smile that seemed to brighten the entire room.
“Good morning, Mr. Harris!” she chimed as an elderly fisherman stepped inside, clutching his back. “Here for the ointment again?”
“Aye, lass. This old spine of mine doesn’t let me forget it,” he grumbled, though his face softened at her cheerful demeanor.
YN bustled behind the counter, quickly grabbing a small jar of salve. “This should help, just like before! And don’t forget to warm it a little before applying—it works better that way,” she reminded him with a wink.
As he handed over a few coins, another customer entered—a young mother with a baby on her hip. “YN, do you have more of that chamomile tea? It’s the only thing helping my little one sleep these days.”
“Of course, I do!” YN said, her voice filled with enthusiasm. She fetched the tea leaves from a neatly labeled jar and handed them over. “Make sure to steep it for just a few minutes—too strong, and it might be a bit bitter.”
The mother smiled gratefully, the weight of her exhaustion easing just a bit under YN’s sunshine-like warmth.
One by one, people came and went, leaving the shop not just with their medicines but with lighter hearts. YN’s genuine kindness and optimism were infectious, and her presence made the small shop a place of comfort for everyone who stepped through its doors.
Every day, YN spent her hours in the shop, tending to customers with her signature warmth and energy. From sunrise until late afternoon, she ground herbs, mixed tinctures, and offered advice to anyone who came through the door. Her genuine care for others made her beloved in the town of Seagrove.
The shop’s bell jingled throughout the day, announcing each visitor. Sometimes it was a sailor seeking relief for a sore shoulder, or a mother in need of remedies for her child’s fever. YN treated them all with the same unwavering kindness, her cheerful voice and bright smile a constant in their lives.
When the day quieted, YN carefully closed the shop, counting the coins she had earned and tucking them into a small leather pouch. Slinging her basket over her arm, she walked the familiar cobblestone streets back to her home, greeting everyone along the way.
“YN! Thank you for the tea yesterday—it worked wonders!” called a baker as she passed by.
“Anytime! Let me know if you need more,” YN replied, waving with a grin.
The townsfolk adored her. To them, YN wasn’t just the pharmacist’s daughter—she was the heart of their little island, always ready to brighten someone’s day. As she reached her modest home, the warm glow of lantern light spilling from the windows, YN felt content. She had done her part for her community, as she did every day.
Aboard the Halazia, the sea stretched endlessly around the sleek black ship as it cut through the waves like a predator on the hunt. The crew was busy at work, each man fulfilling his role with precision honed through years of sailing under Captain Hongjoong’s command.
On the quarterdeck, Hongjoong stood with his hands clasped behind his back, his sharp eyes fixed on the horizon. His captain's coat billowed in the salty breeze, and a faint smirk played on his lips. “How much longer, Navigator?” he called without turning his head.
“Two hours at most, Captain,” Yunho replied from the helm, his hands steady on the wheel. His calm demeanor matched his confidence in guiding the Halazia through the labyrinth of islands and open waters.
Below deck, Yeosang organized his medical supplies in the dimly lit infirmary. The ship’s rocking didn’t bother him as he meticulously sharpened his tools and checked the cleanliness of bandages. He always prepared for the worst—life aboard a pirate ship demanded it.
Meanwhile, San was in the armory, inspecting the blades and sharpening the cutlasses. His focus was intense, his eyes gleaming with a dangerous energy. As the battle master, he made sure that every weapon on board was in top condition.
On the main deck, Mingi oversaw the crew, his booming voice carrying over the sound of the waves. “Secure those ropes properly! I don’t want to see slack before the next storm!” His role as boatswain made him responsible for the ship’s upkeep, and he took it seriously.
Wooyoung emerged from the galley with a knife in one hand and a basket of freshly cut fruit in the other. “Anyone hungry? I’m not making this twice!” he called out, his mischievous grin suggesting he’d already eaten more than his share.
Down by the cannons, Jongho stood inspecting the weapons that were his pride and responsibility. He ran his hands over the barrels, checking for cracks or defects, and tested the ammunition. Each cannon was polished and ready to fire at a moment’s notice.
Above them all, Seonghwa moved seamlessly between tasks, keeping the crew in line and ensuring the captain’s orders were carried out. As quartermaster and first mate, he was Hongjoong’s right hand and the ship’s enforcer. His sharp gaze missed nothing.
The Halazia wasn’t just a ship; it was a well-oiled machine, and its crew was a family forged by countless battles and storms. Today, however, their mission had a specific target—the peaceful island of Seagrove.
The island of Seagrove had always been a neutral land, a safe harbor for travelers, traders, and even the occasional pirate crew. Its position in the Azure Archipelago made it an essential stop for ships to restock supplies and repair damages, but the island’s policy of neutrality demanded careful diplomacy.
When the Halazia docked at Seagrove, the townsfolk took notice immediately. The sight of its dark sails and ominous figurehead was enough to send a ripple of unease through the streets. While it wasn’t unusual for the infamous crew to stop by, the knowledge of their ruthless reputation made the air feel heavy.
“Looks like the Halazia is back,” muttered an old fisherman, his eyes narrowing as he watched the crew disembark.
“Better keep your heads down,” his companion whispered. “They may not cause trouble, but it doesn’t mean they won’t if given a reason.”
The townspeople moved cautiously, their smiles forced and voices hushed. They weren’t hostile, but they walked on eggshells around the crew, offering a nervous politeness that thinly veiled their fear.
The crew of the Halazia, however, carried themselves with practiced nonchalance. They strode through the cobblestone streets as though they owned them, their weapons gleaming in the sunlight and their gazes sharp.
“Do you think they’re just here to restock?” a shopkeeper murmured.
“They always are,” another replied. “But you never know with pirates. Best to stay out of their way.”
Even as the Halazia crew wandered the town, visiting taverns or inspecting the market stalls, the people of Seagrove remained wary. Neutral land or not, the presence of the crew was enough to keep everyone on edge.
The Halazia crew spread across Seagrove, blending into the island’s usual bustle, though their presence kept the townsfolk on alert. Conversations among the crew were as varied as their personalities, with each man displaying his unique quirks.
In the marketplace, Wooyoung strolled between the stalls, his sharp eyes scanning the goods. He held up a peculiar-looking fruit, turning it in his hands.
“Think this is edible?” he asked, tossing it to Mingi, who had wandered over.
Mingi caught it effortlessly, giving the fruit a skeptical glance. “Edible, sure. But are you willing to test it first?”
Wooyoung grinned. “I’ll pass. Maybe I’ll give it to Yunho—he’s got the stomach for weird stuff.”
Nearby, Yunho overheard and called out, “Don’t think I didn’t hear that, Wooyoung! You’re not slipping anything strange into my food again!”
Wooyoung shrugged innocently. “Last time it was harmless! How was I supposed to know it’d turn your tongue blue?”
Down at the docks, Jongho was inspecting a stack of cannonballs that had just been unloaded from the ship. San leaned against a post nearby, watching him with a smirk.
“You check those like they’re treasure,” San teased.
“They might as well be,” Jongho replied, not looking up. “A bad cannonball could cost us a fight. I’m not taking chances.”
San crossed his arms. “You’re too serious. Maybe you should come spar with me later. Get rid of some of that tension.”
Jongho raised an eyebrow, finally meeting San’s gaze. “Spar? With you? You just want an excuse to show off.”
San grinned wider. “Maybe. But if you’re scared, just say so.”
“Sure.” Jongho rolled his eyes but didn’t rise to the bait.
In a quiet corner of the town square, Seonghwa and Hongjoong stood under the shade of an awning, observing the crew as they mingled with the townsfolk.
“They’re behaving themselves,” Seonghwa said, his tone neutral.
Hongjoong smirked. “As they should. We don’t need unnecessary trouble here.”
Seonghwa glanced sideways at his captain. “You say that now, but when have we ever left Seagrove without some kind of incident?”
Hongjoong chuckled. “Fair point. Let’s hope this time is different.”
In the shaded alleyway near the market, Yeosang stood at a herbalist’s stall, quietly inspecting bundles of dried plants. His sharp eye quickly sorted the useful from the unnecessary.
“These are poorly dried,” he remarked, holding up a brittle bundle of valerian root.
The herbalist, a wiry older man, looked startled. “I—I’m sorry, sir, but that’s all I’ve got right now.”
Yeosang sighed softly, placing the bundle back. “I need quality. If it crumbles before it’s used, it’s worthless.”
From behind him, Yunho approached with an easy grin. “Always so picky, Yeosang. It’s like you expect perfect conditions out here in the middle of nowhere.”
Yeosang didn’t glance back, his hands moving to inspect another jar. “A surgeon doesn’t get second chances, Yunho. The better my supplies, the better I can keep the rest of you alive.”
Yunho leaned against the stall, arms crossed. “Fair point. Still, you could try to lighten up a bit. It’s not all life and death.”
Yeosang turned to him, an unreadable expression on his face. “For you, maybe.”
Meanwhile, Wooyoung spotted Yeosang as he walked away from the stall. “Hey, doc!” he called out, jogging to catch up.
“What is it, Wooyoung?” Yeosang asked, his tone even.
Wooyoung waved a bright yellow fruit in front of him. “You think this could kill someone if I cook it wrong? Or should I give it to the captain and find out?”
Yeosang raised an eyebrow, unimpressed. “It’s a mango, Wooyoung. Unless you’re planning to drop it on his head, I doubt it’ll harm anyone.”
Wooyoung grinned. “Good to know! Maybe I’ll add it to dinner tonight. Think the captain likes tropical flavors?”
“I think the captain has more pressing concerns than your culinary experiments,” Yeosang replied, though a small smirk tugged at the corner of his lips as he walked away.
In the distance, Hongjoong watched the exchanges with quiet amusement. Seonghwa, standing beside him, noticed his expression.
“Just as I thought they were behaving. They’re restless,” Seonghwa remarked.
Hongjoong nodded. “Let them stretch their legs. We’ll need them sharp soon enough.”
Seonghwa tilted his head. “And where does that leave us?”
Hongjoong’s gaze drifted toward the apothecary shop again. “For now? Let them play. But keep an eye on Yeosang. He always finds trouble where no one else is looking.”
Seonghwa chuckled. “That’s because he’s too clever for his own good.”
Hongjoong stood at the edge of the marketplace, his sharp gaze fixed on a small shop nestled between two larger buildings. The apothecary. It wasn’t his first visit, though his trips there were rare and purposeful. The shopkeeper had proven useful in the past, supplying him with everything he needed, no questions asked.
He turned to Wooyoung, who was busy juggling a few apples he’d “borrowed” from a stall.
“Wooyoung,” Hongjoong called, his voice firm.
Wooyoung caught the apples mid-air and grinned. “Yes, Captain? Need me to charm someone, or are we raiding the tavern early?”
Hongjoong smirked. “Neither. You’re coming with me to the apothecary. I need someone to carry what I buy.”
Wooyoung pouted dramatically, tossing one of the apples back into a basket. “What, I’m just your pack mule now?”
“Call it an extension of your scavenger duties,” Hongjoong replied, already heading toward the shop.
Wooyoung sighed, but his grin quickly returned as he jogged to catch up. “Fine, fine. But if they’ve got anything interesting, I’m keeping it.”
The bell above the door jingled as they stepped into the apothecary. The air inside was heavy with the earthy scent of dried herbs and freshly ground powders. Shelves lined every wall, filled with jars, bottles, and bundles of various remedies and ingredients.
YN stood behind the counter, her hands busy organizing a set of vials. She looked up at the sound of the bell and froze for a moment. It wasn’t every day the captain of the Halazia walked into her shop.
Hongjoong’s sharp eyes scanned the room before landing on her. He stepped forward, his coat swaying slightly. “You’re the pharmacist’s daughter,” he said, more a statement than a question.
YN straightened, her sunshine-like demeanor returning despite the intimidating presence before her. “That’s right. My father’s away, but I can help you. What do you need?”
Wooyoung leaned against the counter with a grin, glancing around the shop. “This place smells great. Got anything fun for a bored pirate like me?”
YN raised an eyebrow, but before she could reply, Hongjoong spoke. “Focus, Wooyoung.” He turned back to YN. “I need these.” He handed over a neatly folded piece of parchment with a list of items.
YN took it, her eyes scanning the list. Some of the ingredients were rare, but she recognized most of them. “I should have everything you need. Give me a moment.”
As YN moved around the shop, gathering items, Wooyoung leaned closer to Hongjoong and whispered, “She’s surprisingly cheerful for someone dealing with us.”
Hongjoong smirked but said nothing, his eyes following YN as she worked efficiently, placing jars and packets on the counter.
When she returned, she began explaining each item. “This powder needs to stay dry, and the tincture should be kept cool. And this—” she paused, holding up a small vial, “—is very potent. Use it sparingly.”
Hongjoong nodded, impressed by her knowledge. “You know your trade well.”
YN smiled warmly. “It’s my job.”
Once everything was packed, Wooyoung grabbed the bundle, pretending to stagger under its weight. “Oh no, Captain, it’s so heavy! What if I collapse under the strain?”
YN stifled a laugh, while Hongjoong rolled his eyes. “Stop complaining, or I’ll make you carry more.”
As they turned to leave, Hongjoong paused at the door, glancing back at YN. “Tell your father our deal still stands. I’ll be back when I need more.”
Just as Hongjoong and Wooyoung stepped toward the door, YN's curiosity got the better of her. She cleared her throat and asked, “What deal?”
Hongjoong stopped mid-step but didn’t turn around immediately. Wooyoung, on the other hand, raised an eyebrow and shot YN an amused look. “Curious, aren’t we?” he teased, leaning against the counter again.
Hongjoong slowly turned to face her, his expression unreadable but his eyes sharp. “Your father and I have... an understanding. He provides certain items I need, no questions asked. In return, I ensure that no harm ever comes to this shop or your family. A fair trade, wouldn’t you say?”
YN blinked, trying to process his words. “So, you’re protecting us? That’s what this is about?”
Hongjoong’s lips curved into a faint smirk. “You could say that. But don’t mistake it for charity. It’s business.”
Wooyoung chimed in, his tone light but with an edge of truth. “Think of it as an investment. The captain doesn’t waste time on things—or people—that aren’t worth it.”
YN frowned slightly, crossing her arms. “We don’t need protection. Seagrove is neutral ground.”
Hongjoong stepped closer, his voice dropping just enough to be serious but not threatening. “Neutrality doesn’t stop trouble from finding its way here. Pirates, mercenaries, kingdoms—they don’t care about rules when desperation strikes. Your father knows this. That’s why he agreed to our deal.”
YN held his gaze, feeling a mix of defiance and unease. She wanted to argue but couldn’t deny the truth in his words. “Fine,” she said, her voice steady. “But if this is about protection, it works both ways. You might find yourselves needing supplies when no one else will sell to you.”
Hongjoong’s smirk deepened, his eyes glinting with approval. “Smart girl. Your father taught you well.”
With that, he turned and pushed the door open. Wooyoung gave YN one last playful wink as he followed the captain. “See you around, sunshine,” he said before the door closed behind them, leaving YN standing there with a mixture of curiosity and newfound wariness.
She looked down at the counter where the parchment list lay. Her fingers brushed against it as her mind raced with questions. Whatever deal her father had struck with the Halazia crew, it was clear this wasn’t just a simple exchange of goods.
After the encounter at the apothecary, Wooyoung couldn’t help but find his thoughts drifting back to YN. There was something about her—a bright, carefree energy that contrasted so sharply with the rough, unpredictable life aboard the Halazia. Her genuine warmth had lingered in his mind longer than he expected, and before he realized it, he found himself making excuses to return to the shop.
A few days later, the bell above the apothecary’s door jingled again. YN looked up from where she was sorting herbs, her face lighting up when she saw Wooyoung standing there, leaning casually against the doorframe with his usual mischievous grin.
“You again,” she said, her tone teasing but friendly. “Didn’t you stock up enough last time?”
Wooyoung shrugged, stepping further inside. “Captain wanted to make sure we didn’t miss anything important. And, well...” He paused, picking up a small jar of dried lavender from a shelf and inspecting it idly. “I thought I’d keep you company. Can’t have you getting bored all alone in here.”
YN laughed, a bright, cheerful sound that filled the small shop. “Bored? Hardly. This place is always busy. Besides, I’m pretty sure pirates don’t come back just to check on someone.”
Wooyoung placed the jar back and leaned on the counter, his grin never fading. “Maybe not, but I’m not like most pirates.”
YN raised an eyebrow, her hands moving automatically as she arranged some vials. “Oh? So what makes you different, Mister Pirate?”
He smirked, resting his chin on his hand. “Well, for one, I appreciate good company. And two...” He trailed off, letting her fill in the rest.
Despite her initial resolve not to get too involved with the Halazia crew, YN found herself smiling. His playful energy was contagious, and she couldn’t help but be drawn into the banter. “You’re smooth, I’ll give you that,” she said, shaking her head.
Wooyoung chuckled. “Smooth enough to get a discount?”
She laughed again. “Not a chance.”
Over the next few weeks, Wooyoung started appearing more frequently. Sometimes he claimed he was running errands for the crew; other times, he didn’t even bother with an excuse. Each visit felt a little more natural, as though he was slipping into the rhythm of her world.
At first, YN kept her guard up. She reminded herself that he was a pirate, part of a crew that carried a reputation for chaos. But Wooyoung’s charm was disarming, and her naturally talkative, sunshine-like personality quickly overshadowed any hesitation.
He’d sit on a stool by the counter, chatting with her about everything and nothing. She’d tell him about the townsfolk, the busy days at the apothecary, and the little joys of living on Seagrove. In return, he’d share stories from the sea—some clearly exaggerated, others tinged with surprising honesty.
One day, as YN handed him a small satchel of herbs, she said with a grin, “You know, if I didn’t know better, I’d think you’re just here for the company.”
Wooyoung took the satchel, his smile softening. “Maybe I am. Got a problem with that?”
She shook her head, laughing. “Not really. Just don’t scare off my other customers, okay?”
Despite herself, YN found that Wooyoung’s presence didn’t feel like an intrusion. In fact, it felt oddly... comforting. And though Wooyoung never said it outright, he started looking forward to the quiet moments in the apothecary, away from the noise and chaos of life aboard the Halazia.
For now, neither of them thought too hard about what this strange, unexpected connection might mean. They simply enjoyed the moments they had, both of them quietly grateful for the fleeting peace they found in each other’s company.
Over time, Wooyoung became a regular sight in the apothecary. He would stroll in with his usual grin, plop himself onto the old wooden stool by the counter, and watch YN work.
At first, he was content just to chat, but as the days passed, he started offering to help.
“Here, let me do that,” he said one afternoon, stepping behind the counter and shooing YN away as she struggled with a particularly heavy crate of supplies.
She raised an eyebrow at him but stepped aside. “Are you sure you’re not just looking for an excuse to stick around?”
Wooyoung shot her a wink as he effortlessly lifted the crate onto a shelf. “What can I say? I’m a man of many talents.”
Soon enough, he became more than just a fixture in the shop. He started assisting her with customers, surprising her with how quickly he learned.
An older woman entered one day, asking for a salve for joint pain. Wooyoung, leaning casually on the counter, chimed in before YN could answet.
“Second shelf on the left,” he said, pointing. “Green jar with the brown lid. That’s the one you want.”
The woman looked at him, then at YN, who nodded in confirmation. “He’s right.”
The woman smiled and handed over her coins, muttering something about how “helpful young men” were hard to find.
After she left, YN crossed her arms and gave Wooyoung an appraising look. “You’re actually pretty good at this.”
He smirked. “Told you. Many talents.”
Not all of his interactions in the shop were so lighthearted, though. Occasionally, a customer would walk in with an attitude—someone trying to haggle too aggressively or speaking to YN with unnecessary harshness.
One such day, a burly man stormed in, slamming a few coins on the counter. “This isn’t enough,” he growled, pointing at a small pouch of medicine YN had just handed him. “You’re overcharging.”
YN opened her mouth to respond, but before she could, Wooyoung stood up from his stool and stepped forward, his usual playful demeanor replaced by something far more dangerous.
“She gave you the price,” Wooyoung said, his voice low and sharp. “Take it, or leave.”
The man turned to Wooyoung, clearly unimpressed. “And who do you think you are?”
Wooyoung’s grin returned, but this time it was anything but friendly. He leaned forward, his voice dropping even lower. “I’m someone you don’t want to mess with. Now, are you going to take the medicine and go, or should we make this... interesting?”
The man hesitated, clearly weighing his options. After a tense moment, he snatched the pouch from the counter and stormed out, muttering under his breath.
YN let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding. “You didn’t have to do that,” she said softly.
Wooyoung shrugged, sitting back on the stool and spinning it lazily. “Nobody talks to you like that while I’m here. That’s a rule.”
YN smiled despite herself. “I don’t know whether to thank you or scold you for almost starting a fight in my shop.”
Wooyoung grinned. “Thank me, obviously.”
And she did, though she didn’t say it out loud.
With each passing day, Wooyoung’s presence in the shop felt more natural, like he belonged there. The townsfolk began to notice, too, casting curious glances when they saw the pirate helping YN arrange shelves or handing a bag of herbs to a customer. Some whispered about it, others just smiled knowingly.
And though YN had told herself not to get too involved with the crew of Halazia, she couldn’t deny that having Wooyoung around made her days a little brighter—and a lot more entertaining.
It was an ordinary evening aboard the Halazia when Seonghwa walked into the captain’s quarters, a folded letter in his hand. His expression was calm, but there was an edge of seriousness that made Hongjoong look up from the maps spread across his desk.
“What is it?” Hongjoong asked, leaning back in his chair.
Seonghwa handed him the letter without a word. As Hongjoong unfolded it, his sharp eyes scanned the neatly written words. It was from the pharmacist on Seagrove, a message laced with urgency.
“They’re coming back,” Hongjoong muttered, reading aloud. “The same goons who wanted his land before. He says they’re planning to create trouble, maybe worse. He’s asking us to protect his daughter while he’s away.”
Seonghwa crossed his arms, nodding. “It seems they’re waiting for the perfect moment, knowing the island has no real enforcement.”
Hongjoong leaned back in his chair, tapping his fingers against the table. His mind worked quickly, weighing the situation. The pharmacist had been a valuable ally, and they owed him for the resources he’d provided in the past. Letting this go unanswered would be a stain on their reputation—and, truthfully, Hongjoong didn’t enjoy leaving favors unpaid.
He looked up at Seonghwa. “We can’t ignore this. We’ll need to send someone to keep an eye on her.”
Before Seonghwa could respond, the door swung open, and Wooyoung strolled in, as casual as ever. “Someone say watch over her?” he asked, leaning against the doorframe with a knowing grin.
Hongjoong arched an eyebrow at him. “Eavesdropping now, are we?”
“Not eavesdropping. Just walking by,” Wooyoung said innocently, though his smirk betrayed him. “So, what’s the plan? I’m assuming it involves our little sunshine at the apothecary.”
Seonghwa sighed. “It’s serious, Wooyoung. The pharmacist says trouble’s coming her way, and she’ll need protection while he’s gone. This isn’t just a casual errand.”
Wooyoung’s grin faltered slightly, his playful demeanor softening. “I know that. And that’s why I’m volunteering.”
Hongjoong studied him for a moment, noticing the uncharacteristic determination in his eyes. “You’re volunteering? That’s a first.”
Wooyoung shrugged, though there was no hiding the slight tension in his posture. “She’s a good person, Captain. She doesn’t deserve to deal with scum like that. Besides, I’ve been spending the most time with her. Makes sense for me to step in.”
Hongjoong exchanged a glance with Seonghwa, who gave a small nod. Finally, the captain leaned forward, resting his elbows on the table. “Fine. You’ll handle it. But keep a low profile—no unnecessary fights unless it’s unavoidable. And if you need backup, you call for us immediately.”
Wooyoung grinned, his confidence returning in full force. “You got it, Captain. Don’t worry, I’ve got this.”
Later that evening, Wooyoung gathered a few essentials before heading toward the apothecary. As he walked through the dimly lit streets of Seagrove, his mind raced with thoughts of YN.
He didn’t know why, but the idea of something happening to her lit a fire in him that he couldn’t ignore. Maybe it was her kindness, her unshakable warmth, or the way she always smiled, even when dealing with stubborn customers. Whatever it was, he wasn’t about to let anyone take that away from her.
When he reached the shop, the bell jingled softly as he stepped inside. YN looked up from the counter, surprised to see him.
“Wooyoung? You’re back already?” she asked, a smile tugging at her lips.
He nodded, his usual playful grin softening into something more genuine. “Yeah. Looks like I’ll be sticking around for a while.”
Her brows furrowed slightly. “Why? What’s going on?”
Wooyoung hesitated for a moment before leaning against the counter, his voice gentle. “Your dad sent us a letter. Said some people might cause trouble while he’s gone. So... I’m here to make sure they don’t.”
The morning sun bathed Seagrove in a warm glow as YN stepped out of the apothecary with a basket in hand, ready to run her errands. She hummed softly to herself as she walked down the cobblestone streets, her mind focused on the list of things she needed.
But she wasn’t alone.
Though his footsteps were silent and his movements careful, YN could feel the weight of a gaze following her. She smirked to herself, pretending not to notice as she turned a corner, heading toward a quieter part of town.
When the street became deserted, she abruptly stopped and turned around, catching Wooyoung mid-step. He froze like a child caught sneaking sweets, his wide eyes meeting hers.
“So,” YN began, tilting her head and walking backward to keep her eyes on him. “You’re basically a bodyguard now?”
Wooyoung let out a small sigh, shaking his head as he caught up to her. “Careful, you’ll trip if you keep walking like that,” he said, his tone light but protective.
“I’m serious,” she pressed, ignoring his warning. “Isn’t this what bodyguards do? Follow people around, stay hidden, and swoop in dramatically when there’s trouble?”
Wooyoung chuckled, crossing his arms as he walked beside her. “Something like that. But I wouldn’t call myself a bodyguard. More like a... pirate with a purpose.”
YN laughed at that, the sound echoing through the quiet street. “A pirate with a purpose? That sounds so noble for someone like you.”
“Hey,” he said, feigning offense. “I’m plenty noble when I need to be. Like right now. I’m literally protecting you.”
“From what?” she asked, her voice full of innocent curiosity. “There’s no one around.”
Wooyoung glanced around, his eyes scanning the surroundings instinctively. “You’d be surprised. Trouble doesn’t announce itself, you know. One second everything’s fine, and the next... well, it’s not.”
YN stopped walking backward and faced him fully, her brow furrowed. “You really think something’s going to happen?”
Wooyoung’s expression softened, and he shrugged. “Maybe, maybe not. But your dad was worried enough to ask for help, and I’m not taking any chances.”
She blinked, surprised by the sincerity in his tone. For all his jokes and playful attitude, there was something reassuring about knowing he took her safety seriously.
“So... what do I call you now? Protector Wooyoung? Sir Wooyoung?” she teased, a playful glint in her eyes.
He rolled his eyes, though a smile tugged at his lips. “Just Wooyoung is fine, sunshine. Now, can we please focus on where you’re walking? If you trip, I’m not carrying you back.”
YN laughed again and turned to continue her errands, her steps lighter than before. Despite the strangeness of being followed, she couldn’t help but feel a small sense of comfort knowing that, no matter what, Wooyoung was there.
A few days passed without incident, though the air felt charged, as if something unseen was brewing. YN went about her routine with Wooyoung never far behind, always lurking in the background or perched casually on her shop’s stool, keeping watch.
But then, late one night aboard the Halazia, a lowly pirate messenger arrived with urgent news.
Hongjoong sat in his quarters with Seonghwa when the messenger was brought in. The scruffy man, clearly uneasy in the presence of the infamous captain, fumbled with his words but got the message across clearly:
“The goons you’ve been watchin’ out for... they’re plannin’ to hit the apothecary. Heard it straight from one of their lot.”
Hongjoong’s face darkened as he leaned back in his chair, steepling his fingers. “When?”
“Soon,” the messenger replied. “Could be tonight, could be tomorrow. They’re waitin’ for the right moment.”
Hongjoong dismissed the man and turned to Seonghwa, who stood silently by his side. “We can’t risk it,” the captain said. “The girl’s too vulnerable in the shop. Wooyoung needs to bring her here—now.”
Seonghwa nodded. “I’ll send the word.”
At the apothecary, YN was cleaning up for the night when Wooyoung walked in, his expression unusually serious.
She glanced up at him and immediately noticed the shift in his demeanor. “What’s wrong?” she asked, setting down the jar she was holding.
“We need to leave,” Wooyoung said, his voice firm but calm.
Her brow furrowed. “Leave? Why? What’s going on?”
He sighed, running a hand through his hair. “The goons your dad was worried about... they’re planning to attack the shop. Captain’s orders are to get you to the ship where you’ll be safe.”
YN’s eyes widened. “The ship? Halazia? You can’t be serious.”
“I’m dead serious,” Wooyoung said, stepping closer. “It’s not safe here, YN. I can protect you better if you’re with us.”
She hesitated, looking around the shop she’d grown up in. “But... what about the store? What about my father’s work?”
Wooyoung softened, placing a hand on her shoulder. “We’ll make sure nothing happens to it. But right now, you’re what matters. We can’t replace you, sunshine.”
Her heart skipped at the unexpected tenderness in his words, but the gravity of the situation quickly pulled her back. She nodded, her resolve hardening.
“Alright,” she said, her voice steady despite the fear creeping in. “Let me grab a few things.”
Wooyoung watched as YN quickly packed a small bag with essentials—some clothes, a few jars of medicine, and a small book she seemed hesitant to leave behind.
As they stepped out into the cool night, Wooyoung’s eyes scanned their surroundings, his hand resting on the hilt of his dagger. The streets were quiet, but he knew better than to trust the stillness.
“Stay close,” he whispered, his voice low but firm.
YN nodded, clutching her bag tightly as they made their way through the town toward the docks.
The journey felt longer than it should have, every shadow and faint sound putting them both on edge. But eventually, the silhouette of the Halazia came into view, its sails swaying gently in the night breeze.
As they approached the gangplank, Wooyoung turned to YN, his usual grin making a rare appearance despite the tension. “Welcome to the Halazia, sunshine. You’re about to meet the best—and most chaotic—crew in the seven seas.”
As soon as YN stepped onto the deck of the Halazia, she froze, her wide eyes taking in the sheer majesty of the pirate ship. The towering masts, the intricate ropes, and the faint smell of saltwater mixed with wood—it all felt surreal, like she’d stumbled into one of her dreams.
Her fear of ships and the open sea had always held her back from venturing onto one, but now, standing here, it felt like that fear had melted away, replaced by pure wonder.
“This is... amazing,” she whispered, her voice barely audible over the gentle creaking of the ship.
Wooyoung, who had been following her with her bag slung over his shoulder, smirked as he watched her light up like a child discovering a new world. “You act like you’ve never seen a ship before,” he teased, though his tone was soft.
“I haven’t,” YN admitted, turning to him with an excited grin. “Not like this! I mean, I’ve seen them from the shore, but actually being on one? It’s completely different!”
She wandered across the deck, her fingers brushing against the railings and ropes, her eyes darting to every detail—the cannons lined up neatly, the sturdy wheel, and the faint reflection of the moonlight on the water below.
“This is incredible,” she said again, more to herself than to Wooyoung. “I never thought I’d actually step foot on a ship.”
Wooyoung chuckled as he trailed behind her, carrying her things without complaint. “Well, you’re lucky this isn’t just any ship. You’re standing on the Halazia, the finest vessel on the seas.”
YN turned to him, her eyes sparkling. “The finest, huh? You don’t seem very humble about it.”
“Why should I be?” he said with a grin, leaning casually against a mast. “The Halazia deserves to be shown off. Just like me.”
YN rolled her eyes but couldn’t help laughing. She turned her attention back to the ship, climbing a few steps to the raised quarterdeck and looking out over the bow. The gentle rocking of the ship made her heart race, but it wasn’t fear—it was exhilaration.
“You look like a kid in a candy shop,” Wooyoung said, his voice carrying a mix of amusement and fondness as he watched her.
She spun around, leaning against the railing with a bright smile. “I feel like one. This is so much better than I imagined.”
Wooyoung’s smirk softened into something more genuine as he watched her. He wasn’t sure what it was about her—maybe the way her excitement was so contagious, or the way her wide eyes seemed to find magic in everything—but seeing her like this made him forget, even for a moment, the dangers that had brought her here.
“Alright, sunshine,” he said, breaking the moment. “As much as I’d love to let you explore all night, you’ll need some rest. The captain will want to speak with you in the morning.”
YN nodded, reluctantly tearing herself away from the view. “Okay, fine. But I’m not done exploring. You’ll have to show me everything tomorrow.”
Wooyoung laughed. “Deal. But for now, let me show you where you’ll be sleeping. Come on.”
He led her below deck, still carrying her things as she followed him with the same wide-eyed wonder. And though the weight of what lay ahead lingered in the back of his mind, Wooyoung found himself smiling, content in the moment.
When Wooyoung led YN to a small cabin below deck, she stepped inside and immediately felt the silence pressing in around her. The cozy space was nothing like her home, with its small wooden bed, a lantern casting soft light, and the faint creaking of the ship filling the air.
“Here you go,” Wooyoung said, setting her bag down by the bed. “It’s not much, but it’s cozy enough. You’ll be safe here.”
YN nodded, clutching her arms tightly. “Yeah… it’s nice.” But her voice wavered slightly, betraying her unease.
Wooyoung raised an eyebrow, noticing the way her eyes darted around the room and how she hesitated to step further in. “Something wrong?” he asked, leaning casually against the doorframe.
She shook her head quickly, forcing a smile. “No, no, it’s fine. I’m just… not used to being alone, that’s all.”
His smirk faded as he studied her. “You’re scared, aren’t you?”
Her shoulders slumped, and she let out a small sigh. “A little. Back home, I always stayed with my aunt when my dad wasn’t around. I’ve never really been by myself at night. It’s… it’s just something I’m not used to.”
Wooyoung frowned, leaning in the doorway with his arms crossed. He could see the fear in her eyes, the way she fidgeted nervously. It wasn’t something he was used to—seeing someone so openly vulnerable. Most people tried to hide their fears around pirates, but YN was an open book.
“You know,” he started, his voice softening, “I could always stick around for a bit. Keep you company until you fall asleep. That way, you’re not completely alone.”
YN’s eyes widened. “You’d do that?”
“Of course,” he said with a shrug, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. “I’m your bodyguard, remember? Can’t let anything happen to you, even if it’s just a bad dream.”
A small smile tugged at her lips, and she nodded. “Okay. Just until I fall asleep.”
Wooyoung pulled a chair over and sat down near the bed, leaning back comfortably as YN hesitantly climbed under the blankets.
For a while, the only sound was the gentle creak of the ship and the distant crash of waves. YN lay on her side, her gaze fixed on Wooyoung, who seemed completely at ease, his legs stretched out and arms crossed behind his head.
“You’re really not going to leave, are you?” she asked quietly.
“Not until you’re out like a light,” he replied with a grin.
She chuckled softly, the sound easing some of the tension in the room. “Thank you, Wooyoung.”
“Anytime, sunshine,” he said, his voice dropping to a soothing tone.
Slowly, her eyes began to droop, the sound of the ship and the comforting presence of Wooyoung lulling her into a sense of safety she hadn’t expected to feel. And true to his word, he stayed right there, watching over her until her breathing evened out and she drifted into sleep.
The next morning, Wooyoung leaned against the doorframe of YN’s cabin, watching her stretch and yawn as she woke up. Her face was lit with the same cheerful glow he’d come to recognize, her fear from the night before seemingly forgotten.
“Morning, sunshine,” he greeted with a teasing grin. “Sleep well?”
YN sat up, her hair slightly messy, and nodded enthusiastically. “Like a baby. I guess ships aren’t so scary after all!”
He smirked, stepping aside to let her step out. “Told you you’d be fine. Now come on, let’s get some food. The others are already up.”
As they walked toward the breakfast hall, YN’s natural curiosity bubbled over. “So… aren’t you ever scared the ship’s going to sink?” she asked, tilting her head.
Wooyoung snorted, looking at her like she’d just said the most ridiculous thing. “Scared? Me? Sunshine, this ship is sturdier than a fortress. She’s not going anywhere.”
“But what if a giant wave crashes over it?” she asked, her eyes wide with imagined catastrophe.
“Then we ride the wave,” he answered smugly.
She hummed thoughtfully before hitting him with another question. “What if a whale bumps into it? Wouldn’t that cause trouble?”
He gave her an incredulous look. “A whale? Do you think whales just swim around bumping into ships for fun?”
She giggled, shrugging. “I don’t know! Maybe they’re curious.”
Wooyoung rolled his eyes, but the fond smile tugging at his lips gave him away. “Alright, sunshine, what’s next? Got any more doomsday scenarios for me?”
“Many. What about sharks? Aren’t you worried they’ll try to bite through the hull?”
Wooyoung stopped walking, staring at her for a moment before bursting into laughter. “Sharks, YN? Biting through the hull? What kind of stories has your dad been telling you?”
She shrugged with a playful pout. “I don’t know! I just thought… maybe it could happen!”
He shook his head, still grinning as they resumed walking. “I promise you, sharks don’t want to eat wood. You’re safe.”
“What about storms?” she asked next, her voice full of innocent curiosity. “Have you ever been caught in one? Like, a huge one that flips the ship upside down?”
Wooyoung gave her an exaggeratedly serious look. “Oh, sure, all the time. And we just flip her back over and keep sailing.”
YN gasped. “Really?!”
He laughed, ruffling her hair as they walked. “No, sunshine, not really. But we’ve weathered storms before. This ship’s been through it all.”
As they reached the breakfast hall, YN slowed down, looking up at him. “One more question,” she said, her tone quieter but still curious.
“Shoot,” he replied.
“Have you ever been scared on this ship?”
For a moment, Wooyoung paused, his grin fading into something softer. “Maybe once or twice,” he admitted. “But not because of the ship. Because of what might happen to the people on it.”
YN blinked, surprised by his honest answer, but before she could ask more, Wooyoung opened the door to the hall with a dramatic flourish.
“Ladies and gentlemen,” he announced loudly, “the sunshine of the seas has arrived!”
As YN stepped into the breakfast hall, the chatter of the crew quieted, and all eyes turned toward her. Though most of their expressions were neutral or curious, the sheer presence of eight men in one room felt overwhelming. She froze for a moment, clutching Wooyoung’s shirt from behind like a lifeline.
Wooyoung glanced over his shoulder, noticing how she shrank behind him. He let out a soft laugh but didn’t comment, allowing her to use him as a shield.
“Don’t be shy,” he teased lightly, his tone warm. “They don’t bite. Well… maybe San does, but only if you get on his bad side.”
“Hey!” San called from across the room, earning a chuckle from the others.
Hongjoong, seated at the head of the table, gave her a reassuring smile. “Good morning, YN. Don’t let them intimidate you. They’re loud, but they’re harmless.”
She nodded shyly but didn’t let go of Wooyoung’s shirt. The rest of the crew exchanged glances, some amused, some curious.
“Alright, alright,” Wooyoung said, clapping his hands to break the awkward silence. “Let’s get the introductions out of the way so sunshine here can relax.”
He stepped aside, gently nudging YN forward, though she still kept close to him.
Hongjoong stood first, his presence commanding yet calm. “I’m Hongjoong, the captain of this ship. You’ll be safe here, YN. If there’s anything you need, let me know.”
Next was Seonghwa, who gave her a polite nod. “Seonghwa, the quartermaster and first mate. Welcome aboard.”
Yunho, the navigator, grinned warmly. “I’m Yunho. I make sure we don’t get lost. Nice to meet you, YN!”
Yeosang, the quiet surgeon, gave her a small smile. “Yeosang. If you ever get hurt, come to me.”
San leaned back in his chair, flashing a mischievous grin. “San, the battle master. Don’t worry, I only bite if provoked.”
Mingi, the boatswain, waved enthusiastically. “Mingi! I keep the ship in shape. You’re gonna love it here!”
Wooyoung gave her a playful nudge. “And you already know me, your personal bodyguard and scavenger extraordinaire.”
Finally, Jongho, the master gunner, nodded firmly. “Jongho. I handle the cannons. Welcome to the Halazia.”
The introductions helped ease her nerves, and soon enough, the crew’s warm smiles and lighthearted jokes began to make her feel more comfortable.
“Thank you,” she said softly, glancing around at the group. “It’s nice to meet all of you.”
“Now that we’ve got that out of the way,” Wooyoung said, guiding her to a seat at the table, “let’s eat. Sunshine needs to keep her energy up, after all.”
As the crew returned to their meals, YN slowly started to join the conversation, her natural warmth and curiosity shining through. By the end of breakfast, she wasn’t hiding behind Wooyoung anymore—instead, she was laughing along with the rest of the crew, feeling like she might actually belong.
After breakfast, Wooyoung led YN back out onto the deck. The crew had dispersed to their duties, leaving the ship relatively quiet. He decided it was the perfect time to give her a small tour—not of the whole ship, but just the places he knew she’d actually need.
“Alright, sunshine,” Wooyoung said, walking ahead of her with a slight bounce in his step. “Since you’ll be with us for a while, you should know your way around—at least enough so you don’t get lost.”
YN’s eyes sparkled with excitement, her earlier shyness completely replaced by her usual sunshine-like demeanor. “Okay! Show me everything!”
“Not everything,” he corrected with a chuckle. “Just the essentials. Come on.”
He started with the main deck, pointing out where the crew stored extra supplies and how to tell which ropes were safe to touch—“Don’t go pulling random ones unless you want to drop a sail on your head,” he teased.
YN followed closely, hanging on to every word he said, her excitement growing with every little thing he explained. She’d occasionally gasp or ask a question, her enthusiasm contagious.
“This is where the weapons are stored,” Wooyoung said, gesturing to a small hatch near the mast. “But you probably don’t need to mess with that. Leave the fighting to us.”
“Noted,” YN said with a grin. “No weapons for me. I’ll stick to not breaking anything.”
They moved below deck next, where Wooyoung showed her the mess hall, the kitchen (“Wooyoung’s kingdom,” as he called it), and a few storage rooms.
When they reached the small infirmary, YN gasped. “Oh, it’s so organized!”
“Yeosang keeps it that way,” Wooyoung said with a shrug. “Don’t mess with his stuff, though. He’ll know.”
“I wouldn’t dream of it,” she said, her eyes wide as she peeked inside.
Finally, Wooyoung led her back up to the quarterdeck, where the ship’s wheel stood. YN looked out over the vast ocean, the sun sparkling on the water like diamonds. Her grin grew even wider, and she spun around to face him, her hands outstretched.
“This is amazing, Wooyoung! I’ve never seen anything like it. It’s like a whole new world!”
Wooyoung leaned against the railing, watching her with a soft smile. Her joy was so genuine, so unfiltered, that it tugged at something deep in his chest. He’d spent years on this ship, but he’d never seen it through someone else’s eyes like this.
“Glad you like it,” he said, his voice quieter than usual.
YN turned back to the ocean, leaning against the railing as the wind played with her hair. “I can’t believe I was scared of this. It’s beautiful.”
Wooyoung found himself staring, his heart doing something strange—something he didn’t quite understand. He’d been around plenty of people, but there was something about YN’s presence that felt… different.
Shaking off the thought, he smirked and nudged her lightly. “Well, sunshine, you’re part of it now. Welcome to the Halazia.”
She looked up at him with a radiant smile. “Thanks, Wooyoung. I think I’m going to like it here.”
He didn’t say anything, but as they stood there, watching the endless expanse of ocean together, he couldn’t help but think that maybe, just maybe, he was starting to like it even more now too.
As they leaned against the railing, watching the endless stretch of blue, YN broke the comfortable silence with a quiet question.
“Are you scared of the ocean?”
Wooyoung glanced at her, slightly taken aback. “Why do you ask?”
She shrugged, her fingers lightly tracing the wood of the railing. “It’s just… it’s so big. And unknown. You don’t really know what’s down there. I’m scared of it. Always have been.”
Wooyoung’s gaze softened as he watched her. For all her bright and cheerful energy, there was a vulnerability in her words that struck him.
“I’m not scared of it,” he said after a moment. “But I get why someone might be.”
YN turned to look at him, her eyes searching his face. “You don’t think about it? How deep it goes? How it could just… swallow you up?”
Wooyoung chuckled softly, leaning his elbows on the railing. “I guess I’ve been around it so long, I don’t think about it that way anymore. The ocean’s unpredictable, sure, but it’s also… home. It’s dangerous, yeah, but it’s beautiful too.”
“Beautiful and dangerous,” she echoed, looking back at the waves. “I guess that makes sense.”
He glanced at her, his tone softening. “But it’s okay to be scared of it, you know. Everyone’s scared of something. The important thing is not letting it stop you from living.”
YN nodded slowly, his words sinking in. “I guess that’s why you’re here, huh? To make sure I don’t let my fear stop me?”
Wooyoung smirked, his usual teasing tone returning. “Exactly. Think of me as your very own fearless tour guide of the seas.”
She laughed, the sound light and free, and for a moment, her fear seemed to fade. “Thanks, Wooyoung. You’re not as scary as you pretend to be.”
“Don’t let the others hear you say that,” he said with a wink. “I have a reputation to maintain.”
YN smiled, her earlier worry replaced by warmth. Maybe the ocean was still scary, but with someone like Wooyoung by her side, it didn’t feel quite so overwhelming.
As the day passed, Wooyoung found himself growing increasingly aware of YN’s presence. Whether it was her soft laughter when she found something amusing, the way she tilted her head with curiosity at every little thing he showed her, or even the quiet moments when she was simply taking in the ship’s vastness—he couldn’t help but feel something stirring within him.
It wasn’t just her cheerfulness that got to him. It was the way she spoke with an honesty that seemed so rare, the way she made everything feel a little brighter, even in the vastness of the open sea.
At one point, YN was sitting on a crate near the mast, her feet swinging lightly as she hummed to herself. Wooyoung had been organizing some ropes nearby, but his hands slowed as he glanced over at her. She was just sitting there, doing nothing in particular, and yet he found himself staring.
What is wrong with me? he thought, shaking his head.
“Wooyoung?” her voice cut through his thoughts, and he turned to see her looking at him with her usual wide-eyed curiosity.
“Yeah?” he asked, quickly snapping out of his daze.
“Why are you staring at me?” she asked bluntly, tilting her head.
He blinked, caught off guard. “I wasn’t staring.”
She gave him a look that clearly said she didn’t believe him. “You totally were. Do I have something on my face?”
“No!” he said quickly, waving his hands. “I was just… lost in thought.”
“About what?”
“Stuff,” he replied vaguely, avoiding her gaze as he returned to the ropes.
She frowned a little but didn’t press him further. Instead, she hopped off the crate and walked over to him, standing by his side. “You’re weird,” she said with a laugh, nudging him lightly.
“Thanks, sunshine,” he muttered, though there was no bite in his tone.
As the day wore on, Wooyoung couldn’t shake the strange feeling. It wasn’t a bad feeling—just… unfamiliar. He found himself smiling more than usual, his mind wandering whenever she was near.
By the time the sun began to set, painting the sky in hues of orange and pink, Wooyoung was leaning against the railing, watching YN as she marveled at the view.
She turned to him, her face lit up with excitement. “Is it always this beautiful?”
He nodded slowly, though his eyes weren’t on the horizon—they were on her. “Yeah,” he said softly, his voice barely audible. “It is.”
And for the first time in a long while, Wooyoung found himself wondering if the ocean was truly the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen.
A few weeks had passed since YN stepped onto the Halazia, and in that time, the ship had somehow begun to feel like home to her. She leapt around the deck with her usual cheerful energy, helping wherever she could, whether it was Wooyoung in the kitchen, Yeosang in the infirmary, or even Seonghwa and Hongjoong with their work.
“Hold this for me, YN,” Seonghwa said one afternoon as he handed her a map while he adjusted the compass in his hand.
“Like this?” she asked, holding it up as if she were presenting a prized treasure.
Seonghwa chuckled. “Perfect.”
When she wasn’t assisting Seonghwa, she was often seen pestering Yeosang in the infirmary, her endless questions making him both amused and slightly exasperated.
“What does this do?” YN asked, pointing to a jar of some strange salve.
“It’s for burns,” Yeosang replied patiently, though he didn’t miss the way she scrunched her nose at the smell.
“That smells awful!” she exclaimed.
“It’s medicine,” Yeosang said with a small smile. “Not everything can smell like roses.”
She laughed and quickly moved on to the next question, her curiosity never-ending.
And then, of course, there was Wooyoung.
She spent the most time with him, naturally. Whether it was helping him in the kitchen or following him around during his scavenger tasks, she was always by his side, her bright personality lighting up even the dullest moments.
But for Wooyoung, those weeks had been… confusing.
The strange feeling he had whenever he looked at her had only grown stronger. It was there in the way his heart would skip when she laughed, or the way he’d find himself looking for her whenever she wasn’t around.
“Wooyoung!” YN called out one morning, snapping him out of his thoughts.
“Yeah?” he asked, turning to see her balancing on the railing, arms stretched out for balance.
“Look! I’m not scared anymore!” she said, beaming.
“Get down before you fall!” he scolded, rushing over to steady her.
She laughed, hopping down with ease. But not without Wooyoung holding onto her. “I wouldn’t have fallen. You’d catch me anyway, right?”
Wooyoung sighed, shaking his head, though there was a small smile on his lips. “You’re impossible.”
“And you’re grumpy,” she shot back with a grin, poking his arm.
He rolled his eyes but couldn’t help the warmth that spread through him. She had that effect on everyone, he realized—not just him. She had somehow charmed the entire crew, even the usually reserved Yeosang and the ever-serious Seonghwa.
But for Wooyoung, it was different. The way he felt when she was near wasn’t just fondness or friendship. It was something more, something that made his chest tighten and his heart race.
And as he watched her skip off to bother Hongjoong about something, laughing and smiling as if the world was nothing but sunshine, Wooyoung realized he was in trouble.
Big trouble.
That night, like every other, YN was tucked into the small bed they’d arranged for her in one of the crew’s spare quarters. Wooyoung sat on the floor near the door, leaning back against the wooden wall, his legs stretched out comfortably. It had become their nightly routine—talking about anything and everything before she drifted off to sleep.
“Wooyoung,” she started, her voice soft and a little drowsy already, “why do you like being a pirate? Isn’t it scary, always running into danger?”
He chuckled, resting his head against the wall. “Nah. It’s what I’m good at. And besides, it’s exciting. Who doesn’t like a bit of adventure?”
She smiled faintly, her eyelids heavy but still determined to stay in the conversation. “I think it’s cool… but I’d be too scared to fight. I’d probably just hide behind you.”
“You already do that,” he teased with a grin.
“True,” she murmured with a sleepy laugh. “You’re good at making me feel safe, though.”
His heart clenched a little at her words, but he kept his tone light. “Of course I do. That’s my job, sunshine.”
For a while, they continued their usual back-and-forth, her words growing slower and quieter with each passing minute. Wooyoung found himself doing most of the talking, filling the silence as she nodded off.
Then, mid-sentence, he heard her breathing even out. He paused, looking over at her. She had fallen asleep while he was talking, her head resting on the pillow, her face peaceful and relaxed.
A soft smile spread across his lips as he watched her, the moonlight filtering through the small window casting a gentle glow on her features.
“She’s cute,” he muttered to himself before he could stop the thought.
It hit him then, like it had been building up for weeks and finally clicked into place—he was falling for her. Hard.
But Wooyoung knew one thing for sure: even if it was love, he wasn’t going to say anything. She was his friend, his sunshine in an otherwise stormy world, and the last thing he wanted was to burden her with his feelings. She had enough to worry about, and he wasn’t about to make things harder for her.
Instead, he sighed quietly, leaning his head back against the wall as he closed his eyes. If staying silent meant she could keep smiling and talking his ear off every night, then he’d take that. For now, just being close to her was enough.
Wooyoung stood up quietly, ready to leave her room and let her sleep peacefully like every other night. But as he turned to glance back at her one last time, something caught his eye.
Her blanket had slipped down, revealing her arms—usually hidden under long sleeves. He moved closer, intending to fix the blanket like he always did, making sure she was comfortable.
But then he saw it.
His breath hitched as his eyes fell on her wrists, faintly illuminated by the pale moonlight. There were marks and scars, some faint and others deeper, etched into her skin like silent memories of pain.
Wooyoung froze, his heart tightening painfully in his chest.
No… he thought, his mind racing. She’s always smiling. Always happy.
He couldn’t reconcile the sunshine YN he knew—the one who laughed at his jokes, who skipped around the ship with boundless energy, who asked him silly questions every day—with the person who bore these scars.
For a long moment, he just stood there, staring at her sleeping form. She looked so peaceful, so innocent, and yet those scars told a story he didn’t know—a story she had never shared with him.
He clenched his fists, a wave of emotions crashing over him. Anger, sadness, confusion. How could someone as bright as her carry so much pain? And why hadn’t she told anyone?
Wooyoung gently pulled the blanket back up, covering her arms again. His hand hovered for a moment before he stepped back, his movements slow and deliberate as if he might wake her.
He sat back down on the floor, his back against the wall, his thoughts a chaotic mess. He replayed every interaction they’d had, every laugh, every smile. Had he missed the signs? Had she been hiding this from everyone the whole time?
And yet, despite the questions and the pain in his chest, one thought rang louder than the rest.
I’ll protect her.
Whatever she had been through, whatever had caused those scars, Wooyoung silently vowed that she would never have to feel that kind of pain again. Not as long as he was around.
The morning came with the usual rhythm of life on the Halazia. The crew went about their tasks, the sounds of footsteps and distant laughter filling the ship. YN, as always, was a ball of energy. She skipped onto the deck, her bright smile lighting up the day as she greeted everyone she saw.
“Good morning, Wooyoung!” she called, waving cheerfully as she spotted him leaning against the railing.
He smiled back, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. Something had shifted within him since last night, and even though YN seemed like her usual, bubbly self, he couldn’t stop the protectiveness that now gnawed at his chest.
As she wandered off to help Yeosang in the infirmary, Wooyoung found himself watching her closely, more vigilant than ever. His heart felt heavier, knowing the scars she carried beneath her sunshine exterior. He couldn’t let this eat him up inside—it was too much.
Without thinking too much about it, he made his way to the captain’s quarters.
Hongjoong was seated at his desk, a map spread out before him as he carefully marked their next route. He glanced up when Wooyoung knocked and motioned for him to enter.
“What is it?” Hongjoong asked, leaning back in his chair as he crossed his arms.
Wooyoung hesitated for a moment, unsure of how to put his swirling thoughts into words. But this was Hongjoong—his captain, his guide, his second guardian. If there was anyone he could trust, it was him.
“It’s about YN,” Wooyoung began, closing the door behind him.
Hongjoong’s brow furrowed slightly. “What about her? Is she alright?”
“She is,” Wooyoung said quickly. “At least… I think she is. But…” He trailed off, running a hand through his hair.
“But what?” Hongjoong pressed, his tone serious now.
Wooyoung took a deep breath and looked down at the floor. “Last night, I… I saw something. She always wears long sleeves, and I never thought much of it, but her blanket slipped, and I saw her wrists.”
Hongjoong didn’t say anything, but the sharpness in his eyes told Wooyoung to continue.
“They’re scared,” Wooyoung said quietly. “Like… she’s been through something. Something bad. And she’s always smiling, always acting like she’s fine, but I don’t think she is, Captain. I don’t think she ever was.”
Hongjoong leaned forward, resting his elbows on the desk as he processed Wooyoung’s words. “And you’re telling me this because…?”
“Because I don’t know what to do,” Wooyoung admitted, his voice almost breaking. “I want to protect her, but I don’t know if I’m doing enough. I don’t want her to feel like she’s alone. And—” He hesitated, swallowing hard before continuing. “I care about her, Captain. More than I probably should.”
For a moment, the room was silent, the weight of Wooyoung’s words hanging in the air.
Hongjoong studied him carefully, his expression unreadable. Then he sighed, leaning back in his chair. “Wooyoung, you’ve always been someone who cares deeply about the people around you. That’s one of your strengths. But you need to tread carefully here.”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean,” Hongjoong said slowly, “that YN isn’t just anyone. She’s someone who’s clearly been hurt before, and if you push too hard or too fast, you might end up hurting her even more.”
Wooyoung nodded, his fists clenching at his sides. “I’d never hurt her.”
“I know you wouldn’t,” Hongjoong said, his tone softening. “But she might not be ready to talk about whatever’s happened to her. You have to be patient. Be there for her, but let her come to you when she’s ready.”
Wooyoung exhaled shakily, some of the tension leaving his shoulders. “I just… I hate the thought of her suffering alone.”
Hongjoong gave him a small, understanding smile. “You’re doing more for her than you realize, Wooyoung. Just keep being her friend, her safe place. That’s what she needs most right now.”
Wooyoung nodded again, his resolve strengthening. “Thank you, Captain.”
As he left the room, Wooyoung felt a little lighter, though his heart still ached for YN. He would take Hongjoong’s advice to heart. He would wait, be patient, and let her set the pace. But in the meantime, he’d keep being the one thing she could always count on: her protector, her friend, and her silent guardian.
Wooyoung stepped out onto the deck, the salty breeze ruffling his hair as his eyes scanned for YN. He spotted her near the railing with San and Jongho, her arms waving animatedly as she spoke. The two men stood there, half-amused, half-bewildered, listening to whatever silly tangent she was on this time.
“Wait, wait, let me get this straight,” San said, holding up a hand to stop her. “You’re asking me if a sword can cut through a cannonball?”
“Yeah!” YN exclaimed, her eyes sparkling with curiosity. “I mean, they’re both metal, right? So if you hit it hard enough…”
San burst into laughter, clutching his stomach. “You’ve been reading too many stories, kid.”
Jongho, who had been leaning against the railing, shook his head but couldn’t hide the faint smirk tugging at his lips. “Even the sharpest blade would shatter before it cut through solid iron.”
“Aw,” YN pouted, crossing her arms. “I thought pirates could do anything!”
San laughed harder, wiping a tear from his eye. “We’re not magicians, sunshine.”
Wooyoung stood off to the side, watching the scene unfold. A warm smile crept onto his face as he saw how easily YN interacted with them now. When she’d first come aboard, she’d been hesitant, hiding behind him whenever the others were around. But now, here she was, chatting away with San and Jongho like they’d known each other forever.
It felt good to see her like this—happy, carefree, and finally warming up to the crew.
“You’re really curious about everything, aren’t you?” Jongho said, his deep voice carrying a hint of amusement.
“Of course!” YN said brightly. “I’ve never been on a ship before, so I want to learn as much as I can. Like… do you guys ever get scared of storms? Or, oh! What happens if someone falls overboard? Do you just throw them a rope, or—”
“Whoa, slow down,” San said, holding up his hands. “One question at a time, sunshine!”
Wooyoung chuckled softly as he approached them, leaning casually against the mast. “Looks like you’ve been keeping my brothers busy.”
YN turned to him with a beaming smile. “Wooyoung! Did you know San once fought off five guys by himself?”
San puffed out his chest, clearly enjoying the attention. “It was six, actually.”
“Here we go,” Jongho muttered under his breath, rolling his eyes.
Wooyoung laughed, shaking his head. “Don’t let him fool you, YN. He probably tripped over a barrel and took them all down by accident.”
“Hey!” San protested, but YN was already giggling, her laughter light and infectious.
As they continued talking, Wooyoung couldn’t help but feel a sense of pride. She wasn’t just his sunshine anymore—she was becoming theirs, too. And that made him happier than he could put into words.
The gentle sound of the waves lapping against the ship provided a soothing background as Wooyoung and YN sat on the deck. The sun was beginning to set, casting the sky in shades of orange and pink. YN was carefully folding a piece of parchment, her tongue poking out slightly in concentration as she tried to perfect the origami bird Mingi had taught her.
Wooyoung watched her with a soft smile, his elbow resting on his knee as he sat cross-legged beside her. He loved seeing her like this—calm, happy, and free to express herself.
“Wooyoung,” she suddenly said, looking up at him with a mischievous glint in her eyes. “Let’s play a game.”
“A game?” he asked, raising an eyebrow.
“Yes! It’s simple. One person asks a question, and the other has to answer truthfully. No skipping. Deal?” She held out her pinky finger, a playful smile tugging at her lips.
Wooyoung chuckled and linked his pinky with hers. “Deal.”
The game started innocently enough, with lighthearted questions that made them both laugh.
“What’s the most embarrassing thing you’ve ever done?” she asked.
“Once, I fell off the ship during training and blamed it on a loose rope,” Wooyoung admitted, grinning sheepishly.
She burst into laughter, nearly dropping her origami. “You didn’t!”
“I did. Yunho still hasn’t let me live it down,” he said, shaking his head.
When it was Wooyoung’s turn, he asked, “What’s your favorite food?”
“Anything sweet,” she answered easily. “The sweeter, the better!”
The game continued, each question becoming a little more personal, a little more revealing. Wooyoung learned that YN’s favorite color was blue because it reminded her of the ocean and that she used to dream of being an adventurer before life tied her to the store.
Then, as the playful banter lulled, Wooyoung asked the question that had been weighing on his heart.
“Where are the scars from?”
As soon as the question left Wooyoung’s mouth, YN froze, her body stiffening as if all the air had been sucked out of the room.
“W-what?” she stammered, her voice shaky, eyes darting to her hands in panic.
“Your wrist,” Wooyoung said, his voice softer this time but unwavering. “I saw the scars. Tell me what happened.”
Her heart raced, her palms growing clammy as she clutched the half-folded paper bird. She couldn’t face him, couldn’t answer the question. Without another word, YN shot up from her spot and darted away, her footsteps echoing across the deck.
“YN!” Wooyoung called after her, but she didn’t stop.
She didn’t know where she was going, her mind clouded with panic, but her feet carried her to Seonghwa’s quarters. She knocked quickly before opening the door, her chest heaving as she stepped inside.
Seonghwa was seated at his desk, a book in his hands, but he looked up at her abrupt entrance. He immediately noticed her pacing back and forth, her hands trembling as she fidgeted with the sleeves of her shirt.
“YN,” Seonghwa called gently, setting the book down and standing up. “What’s wrong?”
“I—” she started, but the words caught in her throat. She stopped pacing and turned to him, her eyes wide and glassy with unshed tears.
“YN,” he said again, walking over to her slowly, his voice calm and reassuring. “Breathe. Tell me what’s going on.”
“I…” She hesitated, her mind racing. She couldn’t tell him about her wrists, couldn’t tell him about the scars, but she didn’t know how to explain the storm of emotions swirling inside her.
Seonghwa waited patiently, his arms crossed but his gaze kind. When her bottom lip quivered and her eyes spilled over with tears, he stepped closer and placed a steady hand on her shoulder.
“Whatever it is, you don’t have to carry it alone,” he said softly. “You can tell me, YN.”
Her shoulders shook as she wiped at her eyes with the back of her sleeve, trying to compose herself. “It’s just… it’s too much,” she finally whispered.
“Too much?” he prompted, his voice careful, coaxing.
She nodded, her voice trembling. “I—I don’t know how to explain it. Everything’s just… overwhelming.”
Seonghwa nodded in understanding, guiding her to sit on the edge of his bed. “Take your time,” he said, pulling a handkerchief from his pocket and handing it to her.
She clutched the fabric tightly, sniffling as she stared at her lap. “I just… sometimes I feel like I can’t keep up. Like I’m trying so hard to be happy, to be… me, but it’s exhausting.”
Seonghwa crouched down in front of her, resting a hand on her knee. “You don’t always have to be the sunshine, YN. It’s okay to feel tired. It’s okay to need help.”
YN's chest rose and fell rapidly, her breath coming in shallow gasps as the weight of her emotions overwhelmed her. Her hands trembled as they clung to Seonghwa’s forearm, her grip so tight it felt as though she was holding onto him for dear life.
Seonghwa didn’t flinch, didn’t pull away. Instead, he stayed perfectly still, a steady anchor in the storm of her panic. He knelt in front of her, his calm presence a stark contrast to her spiraling emotions.
“YN,” he said softly, his voice like a gentle tide. “Breathe with me. In through your nose, slowly… and out through your mouth.”
She shook her head, her tears streaming freely. “I—I can’t,” she choked out, her voice cracking.
“You can,” Seonghwa reassured her, his tone unwavering. “I’m right here. Just focus on me. Look at me, YN.”
She hesitated but finally met his gaze, her teary eyes locking onto his calm, reassuring ones.
“That’s it,” he murmured. “Now, follow my breath. In… and out.”
She tried, mimicking his slow breathing, though her breaths still hitched with sobs. Her fingers dug into his arm, and he didn’t so much as wince. Instead, he reached up with his free hand and gently dabbed at her tears with the handkerchief, his movements deliberate and careful.
“It’s okay to cry,” he said softly, his voice unwavering. “It’s okay to feel scared. You don’t have to apologize for how you feel.”
Her sobs quieted slightly, though her grip on his arm remained as strong as ever. She clung to him as though letting go would cause her to crumble entirely.
Seonghwa stayed patient, his calmness never faltering. He wiped her tears every so often, his hand moving with the same care as someone handling something fragile. “You’re safe here,” he reminded her. “Nothing’s going to hurt you. Not while I’m here.”
His words were like a lifeline, grounding her enough to slow her racing heart. After a few moments, her breathing began to even out, the tightness in her chest loosening bit by bit. She loosened her grip on his arm but didn’t let go entirely, her fingers still clutching him lightly as she hiccupped through her tears.
“Better?” he asked softly, his eyes searching hers.
She nodded weakly, her voice barely above a whisper. “Thank you.”
“You don’t have to thank me,” he replied gently. “You’re not alone, YN. You never will be.”
Though her tears hadn’t fully stopped, a flicker of warmth spread through her chest at his words. Seonghwa’s presence was steady and unwavering, and in that moment, she felt just a little bit lighter.
After leaving Seonghwa’s room, YN made her way to her quarters. Her steps were slow, her mind a swirl of emotions she couldn’t quite pin down. She opened the door quietly, her gaze immediately landing on Wooyoung sitting cross-legged on the floor near the door, as he always did at night. His head lifted when he saw her enter, concern evident in his eyes.
“YN, I—”
“Don’t,” she interrupted firmly, her voice steady despite the whirlwind inside her. She stood before him, her hands trembling slightly as she reached for the hem of her sleeves.
Wooyoung’s eyes widened slightly, and he opened his mouth to say something, but she silenced him with a look. Slowly, she rolled up her sleeves, the fabric slipping upward to reveal the scars etched into her wrists.
Wooyoung’s breath hitched as he saw them up close for the first time, the pale lines stark against her skin. His heart ached, a heavy weight settling in his chest as he looked at her, at the vulnerability she was showing him.
“This is what you wanted to know, right?” YN said, her voice soft but laced with a mix of courage and apprehension. “You wanted to know where the scars came from. Well… here they are.”
Wooyoung stood slowly, his movements careful as if afraid any sudden action might scare her away. He didn’t say anything at first, his gaze flicking from her wrists to her face.
The silence lingered for a while before YN took a shaky breath, her fingers twisting together in her lap. She stared at the floor, her voice barely above a whisper as she finally began to speak.
“My mother…” she started, pausing to collect her thoughts. “She wasn’t… normal. She was cruel. A maniac, really. She’d punish me for anything and everything—spilling a drink, speaking too loudly, even just… existing.”
Wooyoung sat perfectly still, his gaze fixed on her, his heart breaking with every word.
“And her punishments,” YN continued, her voice trembling, “they weren’t like what most kids go through. She didn’t yell or ground me. She… she used a whip. Always on my wrists. Always in the same place. I can still feel it sometimes, even now.”
Wooyoung’s fists clenched at his sides, but he didn’t interrupt, letting her speak at her own pace.
“My father tried to stop her,” she said, her voice cracking slightly. “He did everything he could, but she didn’t care. She was… relentless. And then, one day, she just… overdosed. Died right there in the house.”
She swallowed hard, her hands shaking as she rubbed at her sleeves. “You’d think I’d feel relief, right? That the nightmare was over. But I didn’t. I fell into this… dark hole. A part of me hated her, but another part of me missed her. I was so confused, so… lost. And that’s when it started.”
Wooyoung’s breath caught in his throat as she glanced at her wrists, her voice quieter now, as if she were confessing a sin.
“I started hurting myself,” she admitted, tears welling up in her eyes. “At first, it was just to feel something—anything other than the emptiness. But then it became… addictive. Like I couldn’t stop. Every time I felt overwhelmed or scared, it was my way of coping. It felt like the only thing I could control.”
Her voice broke, and she wiped at her cheeks, the tears now falling freely. “I hate it. I hate what I’ve done to myself. But it’s so hard to stop. Even now, there are days when the urge comes back, and I have to fight it with everything I have.”
Wooyoung moved closer, his heart heavy as he watched her crumble in front of him. “YN…” he said softly, his voice laced with pain and understanding.
She looked up at him, her eyes filled with a mixture of vulnerability and shame. “I didn’t want you to know,” she whispered. “I didn’t want anyone to know. I thought I’d be fine keeping it to myself, but now… now I don’t know.”
“You don’t have to do this alone anymore,” Wooyoung said firmly, his voice steady despite the emotions swirling inside him. “You have me. You have Seonghwa, the captain… all of us. You’re not alone, YN. Not ever again.”
Her lips quivered, and for a moment, she looked like she wanted to argue, but then she nodded, the smallest bit of relief shining through her tears. “Thank you,” she whispered.
Wooyoung reached out, hesitated for a moment, and then gently placed his hand over hers. “You’re stronger than you think,” he said softly. “And I’ll remind you of that every day if I had to”
For a moment, she saw nothing but sincerity and warmth in his eyes. “I’ve already burdened Seonghwa enough tonight,” she said with a small, forced laugh, trying to lighten the mood.
“You’re not a burden,” Wooyoung said immediately, his voice firm. “Don’t ever think that. Not to him, not to me, not to anyone.”
The corner of her lip twitched upward, a small, grateful smile breaking through. “Thank you,” she whispered.
Wooyoung nodded, his expression softening. “Always.”
Without another word, she sat down on the edge of her bed, and Wooyoung returned to his spot on the floor near the door. The air between them was quieter now, but it wasn’t heavy. It felt lighter, like a silent understanding had settled between them.
And for the first time in a long while, YN felt a small sliver of peace.
The following days on the ship were like a fresh breeze in YN’s life. The weight she had carried for so long didn’t feel as heavy anymore. She laughed more, her usual sunshine-like personality shining even brighter now that the storm inside her had started to clear. She could feel it—she wasn’t alone anymore.
Wooyoung noticed the change in her, and it made his heart swell with pride and affection. She still leaped around the ship like a child, asking silly questions and sometimes pestering the others for answers. But now, there was something different about her—the way her laughter came from a place of genuine joy, the way her smiles reached her eyes.
And Wooyoung… he couldn’t stop looking at her. Every time she smiled, every time she glanced his way, his heart raced. He knew what it was now, that feeling that had been growing inside him from the moment he met her. He loved her.
She had become his light, his reason to be better, his reason to fight. And though he wasn’t brave enough to say it aloud, he showed it in every little thing he did. Whether it was sitting outside her door at night to keep her company or silently slipping her favorite snacks into her bag, his love for her shone through his actions.
For YN, Wooyoung had become her pillar, her safe place. She loved the feeling of knowing someone had her back, someone who cared for her as deeply as he did. It was something she’d never had before, and she treasured it more than anything.
One evening, as the sun dipped below the horizon and painted the sky in hues of gold and crimson, YN sat on the deck, her feet dangling over the edge. Wooyoung sat beside her, his usual playful demeanor softened by the quiet moment.
“Thank you,” she said suddenly, her voice carrying a softness that made Wooyoung turn to look at her.
“For what?” he asked, tilting his head.
“For being here,” she replied, her eyes fixed on the endless ocean before them. “For being my friend, for being my… everything.”
His heart skipped a beat, and he smiled softly. “You don’t have to thank me for that, YN. I’ll always be here for you. Always.”
She turned to him then, her eyes shining with gratitude and something deeper. “You’ve made me feel… safe. Happy. I don’t think I’ve ever felt like this before.”
Wooyoung’s breath caught in his throat, but he didn’t say anything, afraid he might ruin the moment. Instead, he reached out and gently took her hand in his, giving it a light squeeze.
And in that quiet moment, with the ocean stretching endlessly before them and the stars beginning to appear in the sky, they sat together, content in the knowledge that they had each other.
For YN, it was the start of a new chapter, one where she wasn’t defined by her scars but by the happiness she was finally allowing herself to feel.
And for Wooyoung, it was enough to simply be by her side, loving her quietly but completely, knowing that she was his light just as much as he was hers.
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Jjk men (doesn’t matter who) reaction to their kid disrespecting their mom ?
Gojo : It started out as a typical family afternoon. You were in the middle of explaining something to your child—why they needed to pick up their toys, or why dessert wasn’t happening until after dinner. But out of nowhere, your kid stomped their little foot and said it:
“Ugh, shut up!”
The room went silent.
Your jaw dropped, and before you could even respond, Satoru’s voice cut through the air like a blade.
“Hey.”
That one word was enough to make both you and your child freeze. Satoru stood up from where he’d been lounging on the couch, his usual playful demeanor completely gone. He walked over, crouching down to your child’s eye level.
“What did you just say to your mom?” His voice was calm but firm, a rare edge to it that made even you straighten up.
Your child hesitated, suddenly realizing they had crossed a line. “I… I didn’t mean it like that…”
Satoru tilted his head, his blindfold slipping down just enough to reveal his piercing gaze. “Doesn’t matter how you meant it. You don’t talk to her like that. Ever. Got it?”
Your child nodded quickly, their eyes wide.
“Say you’re sorry,” Satoru added, his tone leaving no room for argument.
Your child turned to you, looking genuinely sorry now. “I’m sorry, Mommy.”
You sighed, crouching down as well to gently take their hand. “Thank you for apologizing. But we’ll talk more about this later.”
Satoru straightened up, crossing his arms as he looked down at his child. “Listen, kiddo, you can have all the attitude in the world, but you never disrespect your mom. She’s the boss, even more than me. And if I hear something like that again…” He let the threat hang in the air, though you knew he’d never do more than a firm lecture.
Once the tension eased, Satoru’s usual grin returned, and he ruffled your child’s hair. “Alright, now that we’ve cleared that up, who’s ready for some ice cream?”
You rolled your eyes but couldn’t help smiling. “You’re not seriously rewarding them right now, are you?”
“Hey, I’m teaching balance!” he said with a wink. “Discipline, then dessert.”
You shook your head, watching as your child eagerly grabbed Satoru’s hand, already forgetting their earlier outburst.
Satoru turned back to you, his grin softening. “You know I’ve always got your back, right?”
You smiled, leaning in to kiss his cheek. “I know. Thanks, Satoru.”
Suguru: You were in the kitchen, trying to reason with your child over something trivial—bedtime, homework, or why jumping off the couch wasn’t an Olympic sport. But as the conversation went on, they crossed their arms, huffed, and spat out the words you least expected:
“Just shut up already!”
Your heart skipped a beat. You blinked, stunned, and before you could even formulate a response, a deep, calm voice echoed from the doorway.
“Excuse me?”
Suguru stood there, his tall frame leaning casually against the doorframe, but the sharpness in his gaze was anything but casual. His usually serene expression was replaced with a quiet intensity that made the room feel smaller.
Your child froze, realizing too late that their words hadn’t just reached you—they’d reached him.
Suguru stepped into the room, his every movement deliberate, his eyes locked onto your child. “Say that again,” he said, his voice low but firm, “so I can make sure I heard you right.”
“N-No, Daddy, I didn’t mean it,” they stammered, their earlier defiance evaporating.
Suguru crouched down to their level, his tone softening just slightly but losing none of its authority. “I don’t care what you meant. You do not speak to your mother that way. Ever. Do you understand me?”
Your child nodded quickly, their eyes wide and remorseful.
“Words have weight,” Suguru continued. “And what you just said was hurtful. To someone who loves you more than anything in the world.” He glanced at you briefly, his gaze warm and reassuring before turning back to your child. “You owe her an apology.”
Your child looked up at you, tears brimming in their eyes. “I’m sorry, Mommy. I didn’t mean to say that.”
You knelt down, pulling them into a gentle hug. “Thank you for saying sorry. But we’re going to talk more about why words matter, okay?”
Suguru stood, his posture relaxed again, but his presence still commanding. “Good. Now, go to your room for a bit and think about how you can do better.”
Your child nodded and shuffled off, glancing back at you with a small, apologetic smile.
Once they were gone, Suguru stepped closer, his hands gently resting on your shoulders. “You alright?” he asked, his voice now warm and tender.
“Yeah,” you said, exhaling a breath you didn’t realize you’d been holding. “Thanks for stepping in.”
He smiled softly, brushing a strand of hair behind your ear. “They’re going to test boundaries—it’s part of growing up. But one thing they’ll never get away with is disrespecting you.”
You leaned into his touch, grateful for the unwavering support in his eyes. “You’re a good dad, Suguru.”
“And you’re an amazing mom,” he replied, pulling you into his arms. “They’ll learn. We’ve got this.”
Nanami: It had been a long day, and dinner wasn’t going any smoother. Your child, full of energy and sass, refused to eat the vegetables on their plate. After a few rounds of calm negotiation, they crossed their little arms, glared, and said the unthinkable:
“Just shut up!”
The room fell into complete silence.
You blinked, momentarily stunned, but before you could even react, a measured voice came from the doorway.
“Excuse me?”
Nanami stood there, his tie slightly loosened from the workday, his gaze sharp and unyielding. He wasn’t angry, but the weight of his presence made it clear that he was not pleased.
Your child turned to him, realizing immediately that they’d messed up.
Nanami walked over, his movements calm and deliberate, as if every step was meant to emphasize his authority. He crouched down to your child’s level, his hands resting lightly on his knees.
“Repeat what you just said,” he said, his tone low and even, though it carried a weight that made even you sit a little straighter.
Your child squirmed, their earlier confidence replaced with nervousness. “I-I didn’t mean it…”
Nanami raised an eyebrow. “That’s not what I asked. Did you or did you not tell your mother to ‘shut up’?”
They hesitated before nodding reluctantly.
Nanami let out a quiet sigh, glancing at you briefly before focusing back on your child. “Listen carefully. Your mother works hard every single day to take care of you, to make sure you’re happy and safe. She deserves your respect, always. Do you understand?”
Your child nodded quickly, their eyes wide with guilt.
“I’m going to give you one chance to make this right,” Nanami continued, his voice softening slightly but still firm. “What do you say to your mother?”
Your child turned to you, tears welling up. “I’m sorry, Mommy. I didn’t mean it. I’ll be good.”
You smiled softly, crouching down to hug them. “Thank you for apologizing. But we’ll talk more about why words matter after dinner, okay?”
They nodded, sniffling, and went back to their plate, poking at their vegetables without further complaint.
Nanami straightened up, adjusting his tie as he turned to you. “Are you alright?”
“Yeah,” you said, exhaling a breath you hadn’t realized you’d been holding. “You handled that perfectly.”
He offered a small, reassuring smile, placing a hand on your back. “Parenting is a team effort. You’re not alone in this.”
As the two of you sat down to finish dinner, Nanami looked over at your child and said calmly, “And if I ever hear you speak like that again, there will be no dessert for a month. Understood?”
“Yes, Daddy,” they said in a tiny voice, clearly humbled.
You hid a smile behind your napkin, grateful for the quiet authority Nanami always carried—and for the unwavering respect and love he showed you.
Toji: It was one of those chaotic evenings where everything seemed to be going wrong. You were trying to get your child to finish their homework, but instead of cooperating, they slammed their pencil down, crossed their arms, and shouted:
“Just shut up!”
The words hung in the air like a thunderclap.
Before you could even process what had just happened, Toji’s deep, gravelly voice came from the hallway.
“What did you just say to your mom?”
He stepped into the room, his sharp green eyes narrowing as he looked at your child. His usual laid-back smirk was gone, replaced with a look that sent a chill through the air.
Your child froze, clearly realizing they had crossed a line. “I… I didn’t mean it, Daddy—”
“Don’t even try that,” Toji interrupted, his voice calm but deadly serious. He walked over to the table, leaning down to their eye level, his towering presence making it impossible to look away.
“You think it’s okay to talk to your mom like that? Huh?” he asked, his tone low but firm.
Your child shook their head quickly, their earlier bravado crumbling.
“You listen to me, and you listen good,” Toji said, pointing a finger at them. “This woman right here?” He gestured toward you without breaking eye contact with your child. “She does everything for you. She takes care of you, feeds you, loves you, and you think you can disrespect her? Not on my watch.”
Your child’s lip quivered. “I’m sorry, Mommy…”
Toji nodded toward you. “Say it like you mean it.”
“I’m really sorry, Mommy,” they said, tears starting to spill.
You softened, crouching down to their level and pulling them into a hug. “Thank you for apologizing. I forgive you. But we’ll talk later about why this isn’t okay, alright?”
They nodded, sniffling.
Toji straightened up, crossing his arms and looking down at them. “Good. Now, I better not hear anything like that come out of your mouth again, or we’re gonna have a serious problem. Got it?”
“Yes, Daddy,” they mumbled, wiping their tears.
“Good,” Toji said, his tone lightening just slightly. “Now finish your homework. And if I see you giving your mom a hard time again, no TV, no games, no nothing. You’ll be staring at that wall for a week.”
As your child returned to their work, Toji walked over to you, placing a large hand on your shoulder. “You alright?”
“Yeah,” you said with a sigh. “Thanks for stepping in.”
He smirked, leaning down to kiss your forehead. “They’ve got my temper, but they’ll learn. Nobody disrespects my wife—especially not my own kid.”
You smiled, leaning into his touch. Despite his rough edges, Toji always made sure you knew you were his top priority, no matter what.
Sukuna: It was late in the evening, and you were exhausted from a long day of managing both work and home life. Your child had been unusually cranky all day, and now, during dinner, they were pushing every button. You patiently tried to get them to eat their vegetables, but after a few minutes of back-and-forth, they finally snapped, glaring at you.
“Shut up! I don’t care!”
You froze, heart skipping a beat. Before you could even respond, the familiar cold, dark presence of Sukuna filled the room.
His deep, mocking voice echoed from the shadows. “I heard that.”
You looked over to see him lounging in the doorway, his crimson eyes glowing with a mix of amusement and irritation. His face was still the same unreadable mask, but you could feel the power radiating from him, a silent warning in the air.
Your child’s bravado evaporated the moment they met his gaze. Sukuna walked over slowly, his movements precise and intimidating. His four arms crossed, and his smile was that twisted, knowing smirk he often wore when something pleased him—yet it was far from reassuring.
“You think you can speak to her like that?” Sukuna’s voice was laced with a dark amusement, though there was a weight to his words. “You must’ve lost your mind, child.”
Your child shrank back, realizing they were in far deeper trouble than they’d imagined.
Sukuna crouched down in front of them, his face only inches away, his smile widening. “You’ve got a lot of spirit. But you don’t know your place.” His voice dropped, turning icy. “You’ll never disrespect her like that again. Understand?”
They nodded frantically, fear and guilt mixing in their eyes.
“Good,” Sukuna said, standing up with a slow stretch, as if everything were beneath him—because, in this moment, it was. “Now, what do you say to your mother?”
Your child swallowed, voice shaking. “I’m sorry, Mommy…”
You gave them a small smile, but your eyes flicked to Sukuna, who was still watching with that unsettling calm. “Thank you for apologizing.” You reached over, pulling your child into a gentle hug. “But we’ll talk about this later.”
Sukuna stood back, giving a lazy stretch. “I’m not a fan of anyone disrespecting what’s mine. She’s my woman, and I don’t tolerate it.” His gaze never left your child as he spoke, his tone dark and final.
You placed a hand on his arm, silently thanking him for stepping in. He shot you a quick glance, a twisted grin crossing his face. “Don’t thank me. I’m just reminding them of their place.”
With that, Sukuna turned to leave, his presence still lingering as your child went back to their plate, much more subdued.
“You’re lucky I’m not in a worse mood,” Sukuna called over his shoulder, his voice teasing, but his gaze sharp. “Next time, I’ll let you figure out the consequences for yourself.”
You shook your head, a small smile tugging at your lips. “You’re impossible.”
“Impossible?” He glanced back with an amused glint in his eye. “I’m just making sure they know who the real boss is.”
As he disappeared into the next room, you let out a breath, feeling the strange mix of fear and comfort that only Sukuna could provide. He wasn’t the type to do things by the book, but in his own way, he made sure you and your child were always protected.
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tarisbackyard · 1 year ago
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Here's how to write an authentic Grimm style fairytale, brought to you by a Certified German TM:
Forget everything Disney movies taught you, besides maybe Snowwhite, Cinderella, and Sleeping Beauty. But even those are on thin fucking ice. Also ignore modern fantasy literature conventions, especially Dungeons & Dragons type stuff.
Ideally only the protagonist or none of the characters ought to have names. And the names should either be really fucking ordinary, or some kind of epithet. Like, either that's a Franz or a Bramblesock, cause when Bramblesock was a child he lost a sock in a shrub of brambles. Everyone else is either the king, the grandma, or the carpenter.
The common types of protagonist: Regular working class guy who cons his way into a life of riches, poor downtrodden peasant who through hardworking kindness is granted salvation (usually via gaining riches), too pure too good for this world princess who can't catch a fucking break, too nasty too bratty for this world princess who gets taught a lesson in humility.
The characters are generally very one note and the only kind of character growth they can experience boils down to "maybe I shouldn't have been a dick, huh?"
The location is either as vague as possible or super fucking specific for no reason; either the story takes place literally nowhere or in the town of Buxtehude.
Animals and inanimate objects that can talk for no apparent reason and no one bats an eye at are always a great addition.
If you want to add any fantasy races, use giants (large, dumb brutes), dwarves (angry little guys who live in the wilderness and get really angry if you touch their beards), or gnomes (mischievous house spirits who might be helpful but watch out!), but never more than one of these. Fairies are rare and usually the "tall beautiful wise woman" type, not the small annoying pixie type. Dragons are very pointedly no-where to be found, those distinctly belong in sagas, which are their own distinct type of literature.
Weird moral of the story that either boils down to "be smarter than all the other fuckers", "good things happen to good people, bad things happen to bad people", or "don't upset the supernatural".
Random tidbits of gore that no one bats an eye at.
Witches eat children, if a mother gets more than single line dedicated to her she's evil, fathers are spineless and/or assholes who either die or come around in the end.
Ugly means evil, pretty means good. Except when it doesn't.
Optional: Repeated rhyming phrases and numbers. Seventh son of a seventh son kinda stuff. The numbers 3, 7, 12, and 13 in particular.
Ideally a 19th century scholar should be able to read some clumsy Germanic pagan wishful thinking into the story, no matter how big and obvious the Christian overtones are.
Optional: Start the story with "Once upon a time" and end it with "And if they didn't die, then they are still alive today."
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somereaderinblue · 9 months ago
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Warrior!Penelope God Games
After writing Odysseus's Challenge, I was still on a creative high & decided to do this too. NOTE: The swaps between gods were taken from @too-much-flynnolium’s art.
[ARES]
Mother, God Queen, rarely do I ask for favours
Now, I'm kneeling on your floor
With hopes to save a friendship
With one who's a prisoner far from home
Penelope
[HERA]
Divine intervention, so that is your wish?
To untie apprehensions that were placed on that Greek?
You are braving such dangers for a girl full of shame
But if she's worth the risk of going under
Why not make it a game?
Convince each of them that she ought to be released
And I'll release her
[ARES]
Who's them?
[HERA]
Artemis! Hestia!
Dionysus! Athena!
Demeter! Or me
What do you say?
[ARTEMIS]
Sure.
[HESTIA]
Very well.
[DIONYSUS]
Hic!
[ATHENA]
Alright.
[DEMETER]
Interesting.
[ARES]
Bring it.
[ARTEMIS]
You all know I'm a fan of nature and all
So with so many sirens gone
I think Penny's in the wrong
[ARES]
They had planned to do their worst
All she did was reimburse them
Now they'll tread with caution first
To live another day and sing even more verse!
[ARTEMIS]
Good point, release her.
[HESTIA]
Trust is not wasted, it’s forged
Why should I give her my support?
She turned her back on her cohort
[ARES]
Did you forget they failed to listen?
She was betrayed and now imprisoned
But if you make the right decision
She can still have a future with those who miss her!
[HESTIA]
Fine, release her.
[DIONYSUS]
Your little high and mighty Penelope
Claims to love another, but keeps him chained to a broken heart
[ARES]
She was busy fighting
[DIONYSUS]
More like busy spiting the cyclops
Let her feel the pain that the others feel and rot
[ARES]
Wait!
You must reconsider this!
[ATHENA]
Really now, Ares, no new tricks?
[ARES]
Athena!
[ATHENA]
What kind of so-called fighter holds back her power
Just lets her friends get devoured?
She couldn’t fight Scylla, but didn’t even try to outwit her
Hides with naught but a sword to get the job done
Tries to handle things upfront
Dim-witted and weak like her son
[ARES]
Hold your tongue now, her son's my friend!
And tell that drunkard that all kinds of hurts can mend
You want more mind games? Then set her free
To get back to her homestead, she'll make everyone’s brains bleed!
[ATHENA & DIONYSUS]
Then release her.
[DEMETER]
So many talents, so many tales
Give me one good reason why yours should prevail
[ARES]
She's got the hands of a weaver!
[DEMETER]
Dig deeper
[ARES]
She's pretty skilled with words!
[DEMETER]
You can do better than that!
[ARES]
She's very sassy…?
[DEMETER]
Eh
[ARES]
Never once does she give up on her child.
[DEMETER]
Release her.
[ARES]
I’ve played your game and won! Release her.
[HERA]
You dare to defy me? To give me more shame?
No one beats me, no one wins my game!
Marriage, bring her through the wringer
Show her I'm the judgement call
The one who makes the final call!
.
.
.
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[ATHENA]
Is he dead?
.
.
.
Penelope had told Ares that for mothers, childbirth in itself was a difficult battle and the parenthood that came after a race with no finish line in sight. Personally, Ares would’ve likened it to war. If family had truly been something as linear as a race then surely Hermes would be on their father’s throne by now.
She placed her spawn in his arms. Said spawn miraculously didn’t squirm or squall against his battle-hardened muscles and cold gauntlets. 
“His name is Telemachus.” Far from battle. The irony wasn’t lost on anyone. Then again, considering how eerily squishy the infant was, perhaps the name was fitting.
Ares blinked as tiny fingers gripped his, the pudgy digits unable to full wrap around it. Yet, the grip was strong. No, it was simply alive. He’s bathed in blood so often that he’s forgotten even the tiniest of hearts can still beat.
“Telemachus.”  Penelope and Odysseus smiled. Smiled at him, smiled because of him. They were happy. He was happy.
.
.
.
[ARES]
Let her go…..please
Let her go……
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kissandtellus · 24 days ago
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Be Patient, Dr. Zayne is Here
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Synopsis: In which Zayne keeps his favorite patient at an arms reach. She’s the love of his life, and he would do anything for her.
Warning: Kidnapping, Stockholm syndrome, chaining up in the basement, Zayne is breaking every HIPPA violation, mind-breaking.
Authors note: We all know Caleb would absolutely keep us chained up, but let’s not forget about Dr. Zayne!
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Dr. Zayne was a beloved man for his hard work at Akso Hospital. He was intelligent and sometimes cold, but those rare moments where he played with the children in the pediatrics ward or helped the older patients in their final moments, made up for them.
Love came to him easy in that sense. But not in the sense that he craved the most.
It didn’t come to him easy, nor willingly, but he had found it.
Every footstep echoed in the silence as Zayne entered his home, taking off his shoes and coat before walking further in. There was something different about the atmosphere today. The doctor could feel it when he stepped inside.
She was here.
He inhaled deeply and paused for a moment, waiting to see if she would be the first one to break the silence. But he knew she wouldn't. He could sense her even without seeing her. He would know where exactly she was even if he was blindfolded.
Slowly walking towards the basement, Zayne descended the steps leading down to his secret room. His feet were slow and measured, the air still and silent. The quiet was almost unnerving, but Zayne could sense the tension. He could feel her presence.
When he opened the door, Zayne's gaze immediately landed on his captive. She was just where he left her, chained to the bed, completely helpless. The sight made something within him twitch in satisfaction.
She lifted her head slowly, her eyes going to the doctor. Instead of showing fear like she did weeks ago, she perked up like an eager puppy. She crawled as far as the chain would let her. The metal snapped as she reached the end. “Z-Zayne! Hi!”
Zayne's lips curled into a smirk as he watched her move closer as far as her chain would allow her, almost like an obedient dog begging for attention.
"Hello," he greeted back, his voice smooth and even. He took slow, measured steps towards her, his eyes never straying from hers. "Did you miss me?"
The basement had been renovated into somewhat of a mini apartment. No windows of course. But it had the essentials. Everything he’d need to keep his, ehem, girlfriend company.
He stopped just a few feet away from her, taking in the sight of her. She looked like an angel, all innocent-looking with those wide, innocent eyes. He wondered just when she had gone from being terrified and resisting. That expression of excitement and anticipation was much more preferable to him.
Zayne's eyes darkened as he reached out with one hand to brush against her hair, his touch almost lovign in its gentleness. "You're being awfully obedient today," he commented.
She pressed her head into his hand. The thin gown she wore was something Zayne had picked out specifically for her. Dr. Greyson continuously told him he should marry, settle down and have a pretty wife at home waiting for him.
He took it to heart by snagging the one woman who had ever touched his heart.
A dark, twisted satisfaction coursed through him as Zayne felt her lean into the touch of his hand. The thin nightgown she wore was something he'd chosen for her. It was a reminder that she was his to do what he pleased.
She's like a caged bird... And I'm the only ones with the key to let her out.
Zayne's eyes narrowed lightly, the smirk still on his face. He continued to run his fingers through her hair, his touch gentle. "You look so...lovely like this."
Zayne's smirk widened as he watched her press into his hand like a child seeking comfort, like a dog wanting attention. The sight of her in that thin nightgown he had chosen for her made something dark and possessive flare up in his chest. He loved the way she looked at him, so obedient and needy.
"I like you like this," he murmured, his fingers tracing along her jaw before moving down to her neck. His touch was almost possessive, like he was staking his claim. "Compliant and eager to please me."
She smiled up at him. “C-Can I go downstairs today? I’ve been such a good girl! I haven’t had any accidents either!”
Zayne's gaze softened at her request. He had to admit, she had been very well-behaved lately. No accidents, no struggling. She was almost like the perfect pet.
He let out a hum in thought, his hand still lightly resting against her neck, his thumb rubbing soft circles against her pulse. "Are you being truthful, my dear?" he asked, his tone soft but firm. "No accidents, no acting out?"
She shook her head so quick he was afraid she might injure herself. He grabbed his pressure cuff from a high off cabinet and stethoscope from around his neck. She was his patient after all, he needed to make sure she was in good health!
Though for some reason she couldn’t quite understand, she was never healthy enough to go upstairs:(
She stayed still like a statue as he checked her vitals. In his ears, her heart was healthy, she was probably the healthiest, physically, that she had been in years. But Zayne always told her some excuse as to why she couldn’t be upstairs. .
Zayne watched as she shook her head, her eyes wide and filled with eagerness. He let out a small huff, almost amused by her quick response. He reached out for his pressure cuff and stethoscope, preparing to check her vitals.
Even though he knew he had been keeping her perfectly healthy, there was a twisted urge in him to find something wrong, a reason to keep her down here longer.
"Stay still now," he said, wrapping the cuff around her arm.
She stayed still like a statue as he checked her vitals. In his ears, her heart was healthy, she was probably the healthiest, physically, that she had been in years. But Zayne always told her some excuse as to why she couldn’t be upstairs.
He lied to her.
Zayne's expression was the epitome of professionalism as he listened to her heartbeat. But deep down inside, he knew that she was in perfect health. In fact, she was probably healthier than she had been in a long time.
But he wouldn't give her that, not yet. There was a twisted part of him that enjoyed keeping her trapped down here.
When he finished checking her vitals, he spoke again, his voice as smooth as ever. "You sound healthy, my dear. But I'm afraid you'll still have to stay here for a little longer."
Her eyes went wide, and she clung to his arm. “No…no Zayne please! Please I-I’ve been so good!”
Zayne felt the weight of her grip on his arm, and something twisted inside him in a way he liked. He enjoyed seeing her so desperate and clingy, begging for his attention. But he couldn't let her go yet.
"I know you've been good, my dear," he said, his voice still smooth and even. He placed his hand on top of hers, gently prying her grip off his arm. "But you're not ready yet. You need to be patient.”
She looked like a puppy that had just been kicked. Her expression was a combination of helplessness and sadness, almost like a wounded animal. Zayne felt a pang of satisfaction at the sight of her desperation. She was so vulnerable and dependent on him, and he loved it.
"You have to trust me, my dear," he murmured, his voice low and soothing. "I'm doing what's best for you. You're just not ready yet."
He soothed her as her body began to hiccup with sobs, her shoulders shaking. He cooed at her like she was a small and wounded bird.
Zayne had an almost paternal expression on his face as he soothed her. He gently ran his hand over her hair, his touch almost tender. "Shhh... It's alright," he murmured, his voice low and soothing.
“You just need to be patient. Trust me, my dear. I'll take care of you."
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i2rizz · 7 months ago
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Daddy’s Little Girl
Fandom: Blue lock | masterlist
Characters: Dad!Sae x Mom!Reader
He might slightlyy be out of character but cmon wont he love his little child?
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Sae was never one to show much softness. As a star athlete, he had always been known for his confidence, his cocky smirk, and his unshakable focus on his career. But one thing about Sae that only a few people knew was that underneath all the bravado, he had a deep love for his family, and that love took on an entirely different shape when it came to his daughter.
It was a rare Sunday morning, and Sae was at home. Normally, he’d be out on the field or doing something related to his career, but today he had promised you—his wife—that he would spend the day with your little girl, Mia. She was just shy of two, with a wild mop of dark hair, sparkling eyes, and an energy that never seemed to run out.
“Papa! Papa!” Mia’s little voice rang through the house as she padded toward the living room, her tiny hands clutching a stuffed animal to her chest.
Sae, who had been lazily lounging on the couch, shifted slightly and glanced over. His expression softened the second he saw her. Despite being the most competitive and intense player on the field, there was something about seeing his daughter that made him forget about everything else.
“Hey, princess,” Sae said, his voice dropping an octave, the usual cocky edge replaced by something more tender.
Mia squealed and ran toward him, her little feet stumbling as she got closer. “Daddy!” she said, her arms wide, ready to climb up into his lap. Sae didn’t hesitate. He opened his arms, and Mia scrambled up, snuggling into him with the kind of trust that only a child could have.
You stood at the door, watching the scene with a smile. It always made your heart swell seeing Sae like this, soft and completely in love with your daughter.
“Morning,” you said, walking in with a mug of coffee. “How’s my favorite girl and her daddy?”
Sae gave you a small smirk, his hand gently ruffling Mia’s hair. “We’re just fine, aren’t we, Mia?” he said, looking down at her.
Mia nodded solemnly, hugging her stuffed animal even tighter. “Papa,” she said, her voice a little quieter. “I want to go outside. Please.”
Sae raised an eyebrow but didn’t miss a beat. He stood up, cradling Mia against his chest as if she were as light as a feather. “Alright, let’s go outside, princess,” he said, his tone commanding but filled with warmth. “Let’s show Mommy just how fast I can run.”
You laughed, watching the two of them. There was no denying it—Sae was a natural dad, even if it didn’t fit the image most people had of him.
Outside, the sun was shining brightly, and the air was warm. You watched from the porch as Sae jogged a few steps away from Mia, who was standing still, her tiny hands clenched into fists as she stared up at him.
“Come on, Mia! You can do it! Run to Papa!” Sae called, his voice much softer than it was on the field, but no less full of encouragement.
Mia’s eyes sparkled as she glanced at you, then back at Sae. Without missing a beat, she took off toward him, her small legs carrying her as fast as they could. Sae knelt down just in time to catch her when she got close, lifting her up into the air with a delighted laugh.
You could hear her giggle as he spun her around. “You did it! You ran so fast, Mia!” Sae praised her, and you could hear the genuine pride in his voice.
It was moments like this that reminded you just how much Sae loved being a father. His intensity on the field was matched only by the care he showed at home, especially when it came to Mia.
After a few minutes of playing outside, Sae set Mia down and handed her a small soccer ball.
“Let’s see what you’ve got, Mia,” he teased, tossing the ball to her.
She grinned widely and kicked it with all the force her tiny legs could muster. Sae clapped in approval, giving you a look that made you roll your eyes.
“You’re teaching her to play already?” you asked with a chuckle.
“What?” Sae said, feigning innocence. “She has potential. I’m just showing her the ropes early.”
You shook your head, but you couldn’t help but smile. Sae might have been a little overzealous when it came to his career, but with Mia, he was a doting father. It wasn’t lost on you how much he loved being her dad, and you were certain that, even with his complicated, sometimes difficult personality, Mia was his soft spot.
As the day wound down, Sae was lying on the couch, exhausted from chasing Mia around and playing her favorite games. Mia was snuggled up against him, already asleep in his arms. Her head rested on his chest, her small breaths even and calm.
Sae looked down at her, his expression unreadable at first. Then, his gaze softened. You could tell he was thinking about how lucky he was, how much he loved this little family, and how he’d never give it up for anything.
“You’re a good dad, you know that?” you said, sitting down beside him.
Sae glanced at you, his face only slightly flushed from the afternoon’s excitement. “Yeah, I know,” he said, a small grin tugging at his lips. “I’m a girl dad. Can’t go around letting my little princess down.”
You smiled, resting your head on his shoulder. “She’s lucky to have you.”
Sae’s arm slipped around your shoulders as he gently kissed your forehead. “We’re lucky to have her,” he murmured.
And in that moment, with Mia nestled in his arms, you knew that this was everything Sae had ever wanted—even if he hadn’t always known it. He might be a professional soccer player, always chasing greatness, but when it came to his family, Sae was everything you could have hoped for—a loving, protective, and completely devoted girl dad.
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This is wholesome
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starkeyvhs · 21 days ago
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introducing… dad!rafe && mom!reader’s family! <3
LEO CAMERON . . . aged 18 years old 
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first kid of the family, and was grown up with immense love and care… maybe a little too much. a little spoiled and careless, but rafe doesn’t want to see him going down the same path as him, so keeps a strong check on him. captain of the school basketball team, and takes pride in it. has girls on their knees because he’s a spitting image of teen rafe. it took some time, but he finally starts to understand what his role is for the family as the eldest child. 
SAGE CAMERON . . . aged 14 years old 
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the middle child, and as generic it is, she was kind of overlooked. developed a major interest in physics and wants to become a mechanical engineer. has grown up messing with every electronic she could find in her house; opening up the remote control of the tv just to see what’s inside. collected all sorts of knick-knacks to make her own creations. more on the nerdy side, and is practically a self cleaning machine. her parents rarely have to worry about her. wants to make her family proud and hear the words ‘our daughter is an engineer’. 
ORION CAMERON . . . aged 9 years old
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the youngest, and the craziest. the little ball of sunshine of the family. loves art and trying all sorts of new things. comes home babbling about all kinds of things he did at school. momma loves to pin his art on the refrigerator door. a little too hyperactive; so momma struggles to make him sit down and complete his maths homework. forgets to give his friday lunchbox which he realises on monday morning, and unfortunately, there are leftover carrots in it. believes in santa, and tries to stay awake each christmas eve to meet him, but always falls asleep. momma and dad are proud that he isn’t growing up to be a kid who is addicted to technology in any way. 
edith speaks: ty to everyone who participated in my poll!! 🥰 yes, the inspo is very much the dunphy kids, but in my eyes they’ll always be the most perfect 3-sibling dynamic. I loved watching their family grow up and wanted to create one that is just as chaotic and loving as their is :) welcome to the cameron family!!! send any asks/hcs/reqs on them :)
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starmocha · 8 months ago
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Part of my sing little birdie aka birb dad + birb baby series, but I'm yapping bullet points real quick (idk I may rewrite this into a proper story one day. I'm trying to stay focused and in a specific mindset rn for my dragon!Sylus AU 😔👍). Something about the last part of Sylus' event triggered this thought, so let's get into it.
Taking Little Birdie to the Amusement Park
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It's Sylus' daughter's first time at the amusement park. She is three and excited, but not because of the rides and attractions
It's one of the rare occasions where she has both mom and dad together spending time with her
Sylus lavishes his daughter with attention and indulges in her whims
If baby girl wants Daddy to wear silly headbands and glasses, then he will in a heartbeat
He buys her whatever she wants at giftshops even if she doesn't ask
Man is basically doing the "buying my child whatever she touches" trend (MC is exasperated once she finds out, but lets it go since this is a special day for their family)
He is the one riding the rides with her as MC photographs everything
He lifts her onto her chosen horse on the carousel and stays by her side
"So, my little birdie, this is the trusty steed you have chosen? A fine horse indeed."
Baby girl is having the time of her life on kiddie rides
The best part about having a tall dad is riding his shoulders. Little Miss has the best view at the park. 🥹🫶
Sylus isn't concerned about losing her.
Onychinus henchmen are lurking around the park posing as guests, staff members, or mascots 😭👍
Personal babysitters bodyguards Luke and Kieran are always nearby to keep their eyes on their precious Little Miss
Dressed as Smiley Dino and Sunny Dino, they are suffocating in their suits (rip 😔), but Little Miss' laughter and excitement makes it all worth it
"Daddy, Daddy, Smiley Dino and Sunny Dino hugged me!"
(Later Luke & Kieran @ MC: say Miss Hunter...would it be possible if we get copies of that photo? 👉👈)
Mephisto is also always perched near the toddler to keep an eye on her and will report to Sylus about any concerns
You do not want to mess with this bird. He has beef with pigeons on a daily basis. 💀 He won't hesitate to take you on either not to mention Sylus is always giving him weird upgrades
Basically don't mess with this child. She has the protection of Onychinus and you do not want to meet her dad. Or worse. Her mom.
Around mid-afternoon, nap time is near. It's been hours at the park, lots of overindulgence, lots of walking. The sun is blazing hot, and baby girl is dozing off on Sylus' shoulder trying to stay awake.
He and MC find a nice shady area to rest for a bit and just have a nice quiet family/couple moment as their daughter naps in Sylus' arms
In the evening they have a meal at one of the restaurants as a family. Baby girl is rambling excitedly about her favorite parts of the day (spoiler alert: it's everything)
"Mommy...Daddy...can we do today again? 🥺"
Sylus & MC:
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When there is a fireworks show, baby girl is sitting on Sylus' shoulders pointing at the sky in awe
Sylus leans down to MC, asking with a smirk, "Remember the last time we watched fireworks at that restaurant together?"
"Mommy, Daddy, look, look!"
Little birdie doesn't even realize she is tugging on her dad's hair. Sylus laughs it off. Her joy is his joy.
Sylus isn't really paying attention to the fireworks. He gazes at his wife's awestruck expression and smiles as his daughter laughs. He wonders if he had traded away all of his bad luck because right now, in this moment, he felt pretty damn lucky.
He hopes this is a core memory for his daughter, but even if she grows up and forgets this day, Sylus won't. This memory will stay with him for the rest of his life, her laughter and smiles were his to keep, his to cherish.
(As for the rest of Onychinus, this is their core memories, seeing their precious Little Miss having the family day she deserves 😭🫶)
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syrecjh · 11 days ago
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──★🥀་ ̟ !! ִֶָ A Rose for Dynamight
(Another request)
⋆. 𐙚 ˚ || katsuki bakugo x child reader
Part 2
It happens on a Tuesday—ordinary, unassuming, the sky painted in shades of gentle dusk as the sun kisses the city goodnight. Katsuki Bakugo walks down the street like a storm in rest mode—brows slightly furrowed, hands deep in his pockets, hero uniform half-zipped from the patrol he just wrapped up. The world shifts around him, people part like water, as they always do. No one dares approach Dynamight unless they have to.
No one... except you.
A little girl, no older than seven, with a bandage on her knee and a rose clutched tight in her small fist.
He notices you too late.
You march up to him like you’ve got a mission blessed by the gods, chin lifted, eyes wide with something dangerously close to admiration. And then, without preamble, without hesitation, you thrust the slightly crumpled rose up toward him and say:
“Hi! I think you’re very handsome. This is for you.”
Bakugo stops in his tracks. Blinks. Stares at you like you’ve just asked him to adopt a dolphin. The city exhales around him, cars humming, people oblivious. But all he can focus on is a tiny human holding out a rose like it’s a medal of honor.
“What the hell…?”
You blink up at him, unfazed. “You can’t say bad words,” you scold, like it’s the most natural thing in the world to lecture a pro hero.
Bakugo’s jaw tics. His ears are going pink.
“I—wasn’t talkin’ to you,” he mutters, rubbing the back of his neck. But when you keep standing there, rose still extended like a sword waiting for a knight’s acceptance, he lets out a breath and—almost awkwardly—takes it.
“Thanks, I guess.”
You beam. Beam.
“And I like your hair,” you add seriously. “It looks like angry cotton candy.”
He chokes. Actually chokes. “Angry—?”
You nod proudly. “Yeah. But in a good way. Like boom! But soft.”
For a moment, Bakugo forgets how to function.
This tiny gremlin just compared his hair to boom-soft cotton candy, and now she’s standing there like she just solved world peace.
And strangely, he doesn’t mind.
He crouches—slowly, carefully—because if there’s one thing he’s learned over time, it’s that kids like you are fragile in ways no villain ever is. “Alright, pipsqueak,” he says, softer now, voice still gruff but not sharp. “Where’s your mom or whoever’s supposed to be watchin’ you?”
You point dramatically toward the tall building across the street. “There! She works there."
Bakugo nods, still crouched there, rose in one hand, brain short-circuiting from being called Boom-Soft Cotton Candy Man, when the tiny menace pipes up again—more casually than should be legal.
“Oh, I snuck out.”
He blinks. “The hell did you just say?”
You shrug, like it's no big deal. “I got bored. They said I could color inside, but I already colored everything. And besides—your hair looked fun.”
“Jesus Christ,” Bakugo mutters, rising to his full height, eyes scanning the building across the street like it’s suddenly grown fangs.
“She told me to wait on the bench,” you add. “But I saw you, and I thought—‘Wow, that guy looks like he eats fire!’ So I brought you the rose. It’s from the flower shop lady, she said to give it to someone who makes you smile.”
Bakugo stares at you, the rose in his hand suddenly feeling heavier than it should. His voice, when it comes, is unusually quiet. “I make you smile?”
You nod. “You looked really grumpy. But now you look better.”
He doesn’t smile—he rarely ever does—but something shifts behind his eyes. Something warm. Like the slow burn of a fuse that doesn’t want to explode. He pats your head—gentle, awkward, but sincere.
“Thanks, brat. You did good.”
You light up again, and for a moment, he wonders what the hell the world did to deserve something as weirdly magical as a kid who gives flowers to scowling heroes.
Then the building doors open, and your mom appears—panic in her eyes until she sees you grinning up at Dynamight like he’s a friend you met on the playground.
Bakugo straightens. You wave.
“Bye, Boom-Soft Cotton Candy Man!”
He nearly combusts.
But the rose stays in his hand, long after you’ve gone.
And that night, for the first time in weeks, it ends up in a glass of water by his windowsill—still blooming. Just like the smile he doesn’t let anyone see.
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bluehoodiewoozi · 1 month ago
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Stuck On You
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water park employee!Vernon x fem!corporate spy!Reader
Genre: strangers to lovers summery fluff with a healthy dose of coming of age angst
Word Count: 10k
Warnings: alcohol and food mentions. adult language. accidental injuries and blood. some relatively small-time crimes committed out of necessity. incoherent ramblings of a young woman driven to insanity and too ambitious of a plot for me to know what to do with.
[Waterpark AU] When you were sent on a corporate espionage mission, you expected to find many things – some dirty secrets, maybe a scandal or two –, not a soulmate and a week you’ll never forget.
♡ This fic is part of @camandemstudios Carat Bay Collab! Please check out the other writer’s works as well! They’ve all worked so hard!! ♡
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“Alright, Miss Lawrence. I’ll have the staff take your luggage to your room immediately.”
You forced a smile on your face and prayed it looked nothing like the grimace it felt like. Either your boss had given you the wrong ticket or you were about to add a fake identity to your suddenly very rapidly growing list of sins – you suspected the latter was more likely. 
It seemed to convince the receptionist just fine as she offered you a toothy grin, her braces proud on display. “Enjoy your stay at Carat Bay!”
With a nod, you left to explore the park and tried to remind yourself the poor teenager probably did not get paid enough to bother looking into your real identity. The thought did little to comfort you.
You adjusted your wide-brimmed sun hat – an impulse purchase you had made under the guise of doing your job with a flourish – and tried your hardest to avoid the eyes of the water park staff, almost stumbling over a small child in the process.
“I’m so sorry,” you told the little boy’s mother. She only replied with a squinty scowl and a huff before ushering him away from you as if you were a danger to society.
She’d surely complain about it to a staff member in an effort to have you banned – she seemed like the type. But you had worked at a water park long enough to know that the staff rarely had the time to deal with such small conflicts. At most, they’d give her a non-committal nod, a promise to look into it with a half-hearted (if she’s lucky) apology, before rolling their eyes and returning to the more important task of cleaning a strange chunk of (what they could only hope used to be) smoothie out of the pool filter.
Shaking the thought from your head with a shudder, you continued on your way, this time a bit more cautious of possible child-sized obstacles in your path.
It was an arduous process but before long you made it to the poolside bar, having tripped over only two more children and a French bulldog. The latter incident inspired you to add the line ‘dog-friendly’ to your bright pink and glittery research/espionage notebook. You underlined it with a pink glitter pen you found at the bar while you waited for the bartender to notice you and serve you a milkshake.
A wide grin on his face, he gave you a sprite instead and you thanked him with a grateful smile and reminded yourself that at least this whole experience was on the company’s tab and not your own.
Your notebook earned another line: ‘make sure bar customers get their correct order’.
“Cute pen,” someone spoke from your side just as the heart-shaped dot on the ‘i’ took shape.
You nearly jumped out of your seat at the sound before turning to face him. “Excuse me?”
He offered a confused – and damnably handsome – smile. A sunbeam shone into his eyes and made them look honey golden; the beauty of it was short-lived when he lifted a hand to shield his eyes from the bright light, revealing a gentle and far less exciting brown instead. With his other hand, he pointed at your pen. “I said it looks cute.”
“Oh.” You couldn’t find any words to say; it seemed they had disappeared alongside the golden colour. “Thanks.”
He nodded and turned to the bartender. You watched in silence as he ordered a milkshake, bubbling with jealousy when the bartender got his order right. You glared at your sprite.
“So,” the man once again spoke up while stirring his milkshake with a red-striped straw, “what are you writing?”
“Nothing.” Your reply was too quick. You knew it was. He would ask for a follow-up just because you had sounded so suspicious; you were certain he would. As if it would rectify your error, you added, “Just a poem.”
Maybe you deserved to get a sprite instead of a milkshake: you were proving to be a terrible spy. There was no way he wouldn’t wonder further and sniff out your begrudging lies.
Trying your hardest to act nonchalant, you met his eyes and smiled tightly. Your gaze travelled lower by accident a moment later; throwing your notebook into the pool began sounding like a good escape plan. He was wearing a damned staff shirt. Of course he worked here. You were about to be found out not by a park enjoyer (a no-doubt humiliating but somehow the more preferable option) but  instead by an actual staff member.
Holding your breath, you could already imagine your gravestone: Here lies (Y/n), daughter, friend, and a corporate spy with an impressive track record of 15 whole minutes.
“That’s cool,” he said and your heart threatened to race out of your chest in panic.
“I like poems,” he added with an appreciative nod and you were about to start crying.
Then his words hit. Like a car stalling right after revving up, the noise and panic in your brain stopped. “Wait, what?”
“Yeah.” He shrugged and got out of his seat, milkshake in hand. His lips turned up into a friendly smile and his hand rose to wave before he turned to leave. “I’ll see you around.”
Maybe you were a more convincing spy than you had thought.
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When the guy at the bar said ‘see you around’, you hadn’t realised he’d meant it literally. Maybe he wasn’t as harmless as he had managed to convince you. Maybe he was a counter-spy sent to keep track of your wrongdoings. Maybe he was a ghost or a demon sent to haunt you for your misdeeds.
Either way, it seemed you could not escape him even when you tried. And you had been trying (at least that’s what you told yourself as if your heart didn’t skip a tiny excited beat every time you saw anyone that even lightly resembled him; you silently cursed your romance-deprived heart that seemed to beat harder for every pretty man).
You’ve tried walking in the opposite direction every time you caught sight of a light blue Carat Bay Staff t-shirt, strategically placing your hat and notebook to disguise your person, changing your entire outfit to look like someone else, hiding in bushes… Hiding in bushes! But he was unrelenting. Forever and always a presence in your periphery, offering you bright friendly smiles every time you made accidental eye contact – like you were friends and not at all the enemies you had declared the two of you to be.
He was a constant reminder that you were selling your loyalty and blank slots on your still non-existent criminal record for minimum wage. And, god, did that reminder sting your pride.
On the second day of espionage, you decided to give up on avoiding him. A quick surrender, you had to admit, but it had become blatantly clear that this man was incapable of staying out of your sight (quite an achievement, one must admit, because the park wasn’t all that small). After being on the receiving end of his curious stare for the fifth time in an hour, you decided that if he was going to spoil your assignment, you might as well welcome him with open arms.
Who knows, you bitterly thought, maybe if you get caught, you’ll finally have an excuse to look for a new job?
That idea sounded more and more like a viable option with every passing hour you spent fighting for your life at Carat Bay Water Park while your boss had the audacity to act like you weren’t risking your clean criminal record for his financial gain.
Reminders came through via work chats, emails, even texts every cursed hour. Each ‘make sure you get examples; photos, lots of photos’ and ‘I’m putting a lot of faith in you, Miss’ made you spiral just a little more. And every familiar grin and a glimpse of honey-brown eyes in the sunlight made you want to throw up with guilt.
And you couldn’t even drown your stress in alcohol because the damned bartender never got your order right. You gave up on trying after you’d ordered a mojito and he gave you a plain canned Fanta.
“Not even a Sprite?” you’d asked in frustration but downed the drink anyway, pretending the bubbles were hints of sorely missed alcohol.
Sat by your side, the honey-eyed blue-shirt-wearing poetry-liking unrelentingly-present staff member nearly choked on his milkshake at your words. You couldn’t even be annoyed at his presence because you were just happy someone had heard your complaint – god knows the bartender hadn’t.
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He worked at the wave pool. Of course he did. Where else could he possibly work at if not your favourite water park attraction? It was like the universe was desperate to get you to talk to him.
It only took one accidental brush of a teen’s hand against your ankle, one shriek, a jump, some unfortunate timing, and the next thing you knew, the waves had swept you under the water, palms and knees bleeding from impact with the floor. You would be sure to add this unfortunate incident to your espionage notebook; maybe even to the resignation letter you were on the verge of drafting.
Now, with watery eyes, sobbing your little heart out, hyperventilating between dramatic exclamations about how much you hated your job, you sat in a cabana near the wave pool as the handsome staff member you had met at the bar – an increasingly perfect man if you’d ever seen one – carefully cleaned your freshly marred knees. Now you didn’t even have an excuse to avoid crushing on him like an excited schoolgirl.
“So, a corporate spy, huh?” he finally concluded once you’d finally calmed down a bit. His eyes still gleamed honey golden in the rays of sun when he glanced up at you with all the curiosity in the world. “How does one even get into that?”
You didn’t have an answer. It’s not like you had wanted to do this in the first place. You hiccuped. “Well, I thought it would be better than working the water slide.”
“I think most jobs are,” he tried to joke but you both knew that wasn’t too far from the truth. The flash of horror in his eyes told you he’d seen more than two seasons at the top of the slides, measuring rebellious kids, arguing with parents who thought their child should be the exception to every rule, and rescuing fearful teenagers who had gotten stuck in the attraction. At least you had that much in common.
“Yeah, well,” you shrugged and let out a watery laugh as you leaned back in the beach chair, “it seems I’m not cut out to be a corporate spy, so I guess I’ll just go back to the slides of hell.”
The young man – Vernon as his palm-tree adorned name tag informed you – let out a sympathetic noise. “I’m sure you’re not that bad.”
There was a sense of irony in the fact that he was comforting you about your spying abilities. After all, you were enemies, if nothing else: employees of two rival water parks, always squabbling about visitor statistics, the best new water slides, and customer satisfaction. This man was not supposed to be helping you at all. He was supposed to half-heartedly glare at you and tell you to please vacate the premises and never step foot in Carat Bay again. Instead, he looked up at you with beautiful brown eyes and offered gentle apologies whenever you winced at the touch of the antiseptic.
“I hid in a bush near the bar,” you reminded him because you were, in fact, that bad.
And he couldn’t even argue because he had been there, watching you hide in that bush for fifteen minutes.
(In your defence, you had merely meant to squat down for a second to jot some notes down in your notebook without feeling paranoid about someone reading over your shoulder. But then it had been two minutes and people were walking past and there was a gaggle of schoolkids running by – there was simply no good time to get up without drawing suspicious looks and possibly being reprimanded by a park employee.
Unbeknownst to you, Vernon had been sitting at a table some metres from the aforementioned bush, enjoying his lunch-break milkshake and silently witnessing your miniature crisis. You’d made shameful eye contact with him when you finally found the courage to leave.)
“Well. Not your smartest move.” He now struggled to find words to say. “But it could always be worse?”
“How could it possibly be worse?” you bemoaned and hid your face your hands.
Vernon shrugged. “You could’ve accidentally unleashed murder hornets in the park.” You let out something akin to but not quite yet a laugh. He seemed to take it as encouragement. “Or you could’ve started a civil war between the pool attendants and the sanitation staff.” You felt your lips quirk into a smile. “You could’ve accidentally pushed an unsuspecting granny down the Monster.”
You peaked one eye open. “Is that the water slide?”
“The tallest one, yeah,” he happily reported, chuckling along when you burst into quiet laughter. “But you didn’t do any of that, so I think you’re good.”
You had to admit he wasn’t entirely wrong. Next to those three feats, your little bush crisis seemed like a pretty mild wrong. Beside, surely there have been far worse spies in the world.
“I could’ve broken into the owner’s office and gotten locked in there, never to be found again,” you finally joked after a pause of thought. Vernon gasped dramatically before laughing along. You felt better already.
“You would’ve been stuck for a while,” he told you and returned back to his initial task of fixing your knees. “He only comes by, like, once a month and not even the cleaning staff is allowed in there.”
Your brows furrowed. “Seriously?”
“Last I heard he’s vacationing in the Bahamas. Won’t be here for a while.” He glanced up again, offering a lopsided smirk that looked almost conspiratory. “So if you want to sneak in, now’s as good a time as any.” You stared at him in utter disbelief. He only shrugged. “I’m just saying.”
“You—” You cut yourself off before you could say anything incriminating. Running a hand over your face, you finally managed to mumble just loudly enough for him to hear, “Aren’t you supposed to report me to a supervisor or something? Have me arrested and put in spy jail?”
Vernon shrugged once more. “Where’s the fun in that? Besides,” he smoothed the Princess Ariel themed band-aid on your knee, “you look like you need a buddy.”
Warning alarms blaring in the back of your mind, you stared at him. A buddy? Did corporate spies even have any buddies? You had always thought collecting company secrets was more of a one-person job. And even if it weren’t, teaming up with an employee of the rival park was definitely a major risk – one you should’ve been smart enough to avoid.
“Is this your audition to be my co-conspirator?” you asked after a long pause of silent thought. “Or is it a trick to send me to jail?”
It looked like the thought hadn’t even occurred to him. “The first one, I think?” When you didn’t react, he added, “And if not, I don’t think you’d last very long in jail anyway, with how clumsy you are. Might as well enjoy your last days of freedom.”
You rolled your eyes – you had only known this man for three days and he was already attacking your fragile ego. “I’m not even clumsy—”
“You got injured in the wave pool,” he countered.
“Lots of people do!”
“Yeah, but not in the shallow end of the pool though.”
Your cheeks felt hot with embarrassment. “It’s not my fault some kid decided to play alligator right next to me. You try not to get startled when someone’s tiny fingers start tickling your feet.”
“Play alligator?” His face scrunched up into a grimace. “What does that even mean?”
“Nevermind.” You groaned, closed your eyes, and held out your hands, wrists neatly pressed against each other. “Just take me straight to jail, actually.”
Seconds later, a warm hand wrapped around your wrists. A loud squeak of surprise tore out of your throat at the feeling. You blinked your eyes wide open just in time to see Vernon grinning as he pulled you up to your feet, your hands still in his warm, steady grip.
“Come on,” he finally spoke when you found your balance, his breath tickling your cheeks with how close you were, “we have a spying to do.”
You laughed, nervous at the sudden proximity, unable to say no, and rapidly falling for your new ally. “We do?” More determined and ready than you could ever be, he nodded. “Don’t you have to work?”
As if he hadn’t even thought of that, his lips parted to say something but he remained silent as he fished his phone out of the pocket of his shorts. He gave it a quick glance before shoving it back where it belonged and smiling bright.
“My shift ended half an hour ago. So,” he looked around the park, “where do you want to go next?”
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Within an hour, Vernon proved himself to be a worthwhile informant in Carat Bay. While he definitely did not have the answers you were looking for (“Guest statistics?” He puffed out his cheeks in thought, brows furrowing, before shaking his head. “Sorry, I usually just nap through those meetings.”), he more than made up for it with enthusiasm and random fun facts (“If you punch in 2605 at the ticketing machine,” he told you while doing exactly that, a mischievous smile on his face, “you get free drink coupons for the bar.”).
Unfortunately for you and your job security, this only served to make you forget about your work as a whole. As minutes ticked by, filled with laughter and jokes and Vernon’s dry remarks about the injury statistics (the only statistics he apparently didn’t sleep through at meetings), your corporate espionage mission started to feel more and more like just an afternoon with a friend.
“You know, when I first came here, the bartender got my order wrong,” you told him while swirling your virgin mojito around with a straw. “Gave me a sprite instead of a milkshake.”
Vernon didn’t even seem surprised. “Yeah, they do that sometimes.”
“Is that normal here?” You suspected you resembled an owl with your widening eyes. “People not getting their order?”
He shrugged. “It’s a water park. The people aren’t here for the milkshakes anyway. Are you?”
How this water park had any loyal visitors was beyond you. It was becoming increasingly obvious Riptide Reef, the park that had been employing you since you were 16, had far superior customer service. You tried to take some pride in that.
“Well, I’m not exactly here for the water slides either,” you reminded him with scoff. As your own words sunk in, you found yourself scratching your temple in realisation. “Fuck, it’s my third day here and I haven’t even made any notes yet. My boss is going to kill me.”
“What would you even note?” he wondered. “That the water slides are tall and the bartender sucks?”
“For starters,” you mumbled under your breath and took a long sip of of your mojito. You cringed at the taste before pulling out your phone and opening the notes app – you would add everything to your notebook once you got to your room. It made no sense to carry a notebook around on your water park activities, even if you really liked the aesthetic of it. “And that you use the cheapest unripe limes ever.”
Vernon looked at you as if some thought was forming in his head. Then he nodded in agreement. “Yeah, that’s probably right.”
“Also that your wave pool is beyond dangerous,” you couldn’t stop yourself from adding as your eyes slid over the still-fresh scratches on your hands and legs.
His face was an odd mix of a smile and a frown. As if you had just said something beyond ridiculous and odd. As if you had just tried to convince him the Earth was shaped like a ladybug. “It’s really not.”
Your eyes narrowed. “You’re just obligated to say that because it’s your attraction.”
He contemplated for a moment, his tongue running over his bottom lip as he tried to think of the appropriate response. Unable to find one, he took a long sip of his lemonade. He sputtered right after, eyes squeezing shut at the taste. After a moment of grimacing through the acidity, he finally opened his eyes again and whispered, “You might want to add lemons to the list of grievances.”
Handing him a tissue to clean his face, you couldn’t help but laugh. “How is this place still running?” But it wasn’t just running, was it? You corrected yourself quickly, “Scratch that. How is this place so popular?”
“Not for the lemonade, I can tell you that much,” he chuckled and gave a nearby trash can a longing glance. After a moment of silence, his brows furrowed. “You know, I’ve never really thought about all of that. Maybe they like the scenery? The rides?”
“Maybe the ride attendants are hot,” you added as an afterthought without really meaning to.
Vernon didn’t even flinch. “I mean, for sure. Plenty of girls come here just to watch Mingyu haul the floats out of the lazy river. They have a whole fan club thing going on.”
You had no reason to doubt him. You silently added it to your notes.
“So what are we doing tomorrow?” he suddenly asked.
You nearly jumped out of your skin at the casual tone of it all. You barely knew him. Just a few hours ago you had thought him to be the enemy. And yet here he sat now, looking at you with curious eyes and a friendly smile as he waited for further instructions – like an actual friend.
“We?” you repeated, feeling dumb all of a sudden.
He shrugged. “Yeah. I’m your conspiracy buddy now. You’re stuck with me.”
“Oh.” It hadn’t even occurred to you that he might want to keep doing this.
“So what are our plans?” he asked again, chuckling a little at the blank look on your face.
You felt your face get hot under his gaze and tried your hardest to hide it. “Well, I wanted to give the lazy river a try. And maybe one or two of the slides.”
Silent for a moment as if expecting you to continue, he raised a brow. “That’s all?”
Considering you had barely had any idea what attractions the park even had before you got here (you made a mental reminder to add both the outdated website and maps around the park to your report), you took mild offence to his remark. “Well, what do you suggest then?”
The wide grin on his face made your body shiver with anticipation and fear.
“I’ve got an idea or two.”
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He knocked on your door at 5 am, sharp. Whatever sparks of a crush had filled your heart the previous day now stood in ashes as you glared at him. They began to smolder just a little when he handed you a small container of cookies and a to-go cup of coffee.
“Doesn’t the park open at 10?” you wondered, voice still hoarse from the hours of sleep, and walked next to him at a leisurely pace.
Vernon kept his voice low as if mirroring you. “Not officially it doesn’t. But employees can come and chill until opening.”
Your sleep-fuzzy mind reminded you that Riptide Reef had no such policy. You weren’t entirely sure the company even allowed you to be on the property outside of official opening hours. Arresting employees for after-hours trespassing didn’t sound outside of the scope of possibilities, really. Maybe Carat Bay wasn’t so bad after all.
It was far more peaceful at this hour, you had to admit. Something about the early rays of sunshine reflecting off the various pools made it seem like a tiny piece of paradise. No running children, no scornful adults, no bartender to mix up your order. You took a breath of the serenity and tried to savour it.
“So you just, what? Go down the water slides and swim a couple of laps?”
He nodded. “Yeah. It makes the day a bit more tolerable.”
You went to argue, but as if on cue, a loud scream of exhilaration echoed in the park. You turned and watched with mild amusement as a young man barrelled down the tallest slide, his bleached blond hair flowing in the wind. He landed in the pool with a deafening splash before resurfacing with a laugh. Looking up, he called out loud enough for the entire park to hear: “Come on! It’s your turn!”
Another man stood at the top of the slide and sighed so heavily you could see it all the way from your spot on the ground. Then he stretched his arms and legs before jumping right down the slide as well. If he made any noise, it was drowned out by the encouraging shouts of his friend in the pool below.
To answer your questioning glance, Vernon smiled wide. “Soonyoung and Jihoon. Our best lifeguards. They always work the same shift because the last time they didn’t, Soonyoung threatened to overthrow the management.”
“Why would he do that?”
“Because the management thought they were too chaotic together. Which, to be fair, they are. But Soonyoung on his own is ten times worse, so.” He shrugged.
“He was successful then. Huh.” You couldn’t help but laugh at the mental image of the chaos. “Maybe I should’ve asked him to be my co-conspirator instead.”
Vernon made a loud noise of disapproval. His hand fell to your wrist and just as the men in the pool turned to greet the two of you, he was dragging you past the large pool and towards the river that ran through the park.
“Where are we going anyway?” you finally wondered, trying your hardest to not think about the warmth of his hand in yours. But there was no denying it. Your fluttering heart confirmed your fears: your damned crush was back.
His fingers slid between yours almost thoughtlessly, naturally even. Maybe, your sleep-deprived heart dared to entertain hope, maybe he likes me too.
“Have you ever been on a sailboat before?” he suddenly asked, turning to smile at you as he lead you closer to something that looked awfully lot like a tiny dock.
“A sailboat? You guys have a sailboat?”
“A few, actually.” His nonchalance was awfully attractive. “The guests love those things.”
The idea sounded like fun. In theory. But even then you felt your palms getting clammy, your smile becoming increasingly more tense and insincere. Reality hit minutes later, when Vernon jumped onto a boat and began unfurling its light blue fabric sail.
It was a small boat, barely large enough to hold maybe three people – a pair of adults and a pair of small children, at maximum. It had a single mast, a single sail, some oars, something like a bench in the middle and some life jackets under it. You felt yourself starting to shiver with fear.
Vernon extended a hand from his place on the boat, offering you an encouraging smile when you hesitated. “It’s okay. It’s only looks scary.”
“How many times have you done this exactly?” you dared to ask as you took his hand and slowly moved onto the wooden construction. It swayed under your feet as if daring you to take another step before it would capsize and throw you overboard. Vernon’s grip on your hand seemed to tighten; or maybe it was your own grip on his hand that became stronger. Whatever the reason, it was strong and steady and made you feel safe.
He hummed in thought and gently pushed the boat away from the dock just as you sat onto the bench. “A few times. Maybe ten? I’ve gone overboard at least twice though.”
Not exactly an encouraging statistic. Perhaps you were dumb to trust and like a man you barely knew. Perhaps it was time to fix that.
“Tell me something about yourself.”
He blinked at you, surprised. “Like what?”
“Anything,” you practically wailed, desperate for a distraction. “Who taught you to sail?”
“No one,” he said and sat down next to you, letting the sail do its job. His ease made you suspect the boats were more foolproof than you had feared. It eased your anxiety just a tiny bit. “I taught myself back when I first came work here. It was my second day, I think? My manager told me to walk around and test out some attractions.” He shrugged. “The boats seemed like fun. I got on one, I tried it out, almost broke the entire thing, went overboard, and then I tried again two days later.”
You had to admire his tenacity. “I think I wouldn’t touch this thing for another five years if that happened to me.”
“I’m not really one to give up.”
Your heart stuttered at the look in his eyes: intense, passionate, thoughtful. Like it was a promise of something else. Like he meant it. You looked away and admitted defeat. If the universe expected you not to fall for this guy, it was doing a horrible job because you were pretty sure no man had ever made you feel so flustered with just a few words.
Maybe the silence that followed was too much for him. Maybe he was as nervous as you were. Whatever the reason, he nudged your hand. “Your turn?”
“What?” you startled out of your thoughts.
“Tell me something about yourself.”
You hesitated. “Like what?”
“If you weren’t the worst corporate spy in the world,” he started with a small teasing smile, “what would you do for a living?”
The million dollar question. You had been asking yourself the very same thing for years now, feeling increasingly less content in your dead-end water park job.
“Who knows?” you answered with a shrug. “Everything I should want to do I’m underqualified for. Everything I do want to do I’m not good enough for. I’d probably still be working at the water slides, hoping someone would show up with a red flashing sign telling me what to do and where to go.”
“No dreams then?”
“Only to get out of Riptide Reef. To get out of my home town and find someone who understands.” You cringed at your own words. You hadn’t meant to say that much, you never did. “Sorry, that was—”
“Completely normal,” he assured you and squeezed your hand. “You know, maybe this job was exactly that: a sign. Maybe you were meant to come here to find your purpose.”
Your laugh sounded anything but real. “Yeah, sure. That’s possible.”
“It is!”
“Alright, Socrates,” you teased and nudged his foot with your own, “what’s your dream then?”
His answer was instant. No thoughts, no hesitation, no doubts about it all. “To be happy.”
It sounded dumb at first. So dumb that you almost laughed, lips already quirking upwards in preparation for it. But then you realised it wasn’t, not at all. You felt your face fall at the realisation that he’d effortlessly unlocked the very code you had been so desperate to crack.
To be happy – isn’t that the ultimate goal in life as a whole? Isn’t that your goal?
“Doesn’t matter where or how,” he continued after a thoughtful pause. “One day I just want to sit down and think back to my life and smile. No regrets – no real ones anyway. Just happiness, fulfilment. It’s one thing to accomplish something, but it’s another to feel joy about it, you know?”
Perhaps it was the odd reality of being awake at 5 am, but you understood what he meant. And you found yourself longing for the same thing.
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Two hours went by in a flash of serenity. The river floated you around on a gentle current, facilitating conversations you had never had with another: of dreams, of wishes, of childhood memories.
The peace of it all was interrupted by a familiar chaotic pair racing up to you in a row boat, their cheeks and noses sunburnt red, their smiles wide and relaxed.
“There you two are!” one of them called out – Soonyoung, the one who’d come down the slide screaming. “We were starting to worry Vernon drowned you in the river.”
You offered your co-conspirator a mischievous smile. “Do you have a habit of doing that?”
He rolled his eyes. “Yeah, in my free time I like to wake up at 5 am and drown pretty girls in the most popular river in the county.”
“He jokes but I wouldn’t put it past him,” the first stranger whispered to you loudly before squealing out a laugh when Vernon splashed him.
“Are you guys planning on floating here the whole day?” the other stranger – Jihoon, you vaguely remembered – wondered, lifting a hand to his forehead to shield his eyes from the sun. He offered you a friendly smile. “He hasn’t bored you yet?”
“I’m not that boring–”
“Shush, the adults are speaking,” Soonyoung told him and got splashed once more.
“He’s just showing me around the park,” you told them while trying not to laugh as Soonyoung splashed Vernon back with a bit more force than necessary.
“And he chose the freaking sail boat?!” Soonyoung paused, scandalised. “Have you even been on the slides yet?” You shook your head and he gasped. “The lazy river?” You repeated your action and he splashed Vernon once more. “You’re a horrible guide! And an even worse boyfriend!”
“We’re not actually—”
“Who goes on the water slides at 5 am?” Vernon laughed.
“That’s the best time!”
You shared a look with Jihoon. The man had curled into a comfortable lazy ball at the bottom of the boat, covered in a hoodie two sizes too big for him. An amused smile on his lips, he shook his head towards the other two and you knew you’d get along great.
“That’s it,” Soonyoung decided and climbed onto the sail boat to adjust its course. “We’re showing you what real fun looks like.”
“Soonyoung, we have work in three hours,” Jihoon reminded him gently but made no real movement to stop him. “We should be resting and eating breakfast.”
The other man made eye contact with you, widened his eyes and mimicked unscrewing something from his head before turning back to his friend and declaring, “Having fun is resting.”
You nearly jumped out of your skin as a warm body gently pressed against your shoulder. Vernon leaned over to whisper into your ear, “He keeps saying he’s an introvert but nobody really believes him.”
“I wonder why,” you whispered back. He huffed out a laugh.
“What are you laughing at?” Soonyoung demanded and practically pulled him to his feet. “Come on, we’re going back to the mainland to show your girlfriend how to have fun.”
“Not his girlfriend—” you started once again but Vernon beat you to the punch, “I’m sure she’ll appreciate it.”
You prayed he hadn’t heard the choked whine of surprise you nearly let escape.
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Though all three men had vowed they’d go to work at 10, had reminded each other to do exactly that, and had never once failed to check their watches, it quickly became apparent none of them actually had any intentions to get any work done. What you had expected to be a maximum of two hours of water park rides had quickly turned into five hours of water park shenanigans, and you were beyond the point of exhaustion.
“So, that was,” you struggled to find the words to say before settling on, “eventful.”
After hours of fun, the bar presented a delightful escape from the chaos. And you were starting to understand why the management wanted Soonyoung and Jihoon separated at all costs.
Vernon snorted and adjusted his cap – or possibly Jihoon’s cap; they’d switched it enough times that it was hard to tell. “That’s one word for it, sure.”
“Is it even legal to go down the water slide so many times?”
“You only went down four times.”
You sighed and relaxed into your beach chair. “Really? It felt like at least eight.”
“At least we know you won’t have a future in accounting,” he teased and you couldn’t help but laugh.
It was nice. Peaceful. You could get used to this, you thought.
The park wasn’t quite as busy as it would be at the weekend but there was still a fair amount of people. They passed by, engrossed in their own dramas and conversations, scolding their children and talking back to their mothers, laughing at the dumbest of jokes without a care in the world. Happy. And so were you.
“Should we order something?” you suggested after a long pause of serenity.
Vernon, having spent the past five minutes basking in the sun like a kitten who’d finally discovered the joys of sunny summer days, peeked one eye open to look at you. The corner of his lips lifted into a picture-perfect smirk. “Willing to take your chances?”
“Who knows?” You couldn’t help but laugh a little as you got up to head to the bar, hanging back just enough for him to catch up. “Maybe he’ll actually get it right this time.”
He glanced towards the bar and shook his head. “Nope, not Chan.”
“You say it with such certainty.”
“He’s made it his mission to get on the Wall of Shame this summer,” he informed you as if that meant anything to you. You only continued to stare at him, full of curiosity and confusion. “It’s pretty hard to get fired here but at the end of each month, the management awards Employee of the Month to someone who did a good job and adds anyone who’s been complained about to the Wall of Shame.”
“And he wants to be on that wall?”
“He’s been working towards it all month.”
That explained a lot. You sighed in pre-emptive defeat and sat down at the bar. But before you could raise your hand to wave the bartender over, Vernon jumped over the counter. You bit back a laugh.
“What are you doing?”
“You said he never gets your drinks right,” he shrugged and reached for a glass like it was second nature, “so I’m gonna make sure someone does.” 
Haphazardly, he straightened his shirt and fixed his hair before flashing you his most charming smile – one you couldn’t help but mirror. “What can I get for the lady?”
Lifting your hand and tapping your bottom lip with your finger, you contemplated for just a minute. “You know, a milkshake sounds lovely right about now.”
“One milkshake coming right up,” he replied with a wink before getting to work.
You shared a look with the bartender – Chan, you reminded yourself – and exchanged an amused look. With no customers to entertain, he came closer and leaned his hip against the counter, arms crossed over his chest. “My eyes must be deceiving me.”
“They must,” Vernon agreed in the most deadpan tone you had heard all day.
“You’re behind my bar.”
“You’ve been getting her drinks wrong all week.”
“You know I have a mission.”
He nodded. “Yeah, well, she’s spying for Riptide Reef and might write a whole page about your poor customer service in her report.”
You couldn’t help but groan and hide your face in your hands. “Vernon, you can’t go around telling people I’m a corporate spy.”
Both of Chan’s eyebrows rose in interest. “A spy, eh?”
“If you tell anybody, I’ll tell Seungcheol you’re mixing orders up on purpose.”
It’s okay to admit that Vernon’s quick defence made your heart melt just a little bit. Then again, you supposed everything he did had that effect on you now. You really were falling fast and deep.
“Fine,” Chan declared and he sounded just a little more on edge than before, voice strangely higher on the last syllable. “Help me at the bar today and I won’t ask any questions.”
Finger hovering above the button of the blender, Vernon glanced at you for just a moment too long. Then he nodded. “Deal.”
“That was a joke—” the other man began but was promptly interrupted by the struggling screeches and roaring of a blender that had worked two-hundred more shifts than it should have. He sighed in defeat and leaned closer to you over the counter. “So, tell me about this corporate spy thing: does it pay well?”
“Hey!” Vernon interrupted just as you opened your mouth to answer. You couldn’t help but grin when he pointed an accusatory fork in Chan’s direction and emphasised, “No questions.”
Chan sighed. “You’re really no fun.”
“It doesn’t pay well at all,” you told him in a loud whisper when Vernon’s attention drifted to a customer – one your new companion was pointedly ignoring – waving him down. “I should’ve asked for a pay raise before taking the job.”
He cursed under his breath. “I knew there was a catch somewhere.”
“It’s nice that they’re paying for my stay here though. All of this,” you made a vague gesture towards the park, “for free.”
Your new friend pursed his lips in thought, gaze caught on someone behind you. “That does sound kind of nice, honestly. I’ve been meaning to explore the park – getting paid for it would be pretty neat.”
You blinked at him. “Vernon said staff can just wander around here before opening hours.”
His brows furrowed into a deep-set frown. “We can?”
Your trusty guide returned to you just in time to answer for you. “Yeah. You didn’t know?”
If a dictionary editor ever needed a picture definition for ‘betrayed’, you would be sure to submit this exact moment for consideration. While his frown deepened more than you ever thought possible, Chan’s jaw dropped so low you feared a stray bee might fly into his throat.
He then slammed a fist against the counter. “I knew they were keeping something from me!”
Vernon placed your milkshake in front of you with a gentle laugh and a warm touch of his hand against yours. You laughed along and tried to ignore the electricity running deep under your skin.
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‘What the hell is in the water at this place? Why do I want to hold and kiss a man I’ve known for four days?’
The glittery line stared right back at you from the notebook. It was a forbidden confession in ink, one you still couldn’t believe you had made.
You had heard of summer flings, of rapid-fire romances so hot and fast and passionate they could never be forgotten. You had thought them a myth. Something romance authors came up with to sell more books with smaller page counts. But now you were forced to confront your reality – one that the day’s activities had not helped in the least –: you were really falling for a man you had known for less days than a child could count.
‘You have to leave in a few days’ you wrote under the line and it was a reminder. There was no point in getting attached. It would hurt less to face the odds and limit your interactions.
But like a moth to a flame, you were stuck on him and found yourself seeking him out again and again the whole day. You saw him in every light blue staff shirt. You heard him in every laugh. You felt him in every warm ray of the sun.
And when he snuck away from his tasks to tell you random facts about the park, contemplate about life, or share town gossip he’d heard while keeping watch at the wave pool, you felt like you could breathe again.
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You found him again at the wave pool just an hour before his shift would end. He waved you over with a twinkle in his honey-glazed eyes before locating the most comfortable vacant beach chair. He led you to it without any questions asked, before you could even get a word out.
“You know,” he started, sneaking glances at your sunbathing body between routine scans of the wave pool’s ever-changing population, “there’s a party here Sunday night. You should come.”
“What kind of a party?” you wondered and lathered sun lotion onto your legs, unaware it was the most distracting sight this poor man had ever witnessed. “It better not be formal because I really did not pack any clothes for that occasion.”
A minute passed in silence. You almost forgot he was there – almost, but not really. You were cursed to always be aware of his presence these days.
Finally, he cleared his throat and turned to monitor the pool again. “It’s not. There’s a live band, a free bar. Honestly,” he turned back to you before looking away again as if he hadn’t meant to do that, “I wouldn’t be surprised if someone tried to show up naked.”
You couldn’t help but laugh. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
“Will you be there?”
“Wouldn’t miss it for the world.”
It was hard to tell where the sudden confidence had come from – maybe the pink glitter pen was magical and had blessed your intentions (a girl could dream) –, you glanced up and smiled at him. “Then neither would I.”
“Cool,” he breathed out as if he could no longer find his voice.‘Maybe this is what it means to be happy’ you wrote in your notebook in pretty cursive letters and smiled to yourself when you caught him looking at you again.
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Reality struck again just a few hours later, after he’d walked you back to your room at the end of his shift, after he made the fatal mistake of swiftly kissing your cheek goodbye. A phone call was all it took – that’s how fragile your newfound happiness really was.
“I hope your report’s coming along well,” your manager spoke and he sounded expectant. It had the familiar deceitful undertone of ‘I expect great things from you, kid’ you’d heard your teachers use one too many times in high school.
You cleared your throat. “Yes, sir.”
“Yeah? Lots of evidence and notes, I hope?” Something about the tone of his voice made you hate it even more than usual.
“Plenty,” you told him and it wasn’t a complete lie but it wasn’t exactly the truth either. Your notebook, open with barely three pages of writing in it, mocked you on the windowsill.
He hummed in approval and you felt sick all of a sudden. Without even saying anything disapproving, your supervisor was forcing you to realise how much you’d been slacking – too busy having fun and flirting to even do your own little job. You felt small, insignificant, unable to fulfil the tasks you were given.
“Can’t wait to read your report on Monday, Olivia. We’re counting on you for the future of the park.”
Not my name, you wanted to tell him but gritted your teeth and only made a noise of agreement. He didn’t even bother to say ‘goodbye’ before abruptly ending the call, leaving you to inevitably spiral under the pressure.
‘You need to focus on your job’ you added to the notes in crooked, unsteady handwriting. You underlined it twice.
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The crowded Saturday made it easier to avoid him. The realisation filled you with both guilt and relief. Instead of resorting to your old tactics of hiding in bushes, you could simply adjust your sun hat and blend into the crowd.
But somehow he still seemed to find you, greeting you with a friendly smile each and every time.
You tried hiding behind the snack bar menu. It took him all of five minutes to find you anyway. He bought two chocolate bars and handed one to you as if it was a peace offering – like he knew what you were trying to do. You thanked him with a meek smile and entertained his chats with short replies.
You spent at least two hours floating around in the lazy river, hopeful that he wouldn’t think to search for you there, and if he did, he’d surely be forced to wait for your return to dry land before he could try to talk to you again. The only entertainment you had was taking note of the ride mechanics, listening to snippets of gossip, and confirming the rumours of a Mingyu fan club (the rumours were true and you came out of the river a changed woman with a new appreciation for biceps) but somehow that was enough to distract you.
Unfortunately, it seemed that even that obstacle didn’t deter Vernon all that much as he practically jogged along the riverside, keeping time with your float, to tell you that Chan had finally earned his place on the Wall of Shame and that he couldn’t wait to spend all Sunday night dancing with you.
Your self-control was on the verge of breaking, being chipped away bit by bit. And then it cracked.
Finally, when he appeared again just as you got out of the lazy river. Hands in his pockets, that beautiful smile on his face, he effortlessly matched your pace on the way to the bar, completely unaware of your inner turmoil.
“You know, Chan’s not working the party,” he told you with a gentle nudge. “We might actually have a shot at getting our right orders.”
“Yeah?” you forced out and tried to pretend you were fine even as your heart threatened to break alongside your self-control.
You needed to focus on your job, you reminded yourself. You had no time to party or flirt. Riptide Reef was counting on your report to get better and stay afloat. You had notes to organise, a report to write, information to gather.
Vernon didn’t seem to mind your curt tone. “Jihoon and Soonyoung will be DJing though. That’s, like, a fifty-fifty shot of a decent soundtrack. But I guess maybe if Soonyoung gets drunk enough, he’ll forget and then—”
“I can’t come to the party with you, Vernon,” you finally burst out and told him. It sounded a little louder, much meaner than you had intended it to. But there was no taking it back now. You had to put a stop to this.
He only blinked. “You can’t? Why not?”
“Because I’m not here to have fun,” you said, exasperated and tired and overwhelmed, your supervisor’s voice still painfully loud in your ear. “I’m here to do a job. I need to do this job. I need this job.”
His silence somehow hurt. Even if you were the cause of it. Finally, he asked, “So what does that mean?”
“It means that—” You didn’t know. No. That’s a lie. You knew exactly what it meant and you knew that if you said those words now, it would be the end. You didn’t want it to end, not really. But what choice did you have? You took a deep breath. “Whatever it is between us is over. We can’t keep doing this?”
“Doing what?” he asked, his voice mixed with a breathless laugh even as his brows furrowed. “Having fun? Connecting?”
You gestured vaguely. “This.”
“No, call it what it is.”
“Flirting.”
There it was. The admission. The truth.
“Vernon, I like you, but I need to focus on my job. My boss expects a report in less than three days and I have close to nothing. I can’t afford distractions.”
He stepped back. You tried to tell yourself there hadn’t been a flash of hurt in his eyes. “So you’re saying I’m a distraction.”
“Exactly.”
You couldn’t bear to say anything more. Turning on your heel, you left back into the safety of your hotel room, making sure to lock the door in case he decided to follow you in a pursuit of a proper explanation.
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Sunday was spent in misery. Getting rid of a distraction, it seemed, had only made way for a worse and bigger distraction – sadness. It was bothersome and overwhelming. It came with silent tears and nightmares. It paralysed you.
Instead of writing a report like you had vowed to do, you lied in bed and ordered copious amounts of room service in hopes of eating the guilt away.
Morning became noon. Noon became afternoon. Afternoon became evening. You were still as miserable as before, replaying the conversation in your head like the most awful record you had ever bought but could never quite get rid of.
Whatever happiness was, you were sure you had found its true opposite now.
You contemplated getting out of bed and seeking him out to apologise. Maybe you’d write him a letter in pink glitter pen and hand it over when he inevitably refused to talk to you. Maybe you’d just break down crying in front of the wave pool and he’d take pity on you. Whatever the case, you were slowly realising you wouldn’t be able to find peace until you made this right.
The party, you suddenly realised. You’d find him there, surely. And even if not, you could simply drown your worries in free alcohol. Nothing to lose, plenty to gain.
Filled with a newfound sense of determination, you washed off the sadness and lunch crumbs. Your travel wardrobe wasn’t particularly varied but you found something decent – possibly even pretty – to wear. You grabbed your phone and your room key, put on your shoes and opened the door to leave–
It took every bit of self-control to not start crying.
Standing right outside your door, Vernon looked so different in a white t-shirt instead of his usual light blue. A small bouquet of daisies in his hand, he offered you a small smile.
He pointed at the door. “I was just about to knock.”
“Vernon, you—”
“I know you said I’m a distraction but,” he took a deep wavering breath and held the flowers out for you to take, “I was hoping I’m a good enough distraction that you might not give up on this – on us – just yet.”
“Why are you so nice to me?” you whispered before you could stop yourself. The flowers looked even prettier up close – just as he did – and you couldn’t resist the urge to hold them closer to your chest. “You shouldn’t be nice to me, not when I treated you like that. All you’ve done is be so sweet and kind and I treated you so horribly—”
A soft noise of protest interrupted you. “You’re just under a lot of pressure—”
“Let me apologise,” you pleaded, your grip on the flowers tightening. “I hurt you.”
He didn’t argue with that. “You did. And I did feel hurt at first. But then I thought about it a bit and I realised you probably didn’t mean it, not in that way anyway.”
“You’ve known me for a week, Vernon,” you reminded. “Why are you making excuses for me? You can’t possibly know what I meant.”
“I may not know all that much about you but I know what you’re like as a person,” he told you and shrugged. “I know that you don’t like your job but your attached to Riptide Reef. I know you’re cautious. I know you’re too nice to call the bartender out for getting your drink completely wrong.” He stepped closer. One step. Two. You could practically feel his body heat. “If that’s what you’re like on the surface level, then I find it hard to believe you meant to hurt me. And I’d be the luckiest guy to get to know you more.”
Now you really couldn’t stop yourself from crying. The tears slipped down your cheeks, one at a time, but you smiled at him.
How lucky you’d been to run into this man on your first day in the park! How luck you’d been he’d rushed to save you from the wave pool when you fell! Screw Riptide Reef, you thought: you’d slack off on your job and bruise your knees and hide behind bushes a thousand more times if it meant you got to meet Vernon Chwe all over again once more.
His eyes looked equally watery. You couldn’t help but laugh a little. “Are you about to start crying too?”
He shook his head immediately and scrunched up his nose. “No, I’m just allergic to flowers.”
You laughed louder. He sneezed. Your laughter turned into a gasp and a hurry to put the flowers away. “Oh, you weren’t kidding! I’m so sorry! Are you okay?”
It was his turn to be amused now. “Don’t worry about it.”
“Of course I’ll worry about it!” you scolded him and gently hit his arm before frantically practically dragging him away from your hotel room, as far from the flowers – or anything floral – as possible, barely remembering to even lock the door behind you as he laughed at your sudden panic. “You’re so dumb! Why would you get me flowers if you’re allergic?!”
“Because I like you,” he told you like it was the answer to the most simple equation. Like it should’ve been obvious.
You paused. “What? You do?”
His shoulder nudged against yours. “I do. And you like me too.”
“How would you know that?”
“You told me so. When you yelled at me and called me a distraction.”
Your brows furrowed in confusion. “But how do you know that I meant it back then?”
“I just do.”
You still don’t know what came over you. Overwhelming adoration? An intense need to show affection? Plain old insanity? You kissed him, right there, in front of the elevator door, long and deep and hard like you had known him for an eternity. Like you couldn’t wait to know him for an eternity more.
It took the last shreds of your self-control to pull back and open your eyes again. His were still closed as if he’d waited all his life for this and didn’t want to let go of this moment. You pressed a kiss to the tip of his nose and his face scrunched up in amusement before his eyes finally opened and met yours.
He licked his lips before smiling. “So am I a good enough distraction?”
“Probably a little too good,” you replied and meant it. “I need to finish that report by Tuesday and I’ve written a grand total of nothing, so I hope you’re good to like a corporate spy so bad she lost her job.”
“Well,” he started a little hesitantly, “I could probably get you a job here, if you wanted.”
“That’s sweet and all but—”
“I’m serious.” Vernon offered a sheepish shrug. “The owner owes me a favour or two.”
“You’d do that? For me?”
He chuckled. “If you lose your job, it’s kind of my fault, so if you really think about it, I kind of owe you this one. Besides I happen to know we have a vacancy you’re kind of uniquely suited for. One way better than working the slides.”
Confusion took hold. “Do you guys need a corporate spy or something? Because I’m pretty sure we’ve established I’m not a good one.”
“You’ve got potential,” he joked and winked before practically dragging you towards the elevator. “Come on, we’ve got a party to get to.”
“But you didn’t even tell me what the—”
He let out a soft whine of protest, gently squeezed your face between his palms and pressed a kiss to your lips to silence you. “Let’s not talk about work. There’s a pretty girl I’ve been wanting to dance with all week.”
There had been a moment when you’d wondered if you would grow to regret it – this hot and fast summertime romance (a second part of you wondered if it even counted as that when you’d just barely confessed; a third part hoped it would become something much more). But then he pulled back for a breath, looked at you with those brown eyes like he truly understood you. And he kissed you once more for good measure.
No, you thought, you wouldn’t regret it at all.
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nerd!jo and fem!reader playing video games together <3
just fluff and dramatic antics hehe
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Satoru loves spending time playing video games with you. well, not exactly with you. You both rarely ever play together due to your vastly different preferences in that aspect—but he rarely ever minds. Not when you’re seated at the desk right beside him, playing on the PC setup he begged insisted on building for you, looking so comfortable and content as your little avatar sprite runs about the bright and colorful world that is your cozy video game. His heart flutters every single time without fail, knowing and witnessing how at peace you seem to be with him. And maybe (definitely), he enjoys interrupting your peace just as much.
He forgets about simply enjoying your presence when he decides to glance at your screen. You’re interacting with an npc in your game, a man. Looks to be in his early 20s, his dark hair cut and styled so there’s longer strands framing the right side of his face with short strands sitting on his left, all white sporting a black hoodie. Nothing to really make note of until he catches the redness on his cheeks. he’s blushing. Blushing at the love of his life, looking at her as if she’s hung the stars in the sky just for him. You did. You do. But not for him— whatever the name of his new mortal enemy is.
He didn’t think any npc could mirror the expression he most often wears with you. But it’s possible. It’s happening right in front of him. And he swears there’s hearts in his eyes.
“baby.”
you turn, a quizzical look on your features, and he pouts. Dramatically, like a child. Because how could you not see what’s wrong? The world has flipped upside down, his vision of your future together going up in flames, and you’re acting as if it’s a regular tuesday afternoon.
“He’s blushing.” His gaze flicks to the character on screen and he glares, as if doing so will make him combust into pixelated flames.
Your gaze follows his, and you realize what he’s referring to. “Oh, yeah. he likes me.”
“what? What do you mean he likes you?”
You look back to him, and suddenly the adorable pout on his face makes sense. Not that it’d take any genius to figure out. He’s practically throwing a fit. Or he’s close, at least, and all over some npc in your farming game.
You can’t help but roll your eyes. Fondly. “I mean I have eight hearts with him, so he likes me. probably waiting for a bouquet, too,” you shrug, attempting to hide the grin beginning to form on your face. You couldn’t help throwing in that last bit, just to rile him up a little more. If he’s going to interrupt your gameplay over childish jealousy, he might as well make it worth your while.
satoru falls for it, of course. he’s appalled at the mere idea of your implication. A confession. “A bouquet? From you? but you don’t give me bouquets..” you didn’t think his pout could grow deeper, but it does. And you love it.
A beat passes. he stays silent, leaving you practically at the edge of your seat. He’s considering something as he stares at your screen once more. Maybe plotting on ways to recode the game to make a certain npc disappear, or to get rid of the possibility of bouquets in the game altogether. You wouldn’t put it past him.
“I want one,” he finally says.
you blink. “what?”
“A bouquet. I want one,” He repeats himself, as if it’s obvious. he crosses his arms, already set on it. His baby is going to get him a pretty bouquet, even better than the one that degenerate of a character is expecting. He’s going to love it, and he’ll rub it in that emo’s face so damn hard he’ll turn sentient just to feel Satoru’s taunts.
“You’re ridiculous.”
You both end up at the nearest flower shop anyway, searching for a bouquet to match your nerdy boyfriend’s newly acquired sophisticated taste. He examines the petals of each bouquet with utmost precision—and a strange gentleness. You’re almost jealous of it.
Eventually, he decides on a rather colorful bouquet, oddly reminiscent of the one found in your game. The grin from earlier peeks its way through your expression once more.
“I’ll pay,” you say, taking the bouquet from him before he can protest, carrying it to the front counter.
Despite the revulsion he usually feels at the thought of you paying for anything, he lets it slide just this once. A smirk grows on his face instead, utterly giddy that his pretty girlfriend is bending to his entirely reasonable whims.
“You’re into this, huh?” he teases, grinning like a child who just manipulated his way into getting a sweet treat.
“Into what?” You hum, almost innocently, handing him his bouquet. “Gifting guys bouquets?”
He hums his assent, not caring too much in correcting your choice of words in favor of sniffing your gesture of love towards him. Take that, he thinks to himself, imagining a look of horror and jealousy on a certain pixelated face.
You shrug. “Wouldn’t be the first time.”
He freezes. the words ring in his ears, piercing through his heart; any sign of his earlier happiness is completely gone. You walk ahead, seemingly unaware of his inner spiraling.
“What?” He manages to get out, unmoving, shock and betrayal painted on his face.
You stop, smiling to yourself before turning around. sometimes, satoru forgets that you’re capable of playing with him just as much as he is with you.
“Oh no, I mean in game, baby,” you clarify, as if that’ll reassure him, but you know better.
“what?!”
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eee first post! this idea came to me while I was playing my cozy little farming gsme ! I made it pretty obvious but if you know what game reader is playing AND the character Satoru is going crazy over you get a pat on the head and a little kiss (maybe)
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